HIJRAH LOVE
CHAPTERS 102

"I'm sorry, Aisha, if I have to go while you're pregnant with our first child." Yulian said in his mind.

The car that Joko and Yulian drove continued to go at medium speed. Yulian was silent on every trip to the airport. His two eyes focused on looking at every street of the city. His mind was filled with memories with Aisyah.

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"Umi, let's just go to bed. Juna is sleepy." Juna said to me.

"Well, let's go to the room together." Reply while giving a smile to Juna.

I obeyed Juna's request to take me to bed, because the night was getting late. Yes, although, both of my eyes have not been able to be closed and this body has not been able to fall asleep soundly.

I was with Juna up the stairs to go to each other's rooms. But before I went to my own room, I drove Juna to his room and made sure that he was asleep.

"Good night champ umi," I said as I let down a kiss of lips known as Juna.

After that, I left Juna's room and headed to my own room. For me tonight is completely silent without Yulian present. And I have to go through every day in his absence.

"If you knew, I couldn't do it without you. I really feel quiet and quiet. Do you feel it too?" My words are inward.

I tried to lay this body on the bed and I tried to close my eyes. Because I have to go to bed early and I also have to take care of the health of my body and my fetus.

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"Ma'afin Juna umi, Juna must lie to the same umi and pretend to have slept." Juna said in his mind.

Looks like Juna can't sleep like the nights before. And he looked at the handsome photo of his brother, Yulian. And before long Juna shed tears and wet his cheeks.

"If Abi knew, this was too difficult for Juna bi. We usually eat together, joke and laugh together. And now, abi left Juna and umi for a year." Juna.

So deep was Juna's grief that he was being carried. Yulian's duty to be done makes them have to separate for one year. Only patience will be strengthened in the heart.

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"Finally, we arrived at the airport." Joko.

The car is also parked neatly. Now Joko and Yulian headed into the airport filled with crowds. After the passport retrieval, Yulian had to make sure absolutely about his luggage. And after that, Yulian approached the airframe to enter it.

"Mas joko, I'm leaving first. And I also tipped Aisyah and Juna." Yulian.

"Well, you be careful there." Reply Joko.

Now there has been a separation between the two brothers. And Yulian left Joko to get on the plane. While Joko, he continued to look at his sister and make sure that the plane that Yulian was on was flown.

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"Abi's leaving, umi take good care of her health." Yulian said sending a message to Aisyah through her mobile phone.

"Abi's leaving Juna. Juna must take care of the baby's umi and grandpa. Don't forget to take care of your health baby, champ abi." Yulian said sending a message to Arjuna through his cell phone.

And after sending a message to the two people he loved, a warning from a flight attendant was heard that passengers must wear seat belts, because the plane will be flown.

"Bismilbornrohmanirrokhim...

"that means... O Allah, make it easy for us to travel, and draw near its distance. O God who accompanies us in traveling, and you who protect our families."

Five minutes before the flight Yulian had read the do'a and surrendered to the Supreme One. And now, the plane that Yulian was boarding has been dispatched.

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Tonight I'm not like the usual night. I woke up from my sleep and saw my phone on the nightstand. I opened the slide screen and I read the message sent to my phone. And it was a message from Julian.

Sad this sense of heart when remembering it when stepping foot to carry out its duties. But what is my day. I can only surrender and surrender to Allah SWT.

"Better, I did it. God willing, this heart will be at ease when it does." My break up to do night prayers.

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"Why does it feel so dry my throat?" Juna said when he woke up from his sleep.

Feeling thirsty, Juna woke up from his sleep and drank a glass of water at his study desk. And after that, Juna took his phone not far from the glass to look at the clock.

"There's a message from abi." Yulian said after opening the slide of her phone.

Juna looked serious as he read the message from Yulian. And after reading the message, Juna painted a smile on his lips.

"Juna will try to do the best abi. And Juna will take care of the umi and the baby's grandpa. Juna will always miss abi." Reply Juna sent a message to Yulian.

A short message was sent to Yulian's phone. And Juna chose to take ablution water and perform evening prayers.

Yes, for Aisyah and Juna night prayers are as a cure for heartburn. So they prefer to do sunnah prayers in one third of the night.

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"O Allah, O Robbi, protect my husband on every journey and every step of his foot during that time towards Your good. And open this heart in waiting for its presence to return in our midst. Amin Ya Robbal Alamin." My prayer after my evening prayer.

And after that, I put my body back on the bed. And I say do'a before I go to bed. After that, I closed my eyes and prepared to go back to sleep.

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"O Allah, I surrender only to You. And I ask You to take care of my parents. And keep the fetus that You put into my mother's womb. And lead me in Your way. Make me a filial son to my parents. Amin Ya Robbal Alamin." Do'a Juna after his evening prayers.

After performing the sunnah prayer in one third of the night, Juna again laid his body on the bed. And stretch his muscles that still feel stiff.

"Why don't you feel sleepy again?" Juna was feeling uneasy.

It turned out that Juna was still thinking about Yulian. So that he could not close his eyes again.

"Let's sleep then." Disconnect Juna later.

Because he has not been able to close his eyes, Juna prefers to play his phone first. Thankfully, tomorrow is Sunday. Where every Sunday is a holiday. Hehe..! So Juna could wake up.

While fiddling with her phone, Juna suddenly remembered the girl who once said rudely to her brother, Karina. When he went to school, he decided to meet him.

It has been almost an hour Juna play his phone, so now he began to sleepy again. And Juna slowly closed his eyes and fell asleep.