A Piece of the Past In White Grey
Alone Accustomed

Sitting down the four of them made Tasha feel awkward. In front of him right now were two men with different good looks. While Gara was so cool talking to the two men before him.

“Uncle, let's bribe Gara as well.” he said eating a feed from Raga.

Hearing the words of the child, Raga cleared her throat not liking. Gara is his son. No man should feel the love of Gara except her.

“Gara, uncle can't feed Gara. There are Papi and Mami. Disrespectful dear.” said Raga gently did not forget her hand gently rubbed the child's head.

Tasha shook her head to hear the child's words. However, Tasha chose to be silent to let Raga do whatever was most important not to cross her line.

“Sha..when can I go to Singapore again? I'm dying to meet you. It's all my fault. I'll be responsible for my charges.” Rafa talks to Tasha. He let Raga and Gara keep talking to each other.

Tasha raised her face looking at Rafa with a flat look. “I'm busy. You don't have to worry. The design process keeps going so it feels like I don't need to go there.” Tasha replied as is.

Rafa is confused. How about talking about everything? The mother urged her to stay close to Tasha. Likewise, work at the hospital is waiting for Rafa's presence.

“Tonight can I take you out? I had permission before with Mr. Word. I beg you, Tasha.”, said Rafa, making Tasha distrustful.

Where was Rafa's firm attitude before. The words he often uttered to Tasha were no longer visible. Not only Tasha, Raga was similarly shocked. The man looked at Rafa.

“No. This can't be. This guy has to go. Tasha is mine.” muttered Raga did not want if Tasha agreed to Rafa's words.

“Where to go, Uncle? We're going to a good restaurant?” It was not Tasha who responded. It is precisely Gara who is enthusiastic to hear the invitation from Rafa.

Seeing how cheerful Gara's face, Rafa quickly agreed. This is a chance to come out with them without Raga.

“Hore we walk.” Because cheer happy.

Seeing the pleasure of the child, Raga was so upset. The man was unable to control his feelings. Now Raga can only be silent to the movement of the child who continues to eat breakfast. Until finally there was time to go to school.

“Sha...do not cause new problems with your uncertainty.” On the doorstep, Tasha heard her mother's words as she entered her house.

The sound made Tasha stop her steps. His body faced the mother and his forehead shriveled deeply.

“Means Mamah?” ask him confusedly.

“They both need certainty from you. Do not make things even more complicated, Nak.” said Indri.

Tasha shook her head not understanding. For as far as he and Rafa have nothing but work. While Raga of course he will not want to reunite with the man for any reason.

“Whatever happens, Tasha won't come back to him, Mah. Because you can be happy with us like this.” he replied rejecting the accusation of the mother.

Indri as a much older woman certainly understands what the worst possibilities can happen in the future. Slowly the middle-aged woman rubbed her daughter's hair.

“Sha..by always meeting each other. With one name being the reason, Gara. It is not impossible that other things can happen. I just don't want anything unexpected to happen. Stand up for yourself, son. Say yes or no firmly. Not half-and-half. Mamah and Papah have given all the decisions to you even though Papah has not been able to be firm with his decision. But think about everything well? Ask yourself how are you feeling right now?”

After saying at length, now Indri finally left the child.

He breezed into the room, while Tasha stood there digesting every word from her mother. Slowly he stepped into his room.

“Ask my heart?” he thought hard.

Tasha held her chest slowly. “I don't hate him anymore. But I don't feel anything with him. Is this feeling true?” It was puzzling for Tasha at this moment.

Honestly, he himself felt uncertain about the direction of his goal. Living alone by seeing the happiness of the child so make this one child woman forget how to please her own heart. Tasha was too comfortable with solitude.

“I'm fine if I live alone with Gara, my son.” he said with confidence.