HIJRAH LOVE
Destinies

"Bu Aisyah, I hope you will undergo further treatment before the cancer spreads throughout the body. If, it was too late to deal with then it would be even more dangerous in the future." Dr Farhan said gently.

"No Doctor, I don't want to if I have further treatment. I want to live a normal life as usual. And I implore you to keep it a secret even if I can close my treatment. Let's just say I was never a patient at this Hospital. I beg!"

Doctor Farhan fell silent without a word coming from his lips and just stared at me sharply with the compassion stored within him. It might be true, if I had to undergo further treatment in order to survive. However, I think death will come at any time without us asking or we are ready to be picked up. So I pleaded with Dr. Farhan to have my history of the disease closed in this hospital, Columbia Asia Medan hospital.

"I'm sorry, Miss Aisyah. But, I can't erase the patient's history at this Hospital. And I recommend that Ms. Aisyah keep the treatment, even if only one month once. How, ma'am Aisyah is willing to follow my advice?"

I fell silent and thought back about what I should decide exactly. Honestly I still want to breathe fresh air in the morning, stare at the blue clouds, have fun and laugh with my family and even enjoy the beauty of the world that I have always longed for. But I'm afraid that death will soon pick me up before I do anything good for them. However, not long after that I decided what I thought was the right decision.

"I'm sorry, Doc. But that doesn't mean I don't want to choose your advice. I'm going to decide this, where I'm just asking the street drug from you to prevent the spread of this cancer. And if one day I feel excruciating pain, I will try to visit the Doctor at this Hospital. I'm so begging you, Doc!"

I burst into tears immediately and gave the decision to Farhan's doctor. However, as seen from the face of doctor Farhan, he seemed disappointed with what I decided. But I tried to convince him to do what I asked. Until finally his heart was broken and also wanted to keep my test results secret in the hospital, where he worked.

"But I want to know, why are you whistling hard not wanting to carry out further treatment, Miss Aisyah?"

"I know you're a Doctor who wants to help and treat his patients, but I believe in a destiny God cannot change for ordinary people like us. Although we have tried hard and done our best, but if God has willed then, we cannot refuse." I answered him calmly, as if nothing had happened to me.

Somehow Farhan's doctor fell silent while looking at me unblinkingly. So that I immediately turned my eyes so that I would not commit a sin of slander. And after knowing that I even decided everything, I took off the infusion needle that was still stuck in my arm. Then, I say goodbye to Doctor Farhan politely. Like a patient to his doctor. However, when I was about to step away suddenly Doctor Farhan called me back. I don't know, what did he want to say to me?

"Wait, Miss Aisyah! I'd like to ask you one thing. Why do you believe in destiny?"

The question was thrown from the lips of doctor Farhan after he approached me. Even the instantaneous gaze was different, from that gaze as if he was really curious from my answer. And as if he had not previously believed in a destiny that was already written in the book lauhul mahfudz. Whether it's about soul mate, treasure or death.

"I believe in a real destiny of God. Because I've experienced it, Doc." Answer me with a soft word.

"I'd like to hear your story about a real destiny. Can I hear it?"

I fell silent and digested what Dr. Farhan had told me. Hear a real destiny? Could it be that I told you a story where I had to part with Yulian, and then be reunited after the exam with the household we were in. Even then the death of Yulian was declared by them. However, the truth is that fate has been different, so that I and Yulian are reunited in a sacred bond that is eternal.

"Let me hear your story of destiny as you already said just to me. Because I was unsure of a real destiny. So, I beg of you to answer my question." Doctor Farhan looked at me expectantly.

And I finally fell down with the glance I saw. After that, I decided to invite a third party before looking for a comfortable place to chat with him. Although Farhan's doctor looks like Arjuna's age, but I have to respect him as a doctor. Which won't diminish my sense of courtesy when talking to him.

I, Doctor Farhan and one of the beautiful young sisters have now sat together in Farhan's doctor's room. And we talked a lot about real destiny. I even learned about what was the problem that made Dr. Farhan distrustful of a real destiny of God. It made me feel pity and pity for her complicated love story. But I want to be maintained.

"The real destiny in my life is none other than the story of my own household. But, sorry if I can't tell you my former privacy." I gave a polite smile to Doctor Farhan and the nurse sitting next to me.

"It's okay, Miss Aisyah. But, can you explain about destiny to us? Because we don't believe in a destiny that can unite us in a sacred bond." Doctor Farhan looked at the nurse beside me.

I fell silent and digested Doctor Farhan's words about his relationship. And after I understood it, the nurse beside me was none other than Farhan's doctor's lover. Their current relationship is hindered by a taboo. And a big taboo makes their love story not sanctioned by the two families. So they must undergo torment in love, because they cannot unite according to what they dream together. However, I explained destiny as it was in my knowledge to them.

"If the ban is due to different streams, then Doctor Farhan and Sister Alina must unite the two streams. Doctor Farhan may be allowed to marry Sister Alina, if Sister Alina has converted to Islam. In accordance with the hadith mentioned, as well as the woman married for four things." I explained calmly, as if I was not feeling any pain in my body.

"Four things? What do you mean, Mrs Aisyah?" ask the enthusiastic Sister Alina.

"Four things in Islam are women who are married because of their religion, beauty, property and offspring. However, Islam asks a man to marry a woman who is obedient in his religion, surely the man will get good luck. While destiny, we cannot change destiny itself, because it is the will of Allah SWT. And we as His people can only receive with grace. And our destiny is written in the book of Lauhul Mahfudz." Obviously I came back looking at Sister Alina.

Destiny? That is the destiny that I know as what has happened in my life, the story of my household and the destiny that I currently have to accept with sincerity and airy chest. Because of the illness I have suffered I can't just refuse. Likewise with death, which I could not ask for when I was ready to be picked up by an angel, but could not refuse it if God had asked me to return to face Him. And I have resigned even ready or unprepared I have to prepare a good charity before death arrives.

"Then, can we be together?"

Sister Alina is so curious about Islamic law in a sacred marriage. It's like Sister Alina and doctor Farhan are eager to fight for a relationship that has been established for quite a long time. However, since there was no blessing making their relationship tenuous even now the relationship was on the verge of collapse. Then, I explained the destiny of love in a relationship.

"You must be prepared, if God wants you to be united, then God will unite your relationship by itself. But, if you are to be separated then, you are not destined to be together in a sacred bond. And you can't change anything but prayer. Expand the prayers and prayers of the sunnah of Istikharah, God willing Allah will facilitate all the affairs of His servants in the world." Softly speaking.

After explaining everything to them, I decided to say goodbye immediately and left Farhan's doctor's room. Because I don't want to interfere too much in the love story they're dealing with. When I was in the hospital lobby, suddenly my phone in the bag rang. So I stopped walking to get my phone in the bag.