HIJRAH LOVE
CHAPTER 12

"www...!" Rintihku.

"Asif al-ukhti, laqad aistadamat biulsudfat maratan ukhraa(ma'af ya ukhti, I accidentally bumped into you again)!" Answer in a language I don't understand.

"What are you talking about?" I asked her with tears still flowing down my cheeks.

"Oh ma'af. Aisyah, I just asked ma'af to be with you because I accidentally bumped into you." Fadli.

"Oh it's okay, ma'af I have to go first!" I said with my feet away leaving him who was still staring and feeling confused because of my behavior.

I'm getting away from Fadli. Honestly I feel broken, my heart feels broken Actually I love him so much, but again I feel disappointed with his behavior.

"Yulian, what do you mean exactly? You said you loved me. But in fact, you were so quick to find my replacement. You have a special relationship with that girl. You evil Yulian. You're too bad." I muttered inwardly with tears streaming down my cheeks.

"You are nothing, we have nothing to do. Why are you calling me darling? I don't love you. And I hope you're far away from me and my life!" Shouted Yulian to Syifa who liked Yulian. But Julian never liked it.

"Why did Yulian, you never looked at me? I like you!" Syifa.

"Listen to Syifa, I've never loved you. All I love is Aisha. And now my problem with Aisyah is getting more complicated. Satisfied you?" Shouted Yulian who was getting annoyed.

Julian then left Syifa. I don't know where Yulian's going. Is he going to look for Aisyah? And as for Syifa, she was still standing staring at Yulian's departure.

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"Aisha, why are you so weird today? Why do I worry about seeing you sad like that? I feel like my heart is broken. What's wrong with you, Aisyah? Hope you are well!" Fadli muttered in his mind.

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"Aisha, you are so stupid. Why should you forgive Yulian?" My words are inward.

As always. I calmed myself and my heart on the hill. I don't know why I feel so calm and relaxed. I think I'd just stay hilly. And don't want to go home.

"O Allah, what is this much of a trial that You have given me?" Sorrowful.

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"Aisha, forgive my mistake. I have no intention of hurting your heart. If you knew, I never had anything to do with Syifa. I'm so stupid I hurt your heart." Yulian said grievingly and shed her tears slowly.

Julian was feeling regret. He was alone in a park near his campus. And not far also with a large mosque that may be about 5 minutes distance to the mosque.

"Yulian, what are you doing here?" Ask one of the lecturers who taught him.

"Oh, it's okay, Mr. Fadli." I answered briefly by wiping away the tears that were still wetting my cheeks.

" Why are you sad like that? Are you having any more problems?" Ask the Lecturer Fadli.

"No, sir." Answer's short.

"It's okay if you don't want to talk to your dad. But I suggest you better tell the same Allah SWT about your problems. Verily, Allah is the Good Hearer of His people." Said Fadli giving advice to Yulian.

Then, Fadli set foot leaving Yulian who was still pondering in the garden. And do not forget Fadli said his greetings before far away from Yulian.

"Why do I feel that what Mr. Fadli said is true. Maybe it's time I changed. Changed to be better than what it used to be!" Yulian said as she left the park. And switch his feet to the most comfortable place, the mosque is close to the park.

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I'm still comfortable and calm here. From a small age I loved being here. This is the place where my mom and I are always happy.

Without me knowing it was getting dark. I was so scared, I realized that I had skipped college.

Because it was getting dark and the sun was sinking. I decided to go back on my bike and go home.

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"Alahamdulillah, at least I feel calm. Yes though, I haven't been able to meet Aisyah and explain the truth to her." Yulian speech after maghrib prayer.

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"Fadli, did you meet the girl Aisyah that I told you about?" Bu Laila asked Fadli his son.

"Yes ma'am, Fadli met. But, he did not want to be friends with Fadli. He stayed away from Fadli for reasons not mukhrim and afterwards Fadli saw Aisha crying ma'am." Fadli explained.

"What do you mean Fadli, Aisyah is crying why?" Ask Ms. Laila curious.

"Fadli knew little about it ma'am, but somehow Fadli was worried about Aisyah's sadness. It's weird mom!" Fadli.

"Emm..not only you are worried, I am also worried about Aisyah, Fadli." Ms. Laila with a restless face.

"Yes, I hope nothing happens with Aisyah ma'am!" Reply Fadli who tried to calm his mother.

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I paddled my bike slowly. I still feel sad and hurt in my heart. Then I realized something I had forgotten.

"Oh my God, I forgot that I haven't prayed maghrib." I said by patting my head slowly.

I immediately searched for a nearby mosque. I looked around the street, and I found him. The mosque is not far from where I live. I parked my bike at the right side of the bike.

I took my foot into the mosque. I put the goods I brought on the left side of the Mosque room, where there were only women in the room.

I directed my footsteps again towards the ablution place which is at the back.

The mosque was not so big, but to me it was still comfortable. Many outsiders also come to pray or just stop at the mosque.

It did not take long to perform magrib prayer which is only 3 rakaat. Maybe 15 minutes. And after the prayer, I went back to pedaling my bike to go home. When I arrived, I did not forget to park my bike in the car garage.

"Assalamu'alaikum!" I said a greeting.

But there was no answer from within. I don't know where the people in this house are. And finally, I just opened the front door without Pure bik or anyone who opened it.

I slowly set my feet towards the room. And I accidentally saw my father and sister Maryam who were chatting in the family room. Yes_coincidentally my room is close to the family room, maximum I pass it.

I didn't mean to talk about them, but I was also curious about what they were talking about. And I finally heard faintly and only briefly.

"Maryam, we should be able to dare to speak honestly with Aisyah. Aisyah should know who you really are. It's time for Aisyah to know that you're Papa's biological daughter." Said Mr. Brian seriously as papa Aisyah.

"Maryam hesitates pa, maryam is afraid that Aisha also knows that Aisha is not papa's biological daughter!" Said Maryam worriedly.

Do you know how I feel and how I feel? Confused, broken, and fragile. I was surprised to hear it unintentionally. With teary eyes and trembling, I accidentally touched a small flower vase made by glass until it fell.

"Prrraaaakkkkkk!" The flower vase that fell.

The atmosphere became tense after papa and sister Maryam saw me who was behind the living room. They were so surprised and maybe they also thought that I had heard it. We look at each other.

But soon, I ran out of the house without any definite purpose.