A Piece of the Past In White Grey
Broken Spirit

For the first time living in a different place, Tasha's spirit seemed to have faded completely. The woman woke up very quickly, while the sun had not yet revealed its light. Sayup-sayup he heard next to his room the sound of teaching. There was a smile on her beautiful face.

"I've been living in the right place it looks like." he murmured. At least Tasha did not have to worry if anyone was close to her at this moment as a friend. They are good people.

Hurry to clean up, then he tidied up the bed and went out of the room. Tasha was neat in the morning, she intended to buy cooking ingredients and look around.

After a few minutes, he had arrived back at his boarding house. Tasha's arrival was warmly welcomed by a friend next to her room.

"Buying vegetables turned out. Just want to jump ahead." said Fani with a fresh face after teaching.

"It's bought a lot don't need to go forward anymore. We cook together directly. You want to work, right?" Tasha found it easy to get along with this woman in front of her. Their ages seem a little different.

Quickly Fani nodded her head. "Yes, I work at half-eight" said Tasha.

Cooking together in the kitchen, Tasha was curious about her friend's work.

"Where's the job?" Tasha's voice suddenly sounded in between their cooking.

"Work in the sun. Well that's how it can be while in college." said Fani who made Tasha look at him for a moment.

"Lecture? Means college while working?" tanyanya answered Fani with a nod of the head again.

Amazed of course, Tasha was so amazed by a woman like Fani. He was downcast limp imagining himself who currently had no idea what his purpose was going forward. High School has not yet graduated, and now he has to work to support himself and his son later. At a young age he had to be forced into adult thinking all because of his carelessness.

"Where do you work?" Fani's question finally broke Tasha's daydream. He looked at his interlocutor with shame.

"Em. Still want to look for it." Tasha honestly revealed her purpose.

"What's the last graduation?" ask Fani again.

Embarrassed, Tasha lowered her head as she said. "SMA but quit in third grade."

"That's a real shame. Must be because of the cost?" guess Fani who does not know if Tasha is a family capable of even more than capable.

Not wanting to open her identity, Tasha nodded her head assuring that she was a simple person.

"What do you want to do?" fani and Tasha asked.

"Well then will I help you find a job?" chirping.

Both of them had unknowingly finished their meal after cooking. Tasha is very greedy to fill her stomach because Fani's cooking is quite delicious even if only potluck.

Long story short, now is the first day Tasha works at a clothing store in one of the malls. Thanks to Fani's help, the woman finally gets a job. Even Tasha took time off from day to night. Which is usually the store is guarded with part time, not with Tasha this time. Feeling an opportunity to make money, he chose to work all day.

No experience at all in working doesn't make Tasha any trouble. Because he is a child who actively asks until the store owner likes the performance of Tasha.

"Sha, have lunch first." said the boss who is a middle-aged woman.

His name is Bu Nur. He is the owner of a clothing store where Tasha works for money today. Very good and Tasha also likes the friendly attitude of his boss at all there is no fierce impression.

"Later on, Mom. Still this ironing." Tasha sat down while ironing the clothes that had just been unloaded.

Bu Nur shook his head to see that the work was all done even though it was still noon. Tasha from morning did not stop doing everything. Even without her comment, Tasha had already checked back on her work. The arrangement that he thinks is not fitting will be rearranged.

"You are young. Why not school? Though I see you are very diligent." said Bu Nur who made Tasha just smile.

Tasha took a deep breath and then exhaled violently. "For the sake of choosing to work, ma'am." he replied without telling a long story.

"Sha, are you sure you're not sorry? School is important. The importance is not just for us in the future. But for our son." Hearing the name of the child, Tasha turned to look at Bu Nur's face.

Her fear of a current pregnancy makes Tasha was was was if people talk child. Although the video has been spread across several networks of school friends, but Tasha still hopes not many people know it.

She's not ready to tell people out there if she's pregnant. Tasha wanted to keep herself locked up for nine months until giving birth, but it was impossible.

"Excuse me.." a middle-aged woman's voice suddenly rang out Tasha's daydream.

Bu Nur stood up to welcome his customers who had just arrived.

"It just so happens that my mother came. This is a new stock." said Bu Nur welcomed his customers with a hand that leads to a new item section and is still warm used ironing it.

Instead of focusing on clothes, the middle-aged woman was focused on staring at the beautiful face sitting there.

"That's Tasha? Wow this is fun to make a conversation in the Arisan group. Surely Indri died fleas see this photo hahaha.." Inner woman who was busy playing her phone.

Tasha who does not really recognize the friends of the mama because so many can only be indifferent and focus on her work.

His mind was busy thinking about what Bu Nur just said. Of education? What kind of education should he pursue under these circumstances? Tasha really wanted to cry right then and there. The hard-earned spirit he woke up suddenly fell for granted when Tasha remembered how she had easily gained many achievements during school. It feels pointing to which campus he will enter later will be very fun with good grades and many achievements.

Instantly one tear fell on Tasha's cheek. It hurts to imagine once again his shattered future. The count of the month he should have even had his High School exam, but everything should just disappear.