A Piece of the Past In White Grey
Anger Agatha

I walked for a month to get close to Mikael. Well my intention will continue to be with her even though the feeling of love in my heart is completely absent. At least our relationship lasted until Gara came back. I wanted to show her that Mikael and I love each other, not love her. This is the thirty-second day I was picked up to campus by Mikael. Busy Papi can no longer monitor my movements. But, still in Mikael's car there must be one man that Papi believes. That's my personal driver. It feels so annoying.

"Agatha, why don't you give me permission to talk to your Papi. Let him believe I'll propose to you. If you are afraid of getting married quickly we can get engaged first. When we are ready we will get married." said Mikael felt very confident in our relationship.

I was silent without a word. How to decide to get engaged. I don't even have a thought at all if I get married to Mikael. That question I let pass without me answering. Until we finally arrived at the college. Mikael opened the car door for me.

"I'll go home by myself? I want to go to Papi's office after lunch." said I feel uncomfortable again after Mikael asked so.

"Are you angry with me?" asked Mikael who I answered with a headband.

"No. I'm just busy today." I lied.

Mikael sighed then nodded. In class I no longer sat next to Mikael like this one month. I try to keep my distance. I don't know why it felt like I was afraid of hurting that guy.

"Tha, what's wrong with you? Same fight with Mikael?" ask Sisil. I just shook my head again. At last our lecture hours were over. Where I left campus in a hurry.

"Agatha!" The sound stopped my steps.

"Well?" In front of me right now was Mikael standing. I didn't even look around knowing it was his voice.

"It's lunch from my Mom. Do you not eat it, Dad? It's special he said. When do you want to play at home?" After saying that Mikael left me by rubbing my head.

During the trip to the office my mind felt full. Afraid to think about how my relationship with Mikael would end. Arriving in the workspace I enjoyed the provisions given by my male friends. The rendang meat cuisine of the mama Mikael is really delicious. Every mouthful I eat I endlessly think of myself as being very evil.

Before long my phone rang a sign of incoming messages. It was a message from Mikael.

"How, Tha? My Mamahku cuisine is good, right?" ask him which I immediately reply.

"It's delicious even. Thank you to your mommy, huh?" answer me in that message.

We exchanged messages several times until I finally did not reply. I chose to focus on helping Papi work. I plan to head to Mami's boutique in the afternoon. My parents were a perfect couple. They were equally successful in their careers.

"How are you doing, Dad? She must be okay. There will be her boyfriend taking care of her now." I said inwardly asking and answering myself. Unaware of my hand moving atik tik mobile phone to look the face of Gara who slept with photos of others.

"Sleep well, Honey." Posts seen on the woman's instagram story that was reposted by Gara.

I was so shocked to find a photo of Gara. That means they slept in the same room last night. I shook my head in disbelief at my sister's company. I am clearly jealous I feel. Angry because Gara who has been a good man can do things that far. Jealous obviously I feel how could Gara who is always like a crazy person if met me was actually there playing crazy with a woman who knows who it is.

"I can't let this go. Because it's really outrageous!" as Agatha was furious.