A Piece of the Past In White Grey
Chapter 12

If I think arriving at the apartment will soon sleep, in fact it's just nonsense to immediately go home in the name of morning lecture. My steps suddenly came to a halt when my hands were firmly blocked by my sister.

"What the hell, Gar I'm sleepy?" How surprised I saw the glance of the eyes of the bad boy who actually went to the table where there was coffee and clean glasses.

"Huh? Copied? You're not kidding, are you? We'll go home for ti-" right away"

"Hurry up and make me some coffee. I wait there." pointed at him who had stepped towards the sofa.

I let out a rough breath. Maybe tonight I'll be free to tell my sister everything too. It doesn't feel good if I keep quiet covering everything that happens from anyone. At least I need one person to be my confiding friend.

"What's wrong?" when my body was just sitting next to Gara, suddenly his hands had already shuffled my hair.

I impatiently told Gara everything while putting down the coffee he asked for. This time I'm not drinking because my body is going to need enough rest tonight. The important thing is that I've taken the time until Mami and Papi get home. After that I'll sleep no matter if Gara keeps forcing me.

I told her how sad I was until Mami Tasha suddenly took me on vacation. My colorful daily life with my best friends is ruined because of one man, Morgan. Even I had the initiative to follow said Mami Tasha to forgive Rifana who might not know anything.

"Why should you be sad?" The big question makes me wonder. I looked at his face full of questions. At length I told her why is that the only question that Gara said?

"Gar, you sympathize a little bit with this brother of yours?" I changed my sitting position to face Gara who was sitting next to me.

"Compose it to the right sadness. Not such a pampered sadness." It was very upset to hear Gara's words. If being a friend confides Gara is always not cool. It will be fun if we tell a fun story is not a problem.

For a moment I was silent and refused to make another sound. It feels like coming all the way to see my sister is currently very free. It was precisely my chaotic thoughts made even sadder at this moment.

I looked down at my eyes I felt hotter when I held back my tears.

"That's not a problem. Family is the only place we can expect a lot to be friends. Not a friend who does not know when to come and go. Not knowing whether or not it is sincere. I told you no, make friends should not be too high hope will be peaceful until grandparents. Married people can get divorced." said Gara at length.

"What do I need to do, Gar?" I was confused by the desperate voice.

The lecture will soon begin. Which means I will often meet my best friend who either currently still considers me a friend or not. It's not good if me and them aren't together in class. Imagine how Rifana who actually replaced me in the group of friends.

I slowly looked when I felt strange. Gara's deep eyes made me flutter at this moment. Until the sound of the door opening made the gaze switch so quickly. I also turned to see where Papi and Mami came home. My eyes were so quick to switch on the innate in Papi's hands that was so much.

"Well, do you shop a lot?" tanyaku enthusiastically help Papi put the goods shoppingann. Instead of answering, Mami Tasha asked back.

"Well, aren't you walking?"

"Tuh Gara ngajak quickly go home he said he wanted to go to college tomorrow morning, Mi." said I answer according to the fact.

"You guys get some rest. You must be tired too? Let's go in the dressing room." I smiled obediently following Mami Tasha's orders.

Even though I'm an adult, I'm always like a child when I hear Mami Tasha's orders to me. And so he can no longer argue. We all went into our own rooms. So did Papi and Mami who entered the room.

Some of the photos I got with my sister who did not see her face from the front only from the side immediately I posted on social media. With all of Gara's short, heart-piercing words, I'm starting to understand a little. Why do I have to be this frustrated with their behavior. I am not living from them. There are families who always give me unlimited affection.

I started to instill in myself to stay happy. I can be happy, because they do this to me and I make no mistakes. Why should I finish this. Until my mind is remembered.

"But if there's a difficult task what about my job?" One weakness that often frustrates me. It was my brain's intelligence that often rendered me helpless.

"How good is it to say that? Rich yes, smart yes, all can. While me? What if they don't have what about my duties? All the scheduled tasks at the get-together I asked them to remind me. Huhhh why should I keep my brain?" I was angry at myself.