A Piece of the Past In White Grey
Chapter 31
Although several times I have refused but finally Mami still won from me. A tray that was given to me contains porridge of warm milk drinks and also fruit should I deliver to Gara who is in his room at this time.
"Agatha, Mami is sad to see you guys are quiet like this. Mami misses seeing you two naughty. Please feel better again for Mami?" I quietly for a moment looked at the tray I held before long then my eyes looked at Mami who bent her face gently.
Of course I wouldn't have the heart to see Mami pleading like that to me. The woman who had been kind enough to take care of me since childhood even before my identity was revealed Mami Tasha was so kind to me. Until finally a truth is revealed. If it turns out that I was a good-natured child with her lover before dating Papi.
"Yes, Mi. We'll be better. Forgive Agatha huh? Mommy don't be sad anymore. Agatha is very evil if it makes Mami sad like this." said I who was then greeted with a big smile by Mami. A beautiful smile that even I myself cannot have.
People said a beautiful smile emanated on someone's face when he had incredible sincerity. It will look much brighter.
I knocked on the unlocked door, and now I open the door and step inside. The first time I saw it was Gara lying down playing on her phone. I can see if his face is weak.
"Eat. Don't make Mami sad." I said flatly without looking at the handsome man who is my foster sister.
"Why is this so, Tha? Not good to know." said Gara which I did not respond at all.
"How to, stop acting as you please. I don't like it!' I said with anger. However, as much as possible I lowered my tone so as not to sound out.
"Why? We're not real sisters, are we? There is no bond between us, Agatha. There is no distance we have to give to this relationship. I love you, Agatha." My head shakes not wanting to hear that.
Nnnnope. I had to talk to Gara before I left this room even though I knew it was going to be really hard.
"For Mami's sake, I beg that our attitude is fine in front of them. I don't want Mami to be sad and beg me." Hearing my words, Gara laughed a little. Maybe it's crazy according to him. But that's me. Who only think about the feelings of Mami and Papi who have contributed greatly in my life.
"Mami and Papi are all you think about. Then what about me? Aren't you thinking about my feelings, Tha?" I can't say anything right now. Because my own heart is broken. How is it that when I find out Gara has a taste in me just that my feelings get bigger on her. From a feeling of admiration has now increased to a sense of wanting to have more.
I just shook my head leaving Gara in her room. Talking to him at this moment is very difficult. Because I don't understand what it's like to be me. A child who lives on the mercy of others. It will not be easy for me to think of myself and the people I love. My love is so much greater for Mami and Papi who have been sincere to me.
