A Piece of the Past In White Grey
Chapter 16
Since college I've been in my room thinking about every word for word Morgan said without missing a single word. Trying to digest what happened, although it feels difficult to convince myself if Rifana is the mastermind behind all this. Since the beginning of our relationship, everything has been fine. Never once did I feel anything strange about her attitude. Maybe the only way I should know first is what happened to my other best friend. Well, they might be able to give me a way. Though I remember what Gara said if I should be able to live without them. But still I need to know what's going on with Rifana.
That afternoon I decided to go to Sela's house first. The friend I think is closest to me. Well I hope Sela can give me a way even though it's not as good as usual anymore. There may be misunderstandings between me and my other friends.
On arrival in front of Sela's house, I saw her car parked in the yard. Immediately excuse me to the aunt in the house and I was escorted to Sela's room.
"Sel, can I talk to you for a minute?" My steps came to a halt when I arrived at the doorway of the open room.
The look of dislike from Sela obviously I saw. It feels so strange, why is my friends attitude like a child like this? Can't solve the problem by meeting and talking first?
Now the aunt who drove me away and there was only Sela and I who faced each other without being allowed to go into the room as usual. And I also know enough myself how the host objected to me not being presumptuous to enter.
"What did Rifana tell you? I just want to know the truth. If you want to hate me, go with the others. But, I want to know what Rifana told you." My words actually got a cynical laugh from Sela.
It seems true to what I expected, Rifana has become a thorn between our friendship.
"Why are you so sure if Rifana said anything? Shouldn't you be aware of what you're doing? Or do you know if Rifana knows something?" sela asked as if she was judging me.
I let out a rough sigh hearing Sela's words. It is not easy to find out everything because they prefer to be close to Rifana compared to me.
"Well, if you don't want to explain to me. I-i understand. Most importantly one of my messages, our friendship was formed before the Rifana. It would be a pity if it were just destroyed just because a new person like you yourself doesn't know the truth." I also intend to rotate my body to leave the house of my former best friend.
I guess Sela and the others are no longer the best friends I can hope to be with me. Maybe by myself I can be more independent and mature.
"Aren't you the one who broke our trust, Agatha? Why do your words only lead if we destroy everything with the Rifana. We are all really disappointed in you for even slandering Morgan your own lover as well as Rifana. How could you say if he wanted to mengg*samu and Rifana who set this all up? Whereas you have often done it with Morgan even with a man who has the status of your own sister. We're really disappointed in you, Agatha..."
So surprised I heard Sela's words this time. Even if they do know if I'm just an adopted child in the Papi and Mami family. Why is it that my problem is to carry my sister's name Gara? I looked up and walked back to the door of his room. My body was so hot that it held back the anger of hearing the cruelty of slander that Rifana spread about me.
"I really didn't expect that shocking news for me. And now I know how evil the man who wants to bring me down is. Most importantly one, you and the other who know me better than that woman. Enough of you to judge all his words." I said.
I stepped away from Sela's house. It seemed pointless to also maintain a friendship that was even as easily wavering as they were. From today I will try to do it myself. Without them I would. And I know enough that Rifana really wants to bring me down right now.
Visiting the girl's house at this time felt impossible. I don't want to see Morgan back at all. That's enough and I'd rather go home. At least I know the problems that have become the strain of my friendship.
"Hey why is his face moody?" Across the street, Gara seemed to notice me making a video call from my laptop.
"Sorry," I said languidly. I saw Gara frowning at hearing my apology.
"The woman turned out to be the mastermind. I'm really pissed off that he could've brought your name in my trouble with Morgan. Worse yet all my friends actually believe that I am a woman is not right. Then indirectly they talked me in the back all this time? Morgan who obviously just wanted to perk*sa I that night was told to have sex with me often. Crazy about people? Add to that I'm said to have often done that every courtship with the same people including my own sister." The emotions I finally couldn't stand anymore. Long-drawn I explained to Gara.
"Who is your sister?" Gara's question made my eyes perfectly round.
"The way! Well you are. I was in Gosipin having a relationship with you. If this gets to the ears of Mami and Papi we can run out. If they like to not think?" I said with a fiery voice
If my shadow Gara would be angry, instead he there chuckled his head.
"Tha, when do you care what they say? Not tired?" gara Sahut
My eyes twirled lazily. Hoping to get a real defense because it asked me again to stop thinking. However, here I am who gets the talk of people out there if I don't straighten it out.
"The people out there we can't possibly silence their mouths one by one. Remember your age is starting to grow. This is a test of maturity where you are strong or not facing an increasingly cruel environment. There are Mami and Papi who are ready to install the body for you. Okay well? Don't worry anymore." So relaxed Gara said everything.
"Now the main thing is to learn. Prove to them you can do it without them. If anything is difficult ask me. Now I have to work first." I was again shocked to hear Gara who said he wanted to work.
"Work? Work where?" manya curious.
"In the shoe store. I was just looking for a little bit. Well at least have work experience abroad." A casual remark to Gara in fact made me shocked.
Gara, Raga Mahendra's son works at a shoe store? I feel completely slapped by all my sister's behavior. I, in fact, as the son of someone else was even so spoiled and could do nothing. While the biological child Mami Tasha can actually do things that do not need to be done by him.
Papi's company is so big and will not go bankrupt if to give salary Gara millions per day without work. However, abroad there because it is precisely choosing a job with a salary that is possible to pay a waiter one month will not be enough.
For a moment I was daydreaming, sad of course I was sad to think about my fate being so useless child. Maybe Mami Tasha really loves me. But, if Gara who is my position and Mami Tasha is my departed biological Mom, I can be sure that I will not want Mamah to receive Gara as well as Mami Tasha accepts and loves me.
"Hey how was daydreaming again? Did I turn off my phone?" I just nodded and smiled.
Video calls were cut off. Here I thought about whether I could do something useful without having to waste time thinking about my very useless friendship?
