A Piece of the Past In White Grey
Honest Trying
“Loh your eyes why, Agatha? You're crying?” I tried hard to avoid looking at Mami and Papi this morning. In fact, my presence in the room was still visible to those who were about to eat breakfast.
I can only shake my head. “Neither, Mi. Agatha hastily to campus already late.” As quickly as possible my legs swung out of the room without giving Mami another chance to talk.
If I thought I'd be free of them it would be wrong. Papi's been yelling my name.
“Agatha!” I can't avoid it anymore if Papi makes a sound.
His body stopped instantly in the doorway and I turned towards them.
“Darling, you must be lying. Your college will be at noon at college. What's the problem?” My mother approached me and cupped my face. Where both my eyes look so.
“Do not make your Mami anxious, Agatha.” I glimpsed Papi's face looking at me firmly.
“Agatha again there is a problem with friends, Pi.” I replied lying.
There's no way I'm telling the truth about Gara dating another woman and breaking my heart. I can't possibly do that.
“What does this have to do with Mikael?” Immediately I shook my head quickly. Do not let the man who did nothing wrong be cornered because of me.
“Not, Pi. It's purely because of my friends. And this morning I had an extra lecture so I had to go to college right away. Mi, Agatha go first.” I hugged Mami who was very anxious looking at me.
Such a great woman loves me like her own child. Mami Tasha is a very nice woman.
That morning I managed to escape from my home. Along the way, my feelings are still very bad. The shadow of Gara's face staring at the beautiful woman felt like it was tearing my heart apart.
“Sela! Cell!” I shouted several times until I arrived in front of his room.
“Loh Agatha?” Sela was so shocked to see my face being messed up.
Today I feel like I no longer have the strength. All this time I've been trying to hold everything back from not knowing people. It's actually very difficult. I am no longer strong enough to hold everything. In Sela's room I cried sobbing hugging her.
“Tha, what's wrong? Come story. We can talk about everything. Do I need to contact other friends also to entertain you?” Immediately I shook my head in refusal.
Only Sela knew this time. I'm really not ready to tell my best friend everything. I admit that feeling I am so ashamed.
I sat down for a long time wiping away the tears that kept falling. Lucky I have friends. At least it's safer than I have to be at home to meet Mami who will continue to worry about my situation.
“I'm very sick, Cell. I was really sick this time.” I felt my body get a warm hug from Sela.
He gently rubbed my back. “Yasah nangis first gih. After you calm down you tell. Is this because of Mikael, Tha?” I shook my head quickly.
Since then at home Mikael has always been the target of people around me. They're not wrong. Maybe that conjecture leads to Mikael like my past with my ex used to.
“This...soal Gara, Sel.” I replied quietly in a very doubtful voice.
“Gara, your sister?” Slowly I nodded again.
I saw Sela's face filled with confusion at this moment.
