
The atmosphere felt awkward between me and Fadli, because accidentally when I looked at him earlier it turned out that he was also looking at me. Somehow I felt ashamed of myself, but it was so warm when I looked at her eyeballs. There was a strange look inside.
"Oh yeah, Ayesha was here alone?" Ask Ms. Laila who broke my bumbling taste earlier.
"Emm.be the same papa I buk, but at this time papa I have a need with the office." Answer me politely.
"Well, if son Maryam doesn't come?" Ask Laila again.
"If Maryam's sister, she's staying at her foster mother's house!" My reply which made the facial expressions of Miss Laila and Fadli confused did not understand.
"What do you mean by Aisyah?" Well, finally the question was thrown from the mouth of Laila.
I paused for a moment, trying to gather energy and trying to regulate my breathing to tell the thing that made me full of misfortune for some time ago. Although I know, I shouldn't have told a story that I think is complicated and a disgrace to my family. But how else, I feel helpless with the question, Miss Laila and myself also feel the need for someone to listen to my outpouring of heart.
The flash back
"Bismilbornrohmanirrokhim... Forgive me for my mistake, O Allah." My words are inward.
"So this is ma'am. Actually, Aisyah is not papa's biological child.
One day Aisyah just returned from campus, Aisyah accidentally heard a conversation between papa and sister Maryam. They're talking about a heartbreaking story from my childhood. Where it's the real story.
Papa and sister Maryam were actually trying to cover up the story from Aisha, because her father and sister Maryam were afraid that Aisha would find out. But as a result, they could not hide it all without them intentionally. Until in the end, Aisyah heard also the story that seemed to slap Aisyah's face so hard.
Aisyah was shocked by this incident. That Aisyah is not the biological child of papa, but Maryam's brother who became the real son of papa. Aisyah is papa's adopted son. This self cannot accept directly. Until finally, that night Aisyah ran with a million emotions and it made Aisyah confused. And Aisyah ran as if without any definite direction. So that night also made Aisyah unable to reply to messages from her mother, because Aisyah got a disaster, namely an accident.
Aisyah crashed the car during the trip, until Aisyah was unconscious and taken to the hospital. Because of Aisyah's condition that is not possible, Aisyah must be treated for several days in the hospital to carry out treatment and recovery.
And thank God, Aisha has been able to accept everything. Even today, Aisyah has also entered college. Sis Maryam wanted to come here, but in fact could not. Because, Sister Maryam wants to stay at the house of Maria's mother, her adoptive mother. And tomorrow the day after tomorrow is Papa Aisyah's wedding with Maria's mother.
flash back off
"That's the real story." My story to Miss Laila with the sadness that is still implied in me. However, I tried to toughen up and endure all that sadness.
"O Allah, it is so hard that you want Ayesha!" Miss Laila sympathizes.
"What a buk, insyaallah Aisyah can live this all with hard and patient. Because Aisyah also felt grateful to be introduced to the family who loved Aisyah so much." My words give me a little gratitude.
"Yes, son, thank God. May Aisha stay strong." Ms. Laila was trying to encourage me.
We chatted so much. As for Fadli, he just fell silent while fiddling with his phone. I don't know if he's pretending to be busy or he's really busy.
"Aisha, is it none of your business, son?" Voice mail coming to my phone.
I open my slide, and I read papa's message. After that, I looked for a moment the face of Miss Laila who looked so reconciled myself and I looked for a moment the face of Fadli whose gaze was filled with peace.
"Ma'af bu Laila, it looks like Aisyah has to leave first. Because, Aisyah has been waiting for the same papa and this is also night." I said goodbye after replying to a short message from papa.
"Oh yeah, Ayesha be careful on the road! Mother also nitip salam to papa Aisyah." Said Miss Laila with a smile.
"Yes ma'am, God willing Aisha will deliver it." Reply with a smile.
"Aisha, wait. " Shouted Fadli who approached me.
"What are you calling me?" Askaqua.
"Actually I just want to ask for your phone number, and that's also if you allow it. Because, I don't feel good if I ask her through my mom." Fadli answered explaining.
"Why did you ask for my phone number? But ma'af, I didn't mean to be arrogant. But unless, we are not the muhkrimnya." My clarifying reply, did not mean not to want to be friends or anything. However, I can't because Fadli and I are not the believers.
"Well, if that's your answer. But, can I meet your papa?" It was Fadli who astonished me.
"Why do you want to meet my dad? Is anything important?" I asked him because I didn't understand what he meant.
"Yes, there's something important I want to say to your father." Answer it out loud.
"All right, it's up to you. " My reply was short.
I continued my footsteps towards Papa where he was waiting for me and left Fadli still standing looking at me from behind. I don't know, I feel like there's something weird about him.
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"Aisha, how are you there? It turns out that not only DILAN who felt longing, but I was also the same. I miss you Ayesha, my bidadar.
God, take him for me. I love him with all my heart. I hope he will be mine forever. May you desire it." Reveal Yulian in his heart by looking at the moon.
"Assalamu'alaikum Yulian." Suddenly there was a voice greeting from the right side of Yulian.
"Wa'alaikumsalam, uh pak Ustazd." Yulian replied with surprise.
"Why are you still here? It's night time.it's time to sleep and rest. Don't forget tomorrow we learn again, and do it from your heart." The words of the pact of Ustazd who always gave encouragement to Yulian.
"God, sir, I will always try." Reply Yulian while spreading a smile that is so sweet.
"Yes, I'll excuse you. Assalamu'alaikum." Said the Ustazd Pact who later stepped foot and left Yulian.
"Yes sir, wa'alaikumsalam." Julian reply brief.
Yulian was still speechless and imagined the face of Aisyah who was so sweet and spoiled. Somehow Yulian still loved Aisyah, while their special relationship was gone. What because so long Aisyah and Yulian related, which about 7 years ago.
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