
I followed all of Maryam's words to get in the car. But strangely, I sat not a driver but rather, I sat as a passenger and sister Maryam was the one who would drive her car. I don't know, is it possible that Sister Maryam knew all this?
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"Sister won't ask you about the incident earlier. Brother will always wait for your story until you are ready to tell everything to brother. Don't lie to yourself." Said Sister Maryam who opened the conversation between us.
When saying that sister Maryam did not look me in the face or just glanced at me, she remained focused on driving and focused on the crowded city streets.
"Did you see everything?" Manya make sure.
"Emmm... Even if you don't see everything, you know from the look in your eyes. Brother already knows you, so you can't lie to big brother in the slightest that you still feel the love in your heart towards that man. Right?" Said sister Maryam telling.
I could only shut up and listen to what Maryam said. During the journey I was still silent not speaking a single broken word. I want to complain, but I don't want Mary to know the real story between me, Kamila and Yulian. Because to me, it was too sad and painful.
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"Why did you do all this to me Aisha? Is it because you don't love me anymore? Is it because of that guy?" Ask Julian in heart.
Yulian felt sadness, regret and disappointment. Where he should really do what Aisyah asked. That is, marrying Kamila who is not the woman he loves.
At the same time, Aisha answered all the questions Yulian had asked in her heart.
"I'm sorry, Yulian. It's not that I don't love you anymore, but I think this is what's best for us." I said in my heart.
"Sister, let's go to the hill first. I want to tell my sister something. I feel like I need someone to complain to and I haven't even bribed people at home." Reveal me to Sister Maryam after I have decided in my contemplation.
"All right! You are ready to listen to your story." Reply sister Maryam consented.
After I decided to tell Maryam's sister and after I chose a comfortable place to tell her, Maryam finally turned back the car we were driving. Yes_although it is only 5 minutes away from home, sister Maryam is more concerned with my wishes and listening to my story.
"Alhamdulillah, we have arrived. Come down now and tell me." Said Sister Maryam who wanted me to tell her a story right away.
We went down and set foot to a beautiful place, where it was my favorite place.
"Now we've arrived, sit down and start telling stories." Strictly Maryam to me.
"I feel uncomfortable, brother. Is it as hard as it feels when I want to complain and pour out my wounded heart." I feel doubtful.
So deep in every view. And so warm in every embrace of her. Thank God, when I really need someone who can make me comfortable, You present a beautiful angel to always accompany me.
"Well, sister, I'll tell you everything about me, Kamila and Yulian." Then I said after my heart felt broken.
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"First. In high school, Kamila and I were enemies. We often race wild, even we also ever bet to be able to get Yulian and be his girlfriend. Unfortunately, that time I had already completely fallen in love with Yulian and I could not leave her, However, Kamila forced me to pronounce the bet we planned. Eventually, Julian knew the truth. Yulian was also angry about all that, but somehow Yulian wanted to see me and she said something to me that she asked to start over in the relationship, because Julian has the same feelings as me.
Second one. I dated Yulian for 7 years. But, the relationship is vulnerable because there is something a problem. However, between me and Yulian we know that we can understand each other and still love each other, but unfortunately time is still not on our side and unites us.
One day, Yulian gave a good sign of his attitude and gave a statement that he would come back to see me and propose to me, after he was able to improve himself by migrating better.
My sister knows how happy I am. At that time I had a strong belief that I believed that Yulian would definitely come back for me. Unfortunately, my belief was wrong. He came back not for me, but he came back for Kamila.
It turned out that Kamila also had the same feeling as me sister. He also loved Julian. And while Yulian was in a boarding school, Kamila's parents met Yulian and asked Yulian to make Kamila happy at her age. Julian actually refused. But after Yulian ventured to tell me, I gave the answer that I thought was the most appropriate. I let Yulian be with Kamila. Today you must know that I gave the parcel to Kamila. And you also know what's inside that parcel.
I actually felt so heavy and so broken. But I believe I am still given the same strength of Allah, to remain strong and God willing I can face it. And from now on I should be able to forget the love story in my hijrah with Yulian. I should be able to let go and take Yulian with my own friends. That's the real story." My long story about the love story in my life that I can't live like someone else's love.
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"Aisyah, maybe for the sister it makes her feel so fragile, if the sister who experienced it. But, big brother is confident that you are capable of facing all of this. You still have God in your little heart and in your life. Nor will God test his people beyond the capacity of his people." Said sister Maryam to me who assured me that I could definitely get through hard times like this.
After hearing and seeing Sister Maryam who always gave me support, I was much calmer than before.
"Thank you brother for all the support you gave Aisyah. Now, Aisyah is much better and feels plong in Ayesha's heart." Tell me I feel better.
"Either. That's what a sister should do. Yeah, well, now we go home and help brother make tomorrow's show." Said Sister Maryam with a smile of encouragement.
I nodded to approve what Maryam had said. Now my sister and I went back to the car to go home.
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