HIJRAH LOVE
What is Khadijah?

It was like not to interfere with the affairs of some people who ran in front of us that afternoon. However, curiosity could not be denied from each of us, so we asked about what was happening to one of the people who was running in front of us. However, the answer from that person made us wonder?

"We ran because someone said that an old pregnant woman was standing on top of the building. Sorry, I have to see it too." The man ran back.

I wonder who the woman who did it with? And what was he going to do up there? Could something be his main goal? Because I was so curious, I finally ran to see the woman, then I was followed by Arumi and Arjuna while pushing the Light sitting on the wheelchair.

That afternoon the sun was shining so bright, that it made me feel glare when I wanted to see the face of the woman standing up there. So I can't be sure if I know him or not. And that curiosity still filled my mind, even I asked one of the people who was watching under the Hospital building.

"Sorry, pardon! What happened to that woman? Why is he standing up there?

" Aisha Fadillah? Right, you are Aisyah Fadillah?"

"Yes, right. I am Aisha Fadillah. Do you know me?"

"certain. I admire you, the owner of Aisyah Galery. Oh yeah, can I take a picture with you?"

For a moment I was silent, understanding the situation that was really precarious and not. Because I was astonished by the woman who was currently standing before me. How could He ask for a photo with me while the current atmosphere and circumstances were so different? There was an unknown woman who was pregnant and wanted to end her life, but on the other hand there was a woman who wanted to take a picture with me. Is this woman before me unable to undo her intentions?

"By the hell, Ma'am. But, the circumstances were different, there was a woman who wanted to end her life up there. Can you, Ma'am postpone it? I promise, I will do what Mbak wants but, after the situation is much better. How's it?"

"I agree. And this is what amazes me about you. Your gentle attitude and nature make me believe that veiled women have good hearts." The woman smiled at me.

I also returned her smile which made the woman even more charming. After that, I wanted to walk right under that woman standing up there so that I could see her without the sunlight blinding my eyes. However, when I was about to step suddenly my phone rang, so I paused my steps to make sure who was calling me at that time.

"Assalamu'alaikum,"

"Wa'alaikumsalam's chat. Aisyah, where are you now? Why not go back home yet? Light and Arjuna haven't come home yet? Are you with them?"

"E.." -...." Tacit.

I was at a loss to answer the questions from Yulian. Because on the other hand I want to immediately help melt the heart of the woman in order to undo her intention to end her life. However, I also had to explain things that I could not keep secret to Yulian. However, in the end I explained everything to Yulian even until now why I, Arumi, Light and Arjuna had not come home either.

"Aaa .. Don't jump!"

"What if, the woman is reckless and jumps?"

"Umi need not worry, because the Hospital has asked for help from the Fire Department Team. Maybe soon his help will come." Replied Arjuna who was still staring in the direction where the woman was standing.

I nodded slowly assenting. Then I saw the situation up there again. And it looks like the woman is increasingly standing at the end of the roof of the building, as if ready to automate immediately. However, at first glance I can see it when the sunlight momentarily dims. And what I saw made me even more curious, and I kept spinning my brain and guessing who He was?

"Lady-hooded woman?"

"Who is He?"

"No.No way if it's...." I tried to remember the hood that the woman was wearing.

While my memory still could not remember, I could not stop thinking about who that woman was. However, with my eyes I can see the gaze of his pair of eyes. But I also don't feel sure it's him. Because I find it impossible for Him to do that, whereas He knows how the law does that for a Muslim.

Somehow I still feel worried if it's Khadija. And to make sure I had to go to that roof so I could see firsthand who he was. So I finally decided to run to the roof of the building. Because I am afraid, if it is Khadijah, then what about my trust and desire that I have not conveyed?

"Arumi, I'll go upstairs to make sure who he is. Because I'm worried if that woman is Khadijah." I whispered to Arumi.

And without hearing the answer from Arumi I immediately ran to the elevator stairs to get to the top floor. However, when I got to the front of the elevator, I saw a piece of paper stuck there with a note telling me that the elevator was being damaged and in repair. And without a second thought I ran up a very long ladder.

"Strength, Aisyah. You have to be strong before that happens." I ran back up the stairs.

For a moment I felt exhausted even my body felt weak. And I was afraid that death would come at that very moment before I conveyed my trust and desire to Khadijah. So I try to strengthen myself to keep running until it gets up there. My enthusiasm was so high to meet Khadija with the trust I brought and my desire. And until at last I came up there, where the hooded woman was still standing on the edge of the building.

My feelings were suddenly on the verge of disbelief. However, for sure I should be able to persuade the woman even if not Khadijah. So I greeted him and asked him not to do anything foolish as a people of God in a gentle tone. Which immediately made the woman turn her body then, facing towards me.

"Don't do that!"

The woman stared at me with a sharp look. And it scares me if, he'll get the courage to jump down. So that I have to be careful again in maintaining the attitude and also the words that I will say.