A Piece of the Past In White Grey
Tasha's Firmness

Tears fell with every word on the lips of the handsome man. It was not her who was crying but rather the beautiful woman sitting next to her at this moment. They were both in Raga's car. Raga was like that, her matan was already flushed to hold back the tears as she explained everything. Well, Raga painstakingly begged Tasha to talk in the car. Once again Tasha gave him a chance to explain everything. Even though it feels so angry to see the reality that exists. For days he felt neglected even in the day they should have made fun of each other enjoying the moment of the newlyweds.

"I really can't say this to you, Sha. This is not my wish. I've left all my bad past behind. I really want to start all good things with you and Gara. I swear I've never had contact with anyone but you. Until I finally got word from a close friend of Rizka if it turns out there are seeds that grew in the past both of us. I don't have the courage to apologize to you, Sha. I'm guilty of this. But, let me change everything. Let me redeem your pain in the past now into happiness. I want us to stay with Gara."

Raga did not have time to explain everything Tasha had cut off the husband's speech.

"Stop carrying my son, Raga! Stop talking about everything. If with me you're going to make up for everything, will you also make up for it?" the sharp eyes filled with anger Tasha lay on the man beside her.

The burning car did not leave its place at all. Raga only started the engine without any intention of leaving the hospital parking lot.

Raga shook her head quickly. "No, Sha. There is no accountability other than for Gara. You're the only woman I want. I will remain your husband. I won't be responsible to Rizka."

Tasha closed her eyes. Her chest ached hearing the name of another woman come out of her husband's lips. This is what Tasha avoided from the beginning with Raga. He was very afraid of getting sick with the women out there. Raga is still a shining star in the eyes of all women with a million charms.

Even though everything is in the past, Tasha is still not willing to imagine that there is another child that grows from the seeds of her husband. Even the child was born earlier than the child. Where it means that the relationship between Rizka and Raga is much earlier than Tasha.

"Sha, I was wrong. Any law I will accept. But, one I beg you not to leave me, Sha. I really don't want any of that to happen. I'm covering this up not to play you. I don't have the guts to talk about my past coming when our marriage was just done."

"Don't apologize to me. Apologize to Gara. You've completely ignored your son who you say means so much to you for the sake of another woman's son." At that moment Tasha stopped crying and sat down quietly. His face looked straight ahead.

His mind is still very messed up. Tasha didn't want to rashly decide something. He must calm down and think about everything, of course by asking the opinions of both parents. For Tasha both her parents were the wisest in this regard. All the trips in the difficult past Tasha could have missed with them. Not with Raga, then this time he will involve his parents instead of Raga.

Not the intention of wanting to mix the issue of marriage with his parents. However, Tasha felt that she still needed input from mamah and papah.

While Raga has put the car back home. He will meet the boy to apologize.

Although these days without Tasha knowing if Raga is very tormented by this situation. He was so agitated at the fury of Tasha, his parents-in-law and his parents. Raga was really afraid of losing everything she had fought for all this time.