HIJRAH LOVE
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"I am proud of Abi and Umi who are always harmonious in knitting love." Said Arjuna who looked at me with Yulian.

The hugs and kisses that Yulian made on my forehead, always gave a wife her own understanding. And I liked that of Yulian, for by that Yulian was able to soothe himself in eternity, in sorrow and always in tranquility.

"That's what a household is called, baby. We must try to love each other, love and love each other. And the main thing in the household is mutual trust with each other. Because the foundation in the household is mutual trust. If that trust is lost or not even there then, that household is destroyed." Yulian softly.

I was really grieved by the words Yulian said. And it makes itself no words of regret, because it has chosen it as a mooring of my heart. The soul of the leader of a priest in the household was in his possession. And it made me believe that true love existed.

"Yes, how about we postpone the fun event for tonight? Because Umi heard the voice of the adhan magrib had reverberated, it would be nice if we fulfill His call first,"

"Truely said Umi, then we pray together only in the middle room. How's it?" Connect Yulian.

And as usual, there was no word of rejection from my two sons. However, I saw sadness behind the face of the Light. It was as if he was keeping something inside of him, but it had been sealed shut by him so that everyone would not know including Arjuna. So I stepped in to inhabit him and whispered and asked.

"I will take ablution water with the Light,"

"Eh_iya of course, Umi. Honey, then you're the same Umi first!" Arjuna.

Arjuna momentarily painted his smile before leaving the Light with me. And when the three men who became residents of this house had gone to take ablution water, I also began to act with the Light. I slowly pushed the Light wheelchair and we headed to the guest room.

"Light, do you need any help from Umi?" many ensure.

"Akh_no, Umi." Answer the short light while lowering his head.

"Light, look at Umi's face!" my door.

It was as if Light was reluctant to set me up and He kept his head down. And I felt sure that He was keeping something that he was trying to keep in a meeting. However, I tried to give her understanding to be able to open up to me, even though I was not a good mother to my sons.

"Light, what's wrong with you? Why do you look like you're saving something that's making you sad like this?" ask me in a polite tone.

I seek to draw nearer to the Light, that He may pour out the fatigue in the soul that weighs upon it. And I tried to melt her heart to open up to me. However, I am just an ordinary human being who cannot force the will of others to continue to pour out all the fatigue that is in him.

"Light, this Umi is your Mother. Yes_even if only a Mother-in-law, but Umi will try to give understanding, affection, love and everything that Umi can. So tell me what's still going on in your mind!"

Finally the Light slowly raised its head and looked at me with a calm look. And a few minutes later the Light tried to pour out what was in his heart. Even with me, I will try to be a good listener.

"I feel ashamed, Umi. I feel unworthy to be with Arjuna and to be part of this family. Arjuna is too perfect to be my husband, and_you are too kind to me. As for me .. I'm just an ordinary woman who's paralyzed, who could have been the subject of ridicule out there when they all knew that I was disabled." Reveal the Light while removing clear water from the end of his eye patch.

For a moment I was silent digesting every word revealed by the Light. After understanding it, I held a hug that would give him understanding. Because the time continues to run and of course Yulian, Arjuna and Ahtar are also waiting for us to return to the middle room to pray maghrib, I also decided to invite the Light immediately to take water ablution.

"Light .. Maybe right now your heart is hurting, the self that is holding in shame, holding back things that you think are inappropriate for Arjuna. And to soothe all the turmoil, restlessness and doubt here, it is better to immediately take ablution water to perform the five prayers of the time." I said as I pointed at the wounded heart of Light.

"Remove your tears! If you find it difficult to do ablution, you can tayamum. Indeed, Allah will make it easier for His people to pray five times." Keep me on while painting a smile.

"Why did you take so long to take the water?" ask Yulian to investigate.

"But it's not too late to pray! Yes, we'll start praying!"

Finally the prayer has been carried out. However, before not forgetting to Arjuna beriqomah first. After that Yulian became a priest in leading the way of prayer. And the others include me as the master who follows the prayer.

And about fifteen minutes has finally prayed that we run has ended with a greeting movement at the end. After that, do not forget for Yulian to use the recitation of dhikr as a cleanser of hearts filled with hatred, disbelief, envy and envy. So do we who, as a makmum, follow what a priest reads.

"How, Light? Are you much calmer now?" many ensure.

"Alhamdulillah! I've been a lot calmer, Umi. Thank you for all the understanding Umi gave me. And I'm_really lucky to be in the middle of a family that always warms up," replied Light feeling pleased.

"Thank God, thank God that you are much calmer and do not feel that you do not deserve to be in this family as well as being a wife of Umi's son, Arjuna." My words paint a smile behind my veil.

Finally the prayer we were doing was completely over. And we went back to continuing the delayed event, which was dinner together. Where we stepped together to head to the dining room. And tonight is a happy night for me even though the wound fragments are still in the eye.

"Well! All the food looks delicious!" ahtar.

Ahtar seemed impatient to immediately eat the food that had been served on the table. And it's true that the food that Yulian has ordered is all about our favorite food. There are plenty of options, except for shrimp. Because we and our family avoid shrimp that will cause problems for Yulian himself if you eat it.

"Yes already! Ahtar, you lead the prayer now!" pinta Yulian's.

Ahtar also followed Yulian's request, although not a child anymore but, Ahtar was educated to be a disciplined child. So that one day He will become a leader who is fair, authoritative and has a humble nature towards anyone. After Ahtar recited the prayer, we were ready to eat the food according to our taste. And do not forget the dark atmosphere of the house, without the light of the lamp, there is only a candle as a light in our dinner.

As usual, no sound was heard during the dinner. So we all really enjoyed this planned dinner. And a few minutes later our dinner was over.

"Umi, do nothing after this! And who cleared this up let's make Inem! Now, we all go to the living room to enjoy our common event after the presence of Light as a new family member." Said Yulian while staring at the Light by painting a smile of hospitality.

"All right! If it's about that_Umi agrees with Abi." I cried out who agreed.

"Arjuna agrees too! Because Arjuna wants to enjoy the company of all of us before Arjuna returns to combat in that room." Arjuna continued approvingly as he stared fixedly at the Light.

"All right! If everyone agrees, I agree too!"

And we all finally agreed to Yulian's invitation. So we moved into the living room and had a light chat that was occasionally interspersed with boisterous laughter. Where our conversation was only about Arjuna as a child, it made him feel ashamed before the Light. Likewise, the Light was comforted by the laughter created by Yulian and his two sons.

Time goes on so fast. Even the night almost dissolved, so we ended the excitement in our togetherness. And we all decided to head to our rooms and rest before the morning came back to welcome us.

"Mas, I didn't expect that you were planning this all behind me. But really, I feel happy and amused tonight. Thank you for the understanding you gave me _and all of us." I said with happiness.

"I did all this because I know what you feel like, Aisyah. We are not just a moment or still new together, but we have been together for many years. So, I know you more than anyone." Yulian replied and held me in warmth.