HIJRAH LOVE
I Believe in you

Two months had passed so quickly, and I had not seen Yulian again. I don't know, how big the project he was on in Surabaya, so he had to buy time even twice to renege on his promise to me. However, the result is still the same, where I will never be angry with him, because I believe that Yulian is really at work and will never be double.

"Blood?"

Suddenly blood flowed back from inside my nostrils. It made me feel panicked when I saw it. I went to the bathroom to clean it with water. When I was in the bathroom suddenly my head was dizzy and dizzy, it felt like I could barely hold it. So that I immediately look for drugs that I consume every day in the drawer.

"Dad." Arumi's voice called out to me from outside.

I wanted to answer Arumi's call, but it was as if my lips could not move. Because I really feel dizzy and dizzy. However, I tried to stay afloat and wanted to find the cure soon. Fifteen minutes later, I haven't found it yet. I don't know where the medicine is? It was as if I had completely forgotten in a crucial moment like this.

"Square." The crow of my bedroom door moved, and the door opened.

"Aisha, what are you doing? What's wrong with you, Aisyah?"

Arumi saw me ruffling the contents inside the drawer. Even my room changed, which was originally neat now like a broken ship. It was all on the floor and I didn't realize it. Because all I need is one, Farhan's doctor's medicine. Could the medicine be over? How could I forget? And my head was getting dizzy, as if I was spinning uncontrollably.

"Aisha, has your illness recurred?"

I nodded slowly to confirm Arumi. And at once Arumi was worried about my condition that suddenly recurred, even my face looked pale. Because Arumi felt unbearable and worried, she asked me to lay my body on the bed. While he himself helped me to find a cure that was out of nowhere.

I kept my eyes closed so as not to get too dizzy while waiting for Arumi to find the cure. Until finally a few minutes later the medicine can be found, then Arumi immediately asked me to wake up and take the medicine. Begitipun with me who followed Arumi's orders, after that Arumi asked me to return to rest.

"Rest first, Aisha! After your condition is good enough, I want you to go to the doctor you used to visit. You should check back on your physical condition, Aisyah." Arumi looked at me.

"No, Arumi. As long as the medicine is in my hands and I can still take it every day, I won't have my condition checked again unless, it's really severe." I averted my eyes.

"Aisha, why are you so stubborn? Obviously your heart cancer will spread if you do not immediately take other actions than taking the drug. And why should you keep this big secret from your family, especially Yulian. What if they find out, Aisyah?"

Arumi threw out her question with a slightly raised tone. Yes, maybe he was upset and angry with me and also the decision I made. However, I do not want my family to know that my physical and mental condition is not okay. And if they find out, then worry will cover them all the time. That's what I don't want in my family, besides that I also want to run my daily life normally, without any fret, restless and afraid that some heart of death will come to pick me up.

"Mother,"

Suddenly Ahtar came into my room and looked at me so deeply. I don't know why he looks at me like that? Could it be that Ahtar overheard a conversation between me and Arumi? And what if that was true, he heard all about my dying health? Nay! I hope you don't let Ahtar hear all that. So that I immediately woke up from my position that was breaking down my body. Then, I sat down on the bed and asked him, "Yes, baby. What's up?"

"Akh, no. Umi just felt a little tired, so when Mama Arumi entered, Umi was lying down. As you can see." I looked at Arumi while gesturing to her.

Ahtar nodded slowly, as if she believed what I said. And it made me feel relieved, that Ahtar did not hear my conversation with Arumi about my illness. After believing my words, Ahtar came back out of my room. As for me, I was still inside that room together with Arumi. And again I ask Arumi to keep everything from anyone, including Yulian though.

"Arumi, I believe you can take care of everything. Please, and I beg of you not to discuss this heart cancer that's inherent in my body while I'm at home." My face was clear and begged Arumi.

"I'm worried about your condition, Aisyah. I'd love to keep it all a secret, but I'm sorry that I will until your condition doesn't get too bad. If someday you need to be given further action, then I will tell all to your family, Aisha." Arumi turned her body and turned her back to me.

It was clear that Arumi was disappointed with my decision. However, with Arumi's attitude like that, it made me feel safe while being around her. Even the account felt confident, Arumi would not be able to leave me when I was slumped in a condition that made myself feel weak.

After it started to improve, I tried to walk slowly towards the kitchen. Because that time the clock still shows at 06:00 am. And I wanted to make some dishes for breakfast together that morning before everyone did their own thing. When I got to the kitchen, everything was ready on the dining table.

"All is ready? But ... Who cooked all these delicious dishes?"

I also wondered in my heart when I saw some nutritious dishes already served on the table. Even I guessed that the one who made the dish was none other than Inem's bik. And it's impossible if, Light makes it because, I know how it is at the moment. Where the pregnancy has grown, her stomach began to bulge.

"Eh, there's Ayesha's mom. How's Miss Aisyah, does it look delicious and nutritious this morning's menu?"

Bik Inem rebuked me when he saw me staring at the dining table that had a lot of nutritious food. Since I was curious as to who was cooking, I asked Inem without answering his question. But that doesn't mean I'm being disrespectful to him. However, I was really curious about all that. And the answer Inem gave made me feel shocked and even in disbelief.

"Bik Inem can't be wrong, right?"

"Yes, Miss Aisyah. Because it was Madam Arumi and Den Ahtar who asked Bibik to taste every freshly cooked food." Bi Inem smiled proudly.

"Oh, okay! Thank you, bik." I replied to Inem with a smile.

"Yes, Miss Ayesha. Well, then Bik Inem wants to call everyone to tell them that breakfast is ready to eat. Excuse me, Mom!"

I nodded slowly to say yes to Inem. As for me, I look forward to all of them in the dining room. And not long after one by one among them also alternately came and then, took a seat and sat their ass with a comfortable position. After they had gathered all together in the dining room, we soon ate with great pleasure and gratitude the gift of God that morning. And somehow Ahtar's pair of sharp eyes looked at me without blinking, often even looking at me like I'm not used to. It made me wonder about his attitude.