
"But, I feel grateful to you Aisyah with your change. May you be a woman of sholehah and istiqomah." Aida admired me again.
Akh_it feels like I want to fly as high as the sky and be able to see where Yulian is. But, by the way where are you now Yulian? I miss every letter you write to me.
I lost my true love when I never heard from Yulian again. Where is Yulian who became the lover of my dreams and once stopped in my heart.
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Aida and I chatted coolly. We really enjoyed this meeting, because we wanted to let go of the longing that shackled each of us. We talked about a lot of things, including
also with Aida's household.
"Aida, how is your relationship with Fahri?" I asked him because I was curious.
"Thank God, we're fine. Aisyah you know no, I feel very lucky to be married to Fahri. He is able to take care of me, respect me and just so!" Aida said with a proud smile.
"Alhamdulillah yes then. You're lucky Aida." Reply with a big smile.
"Emmm...Aisyah, how is your relationship with Yulian ?" He asked who was looking at me with a sharp look.
"long story. I don't know where he is either. During the hospital, he just sent me a letter and some presents. And lastly, after I got home from the hospital he just sent me letters and gifts that I thought made me feel moved, because the gift was ring-shaped. After that, he disappeared somewhere." I answered by lowering my head, because I was unable to look Aida in the face and lied to her that I felt lost.
"Sabar Aisyah, I'm sure he's a good man. Trust me, he'll come back to see you." Said Aida who convinced me.
"Let's know, I'm just a normal human Aida. I didn't know she'd come back or disappear forever." My reply is trying hard.
"Create your heart Aisha, and guard the trust of Julian. Because I know where he is." Aida's words intrigued me.
"What do you mean?" I asked who was looking at Aida's face sharply.
"Alright, I'll tell you about my meeting with Yulian a few days ago. Although, Yulian has already banned me."
The flash back
"A few days ago, Yulian sent a message to Aida. He wants to meet Aida and they meet at a cafe near Aida's mother's flower shop. Yulian also said that Aida was so serious. Yes_only Aida and Yulian back then, without anyone else including Aida's own husband.
"Sorry that I'm interrupting your time Aida. I just want to ask you to always take care of Aisha and accompany her as a true friend. And please, you become Aisha's best friend who is always there for her. Because, I myself have not been able to meet him directly. And now I have to go for a while. Where I want to improve myself to be a better person. And I have to go to a boarding house in the village. Because, I want to be a priest who is able to keep all passions and can lead as well as a good priest for Aisha later. That is if Allah wills.
And ma'af if I've bothered you. I just want you to give this to Aisyah. I hope you don't tell him I went to that place." Yulian said with great seriousness.
Such was the conversation between Aida and Yulian. It was obvious that Yulian was serious about Aisha. She loved Aisha so much with all her heart that she did not care about her health.
Flas back off
"God, why was my heart so hard as a rock! I'm so guilty of Yulian." I said in my heart and tried to cover up my sadness.
"Aida, ma'af I have to go to class. We'll just keep going again!" My impulse then gave an excuse to Aida, because my tears could not be contained anymore.
Without further ado I set foot and left Aida, but I also greeted her.
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"Dear of? Why does she look so sad?" Fadli asked in his mind who saw Aisyah sitting alone in front of the class.
"Assalamu'alaikum Aisha. I'm sorry if I'm interrupting your time." Said Fadli who approached Aisyah.
"Wavalaikum. It's okay!" My answer was short and clear without looking at his face, because I knew the limits. He's not my faith either, so I just want to keep my eyes on him.
"Can I sit over here?" He asked while showing me an empty seat but not too close to me.
"Maybe, it's a public seat. Anyone can sit there." Reply indifferently.
"Thank you. I know, you and I have nothing to do. And maybe that's the reason for you to avoid me and not look at me. I realize that, and I also respect your every behavior that just wants to keep the eyes of every man. Honestly, I feel sad when I see you sad. I don't know why or why, I don't know for sure. I'm sorry if I have this strange feeling for you." Fadli said so blatantly and it surprised me.
"Finally thank you for your understanding, but what did you mean?" I asked Fadli with excessive curiosity.
"Oh my God, can't it be that Fadli likes me? Akh_don't come!" Reveal it in my heart.
Fadli just fell silent, he couldn't answer my question. As for me, I am still with the same sense of curiosity. I was nervous about what answer Fadli would say.
"Emmm...I also don't know what I'm feeling. Either love or what, obviously I want to be close to you." Fadli replied after a few minutes of silence.
"I'm sorry if I was wrong. Let's just say I never said anything to you. I'm sorry I have to go." Imbuh Fadli before I could reply to his every word.
Far away Fadli stepped his foot leaving me still sitting pensively trying to digest every word Fadli said to me. Wish it was all just a dream.
"Tits..Tit...Huh...!" The bell rang. Indicates that class hours will begin. All students and students enter the class. And coincidentally also today is a course that is so favorite I. namely designers. However, I somehow felt out of concentration with every explanation of the lecturer standing in front.
"Akh_ayolah Aisyah, don't think about it. You should focus on college first, should!" I said in my heart that gave decisiveness to myself. However, as a result I was unable to eliminate the words expressed by Fadli. A handsome, tree-bodied, white-skinned young man.
Seriate.....
Ehem...how is this, why does it stamp? Cook that read a lot, which like how just a little? Please help my spirit! Love your likes, comments and votes, please! Thanks you!