A Piece of the Past In White Grey
Chapter 14
The holidays are over. Where I am now living in a house that protects me from the hot sun and the rush of rain since childhood. Every day in my growth and development I always get warm and loving treatment from my parents that I do not get from my mother. Even though Mamah is gone, I am sure she is currently smiling to see me who grew up well next to the man she once loved. My mother's departure has been clarified. It's all fate that there's nothing to blame here. Even though I don't know the path of Mamah's relationship with Mami and Papi.
I just remember how Mom's message was before she died. Want me to be a obedient child with whoever I live with later. Recalling my mama tears involuntarily fell down instantly. No matter how good Mami Tasha is to me, still the longing for my mother will always be there.
"Agatha..is you ready, baby? Wait for Papi at the dinner table." I daydreamed in my room until I was surprised to find Mami in my room.
"You cry? What's up?" Mami approached me and raised her face with both hands.
I forced a smile even though it would be impossible if Mami would not know.
"Tell me what happened, Agatha? Let's tell Mommy. Did Mami make a mistake with you?" I immediately shook my head to hear Mami's words.
How could Mami be wrong with me? While I am the one who lives a life full of mistakes appears in the midst of this family. I don't know what mistake made my mother until I put me in this good family.
"I just miss the late Mamahku, Mi." I said scared and lowered my head. I think Mami will be angry after all this time I just dared to say. I know if I listen to Papi Raga, Papi will be mad at me. I don't know myself. That obviously happened when I was a teenager.
"Darling, don't cry. Your mother must be calm now. Don't make you sad there, huh? Seeing his son live happily, he must also be happy. If you cry, Mamah cries even more sadly.” I felt Mami Tasha's embrace in my body this morning. Feels so sincere.
We ate together, and I realized that Papi was looking at me deeply right now.
"Why is she crying?" ask Papi to Mommy.
"Agatha misses her Mom, Pi." said Mami Tasha who I can see if Papi sighed harshly when he heard Mami's words.
After that, I forced my breakfast. The papi in front of me stopped eating. Maybe Papi was very upset early in the morning had heard about mamah. Is the fatal presence of mama first to make Papi angry like this?
At the dinner table my eyes can catch if Mami Tasha's hand is rubbing the back of Papi's hand.
"Darling, I'm going to work first. Agatha, remember don't ride her car fast." Papi's words sounded cold as he was about to leave the dining table. As I recall, Papi was waiting for me to have breakfast together. Now he left me first..
"Yes Pi. Careful." I kissed the back of Papi's hand as I felt my head get a swab from Papi's.
