A Piece of the Past In White Grey
Chapter 9

Hearing Mami Tasha's advice as much as possible I calmed down and tried to fix everything. Maybe by getting the input of my friends, I can decide to reconcile with Rifana or not. At least I don't want to make the wrong decision. After I thought about these few days there was a possibility that Rifana did not know all the intentions that might suddenly appear in Morgan's dirty brain that night.

In the afternoon, I drove my four-wheeled vehicle to Sela's house. Where is the place we most often make a gathering place. My intention was to call them all after I arrived at Sela's house. At least I can make sure first if the house we will make a gathering place.

My arrival at the residence was warmly welcomed by the aunt who came out of the house.

"Non Agatha?" it made me just smile faintly.

I see around the magnificent house Sela looks so quiet. Cars that are often used by Sela are not visible in the ranks of cars in his home.

"Bi, is Sela around? Why is the car not there?" ask me without a stale base.

"Non Sela is already at her friend's house whose name is...Non Sisil. Ah yes Non Sisil said. Non Agatha would want to go there too?" My forehead frowned in surprise at Aunt's words.

My gut feeling suddenly feels bad right now. Soon I left Sela's house and drove my car to Endah's house. Maybe only Sisil and Sela are making a deal, I thought. Fifteen minutes I drove the car until I saw the fence of Endah's house that shifted automatically.

"Miss Agatha..." Security seemed to greet me.

I don't want to waste any time getting a car in there. Immediately I asked Endah whereabouts and right if the person I was looking for was not in his house.

"Non Endah's been going all the way, Non. Just try to call." I also drove the car out of Endah's house.

For two weeks more my friends no one came to the house even our chat group was very quiet no new chat. I really feel weird about all my friends.

Immediately I bring the vehicle to Sisil's house. I have to come and make sure everything's okay. Sisil's house I went to this afternoon. The darkening sky began to reveal the moon and stars. The traffic jammed road made me a little long to reach Sisil's house.

A gate that is already wide open with security guard in front there. I clearly saw many cars of my friends parked neatly in the yard of Sisil's house. My chest feels uncomfortable right now. My feelings tell me that I am currently being alienated by them. Until my feet stopped stepping when entering the house of Sisil. Where the sound of laughter they all sounded crowded. Sad, of course I feel sad. Why they didn't invite me at all.

"Why are you, Rifana? This is the show you made. How can you relax?" I obviously poked with that voice. He is Veni. The sound of the crumb is always the most frenzied.

"I just don't feel good about you guys. Because of me you guys are not close anymore with Agatha." My body quietly stiffened hearing my name called by Rifana.

"Ah relax anyway. We are all part of the department. Even you yourself say your intentions are the same Agatha is not as bad as she thinks. Maybe Agatha was too childish. He didn't get to do anything with your brother, did he? Why did we break up our friendship? At first I respected him. But I know the real story from you, so not anymore."

Soon I walked away without meeting them all. I was really angry with the circumstances that made me have to lose all my friends. I drove the car so fast that night. I don't care how all the worst is gonna happen to me tonight. My mind is completely fucked. It turns out that a breakup is not as painful as a break up of friendship.

"Agatha?" Mami Tasha who welcomed my return at the door immediately embraced her body.

I'm holding back my tears tonight in front of Mami. I don't want Mami to worry about me any more.

"Hey what's up, honey? Have you fought with your best friend? Let's tell Mami." I shake my head weak.

I think my mind is too messed up tonight and I just want to be in my room. "I'm tired, Mi. Go to the room first." I said after releasing Mami's embrace.

Intending to fix everything I heard the fact that my friends actually defended Rifana which I myself began to feel awkward with his presence lately before the incident with Morgan.

It wasn't easy getting that woman out of my group. Because we have all been friends for a long time. The semester break is still quite long. At least I can still calm down even longer at home without meeting them.

"You haven't eaten yet, have you? Let's eat first. Mommy bring it to my room?" I smiled as I sat on the bed looking at Mami whose beauty was growing more and more.

I just nodded and before long the tray in Mami's hand was given to me. I ate with Mami Tasha. Mama was so good to me.

"Tha, how's the problem? Not finished? Have you met them?" My mother's question was answered in silence. I don't know what to mean by my meeting with my friends.

"Tomorrow the day after tomorrow how about you accompany your sister's look? Mami wants to bring a lot of food to cook there. She said Gara misses Mami's cooking a lot." In spirit I smiled in agreement.

"We're going abroad together, Mi?" Mami Tasha nodded at my question.

My spirit became so great when I imagined going on vacation with Mami. Maybe that way I can tell a little story with my sister. A time like this I will definitely need my big brother very much. Can't wait to get there and tell Gara everything. Maybe in terms of age I am very mature compared to him. But, in terms of mental in fact I am not as strong as Gara in dealing with problems. I often act rashly.

That night Mami and Papi booked a ticket for the three of us. Actually at the beginning only me and Mami will leave. But, in fact, the debate between Papi and Mami gives results if all will leave. Papi was always like that. One day he will not part with Mami.

Every day at the office, Mami often comes from noon until late afternoon to accompany Papi. Mami and Papi are indeed the most romantic couple in my history living with them. Love that is getting older does not dampen their feelings it is more fertile because they are good at taking care of it.