A Piece of the Past In White Grey
Chapter 23
The night when the sky was dark I woke up from my sleep.
“Finally wake up too. Want to have dinner?” My best friend is now standing in front of me with a shower and clean appearance.
I just realized I'm not in my own room right now. I wake up and leave to go home. Mami and Papi must be worried about me right now. During the trip I felt so uncomfortable. At home I'll meet Gara. How could I ever have to be face to eye with the man who just expressed his feelings for me this afternoon?
“Ngak. I can't take it for Gara. I'm his sister. I should be able to lead my sister down a good path.” Along the way my mind continued to speak inwardly. Until I did not feel I had arrived at the courtyard of the magnificent house where I was raised from small.
Their love and sincerity, of course, I can't repay them all. I am only a child who lives on the mercy of Papi and Mami who accepts me.
“Agatha, from anywhere?” The mother who saw me enter the house immediately greeted me with a question.
I turned my face towards the dining table. There two different-aged men were staring at me. However, Papi had already turned his gaze to the food on his plate. And she kept looking at me inside.
I don't know what Gara's thinking right now.
“From home Sisil, Mi. Coincidentally there is a group task.” I had to lie to get Mami's tolerance. I missed our appointment to eat together.
“Lain times if there's anything to tell you. Don't make parents worry.” I looked at Papi who spoke coldly.
I realized maybe Papi was angry because I was so worried Mami today. Immediately I nodded my obedient head.
“Iya, Pi. Forgive Agatha.”.
It's better, I'm gonna take a little long shower and at least Gara's gonna get off that table. I don't know why all the words that I put together on the trip disappeared instantly.
My mind went blank somewhere looking at Gara's gaze which implied a lot of meaning.
If I had thought everything was okay and Gara was going to walk away from the dinner table, it turned out to be wrong. There is an empty dining table, no Mami and Papi just stay because someone is sitting there.
Stalled steps. Wanted to go back to the room but I knew that the sound of my feet had been heard by him.
“Eat. I won't interfere.” The words made me look at him again. I doubt I'm stepping towards the dining table.
All the food I eat is tasteless and hard. How could I possibly eat comfortably while in front of me was a pair of eyes that kept staring at me.
“Do not exceed your limit, Gara.” I commemorate. I am a brother that he should respect.
However, all the power I gathered bravely vanished instantly as the tight grip next to my hand felt right now.
“Nobody can resist his feelings. Help me get rid of this, Agatha. I'm too big to admire you.” My eyes are staring at him. My chest is rumbling. There was a warm air radiating from both of our hands touching at this moment.
I don't want this to happen. This is not true. This is so wrong.
“Agatha...” Suddenly the sound of a call from another direction made me as quickly as possible pull my hand strong.
