A Piece of the Past In White Grey
Chapter 27
"I'm sorry, Mah. I've been so bad with Mamah all this time. I promise I won't be so bad with Mamah anymore. Mamah is not the third woman in the Mami and Papi household. I promise I'll take good care of Mami Tasha's feelings." That's what I said in my heart after hearing all the truth.
All this time I have always been bad at thinking in the past of Mamah who no longer even exist in this world.
"Let's eat." My daydream was broken when Grandma Indri's voice was heard in front of me. There's a hand sticking out right in front of my mouth right now. The bribe that Grandma gave would not want me to accept immediately.
No wonder Mami Tasha has a very kind and loving heart. Because I can also feel the same in Grandma Indri. The real thing is nobody to me. If he has a spiteful heart, of course, Granny Indri will not be willing to feed me like this.
You could say I'm a rival to his granddaughter. We both spent a lot of time telling stories where Grandma still remembers all of Gara's behavior in childhood.
"Hopefully get well soon, Grandma? Poor Mami and Papi must be very anxious at this time." I said covering up the anxiety on myself.
If there were no problems between us, of course I would have flown with Mami to Germany. I heard Grandma Indri sigh slowly.
"That's like a child to Grandma. Where all about her Grandma thought so much about it. But, if Grandma continues to take part in Gara. Grandma didn't want to take the position that Mami and Papi were supposed to sit in. That's why Grandma chose to stay here even though Grandma was very worried about that child."
I got closer to Grandma and I wiped Grandma's back. "We just pray, Grandma. Hopefully Gara will improve there soon. Grandma don't worry, 'cause it's gonna be strong."
The fast moving time has changed over the night. Where I was just lying on the bed staring blankly at a cell phone that had no news. Papi didn't call me either. My worry for Gara is growing bigger. Never been sick until this severe brought to the hospital.
Slowly my hand moved to see the history of the messages we often send. Some conversations made me unconsciously smile at myself. If I usually read that message with a face without a different expression for this time. Where when I read back all the attention that Gara gave it was an unusual concern.
There is a feeling involved in every word of his message.
"Why is this feeling so different from the feeling when with Morgan and others? How long can I hold all this? How do you get rid of this feeling, God?" I asked in my heart while rubbing my chest that felt very tight.
I see social media because it does not show any story that he just uploaded. The account seemed quiet a few days ago. The last post he sent was just a rainbow next to the wing of the plane when he returned from Indonesia last time.
