A Piece of the Past In White Grey
Engagement Event
The day that did not want to happen finally arrived. I walked out of the room with a hard look to focus on. The shadow of canceling this event got bigger in my head. I repeatedly shook my head in order to dispel that crazy intent. There's no way I'm putting Mami and Papi to shame. There's no way I'm canceling an engagement that both my parents made in a big way just broke.
“Tha, you why?” Mami Tasha patted me gently on the shoulder. Currently Mami and Papi are holding my hand out of the room.
“Nothing, Mi.” I replied trying to smile.
It hurts so much to hold on to what I want. All I want is Gara. With the man I love so much.
“No, Agatha. You must love Mikael. For the sake of Mami and Papi you can definitely.” I said in my heart.
My determination was so strong as to force myself to love Mikael. I don't want to love Gara continuously. I want to return the favor to the two most valuable people in my life.
“Ah that finally your sister came too.” My heart stopped for a moment. My eyes were directed at the man standing in the family ranks.
We both look at each other. My fear is getting bigger because I don't want it until Gara stops this. Slowly I shook my head gesturing for Gara not to do anything. Until finally my steps stopped in front of Mikael.
“You are so beautiful, Tha.” said Mikael who I only reply with a small smile.
The day I should be happy but I can't feel it at all. Although my appearance was perfect there was not the slightest bit of spirit that rose from me.
Today the engagement went well. I keep standing with Mikael all the time. Not once did Gara come near me. Either because he was angry or because he loved another woman. Maybe if so it's better.
A week has passed since the engagement ended. Now Papi's taking me somewhere.
We all sat on the dining table chairs. Because the one who joined us was almost never even heard his voice. Our relationship is really far away at the moment. Honestly, this is very disturbing. I miss our closeness first. It's a shame everything has to be like this. It's better than we have to be close and follow our respective concerns.
“Gara, you come with yah?” ask Mami.
“Em I have a show with friends, Mi. Next time only. I have to go back tomorrow anyway. So, this is the time I gather with friends.” said Gara refused. I just looked at him questioningly.
Where will he go and with whom? While here Gara very rarely want to gather with his friends. Maybe this was just his reason for avoiding a close distance with me. Well I know that's the real reason.
“So. Mami and Papi want to take Agatha somewhere. If you have time to follow yah?” Just nodding without promising.
I'm curious where Mami and Papi will take me so nervous. Thinking about where Gara is going.
When we left the house, Gara also drove his car out of the house.
“You why, Tha?” ask Mami.
“Hah? It's okay, Mi.” I replied in shock.
Since then my mind has been thinking about Gara. While in front there was Mikael driving our car.
