HIJRAH LOVE
CHAPTER 10

The atmosphere tonight was soothing, somehow my heart felt calm and comfortable after wearing the clothes I just bought earlier. Even I also do magrib prayer which I rarely do before.

After I felt ready to join papa and sister Maryam, I went down the stairs to the living room. However, it turns out I didn't get them in that room. So that I sat there alone while waiting for sister Maryam who might still be busy in her room, while papa might also be busy in her study.

I feel lonely, but I am usually lonely! Hmmmm....

"Aisha, God is beautiful, you love!" Papa's words suddenly surprised me from my daydream.

"Akh, this Papa could have." Reply with embarrassment.

"Well, your sister will always support you and be ready to help you in terms of kindness!" Brother Maryam suddenly.

"Sister, will you help me make something better?" I asked Sister Maryam to blink my eyes as a sign of seduction.

"Yes dong Aisyah, brother will help you as much as you can!" Reply Sister Maryam assured.

"Oh yes Ayesha, you can read the Qur'an too right?" Ask Maryam suddenly.

"Emm..it could be sister, but not so smoothly. Sister Maryam would like to teach Aisyah to teach, continue to pray, and others so brother?" I answered with a little seduction, so that Sister Maryam would help me.

"Ok, no problem. It will start!" Said Maryam's sister whom I don't understand yet.

"What did he mean, brother?" I asked who was still spinning the brain.

"Yes we can pray Isya' together, continue all we learn to teach." Said Maryam with her plan.

"Ok brother, Ayesha is ready!" Reply with a smile.

Well_after chatting for a while in the living room, we switched in the dining room for dinner. Yes_like a small family that is eating together, which makes my mood even happier. Because ya_it turns out the girl in front of me now she is my cousin's sister, not my stepmother's future.

After we finished eating, we took a short break in the family room. And soon, we hear the voice of Adhan isya' reverberating. Hurry up all of us, where there is papa, sister Maryam and myself. We also immediately took ablution water to perform congregational prayers at home. Yes because, the distance of my house with the mosque is a bit far apart.

Papa as priest and I with sister Maryam as her mummy. After the prayer ends, according to the original plan, we teach together. While papa has gone from the prayer room, because he will continue his office duties.

It felt so stiff when I tried to move my tongue reading the Qur'an. But, fortunately, sister Maryam is not easily tired during my teaching.

"Thank you, sister, Maryam has been patient in teaching me to teach!" I said softly and somehow my tears were dripping slowly.

"Sama-sama Ayesha, why are you crying Ayesha?" Ask the worried sister Maryam.

"Emmm...Aisha was crying because she was happy. Aisha felt even colder and calmer in the heart." Answer me honestly.

"Here brother hugs you!" Said sister Maryam by pulling me in her arms.

I was moved by all my changes, though not everything changed about my bad self. I am still working on being better.

After we finished teaching, we decided to go back to our rooms. Before I fell asleep tonight, do not forget I changed my clothes with my nightgown is not a dress anymore, but a long negligee shirt that has long sleeves.

I fiddled with my cell phone for a moment. And after I opened it, it turned out that there were some messages out of who it was.

"Aisha, I want to meet you at the park tomorrow. Does Aisyah want to?" Ask me.

"Oh yes, Miss Laila, God willing, Ayesha can." Answer me briefly.

"Well, I'll wait at the park tomorrow!" Reply then.

"Yes to Laila." Jaksapku.

I put my phone on the table near my sleeping lamp. And I pulled my thick blanket.

"Etttssss." I said I haven't pulled my blanket up.

After reading the do'a, then I went to bed and pulled my blanket back up, only my head was left.

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"Dad, wake!" A soft voice that woke me from my sleep.

"Yes, what time is this ...kak Maryam has stood by to wake me up!" My answer is still sleepy.

"Jam 12.30 Ayesha, we pray tahajud first yuk! He said you wanted to get better!" Say Maryam casually.

"Huh, yes, brother. I want to change for the better." I replied in surprise, then I got out of my bed.

"Ok, I'll wait for that." Said Sister Maryam who challenged.

I rushed to the bathroom and cleaned my body, but I didn't just wash my face and brush my teeth. Then, I take ablution water to perform sunnah tahajud prayer.

After finishing ablution, I approached sister Maryam who had been waiting for me.

"Sir, Ayesha is ready." I said with a bright face after washing it with ablution water.

"Well, we pray in turn!" Say Sister Maryam softly.

We also pray tahajud with turns, where Maryam's brother who prays first. As for me, still waiting and seeing sister Maryam who prays. Not that I can't pray alone, but I still need a process of change.

After Maryam's sister is done, then I pray. Thank God I did well. But I also do not know, will be accepted or not the same Almighty. But, for sure I've been running with all my heart.

"Well, how are you feeling now?" Ask Maryam.

"Ayesha, Aisyah is calmer. Kayak felt relieved after the evening prayer." Answer me with a gentle smile.

"Surely it is, not only that you must change Aisyah, but your bad behavior. Including patience and much more." Said Maryam's sister who told and advised me.

"Yes, God willing, Aisha will try to be patient and hold back anger in everything." I said I was excited.

"My heart felt tapped to undergo a change for the better. Hopefully I can fully emigrate, including in my love later. May be given a soul mate who can lead me down a good path. Amen...!" I muttered inwardly.

High enthusiasm from within me to transform into a better woman, a woman who is able to close her aura for the sake of everything and become a more gentle woman. As if nothing could shake my will. The heart is determined to be a woman of privilege. I feel in my heart as well. May it always be done in all good things.