A Piece of the Past In White Grey
It's Gara
By nightfall, we were all sitting on the dining table chairs. Where Gara and I will sit as usual next to each other. Mom and Dad sat in front of us. Food that is still warm can be seen billowing smoke in front there. However, Papi did not open the dinner. He looked at me and my sister, Gara. Of course I felt scared by that gaze, realizing that right now I had hidden something from them.
"What's up, Agatha?" ask Papi Raga to me. I just looked down while shaking my head.
Nnnnope. Until whenever they can't know this. They are the perfect parents for me. It's not worth it if I hurt them.
"There's nothing, Pi." I said later.
"Mommy noticed lately the two of you are very different. This house is not like losing Gara. But both of Mommy's children. What's up with you guys? Story with us. We are both your parents." Mami also spoke.
I feel more guilty about them. I saw Gara beside me just sitting staring at them flatly. Maybe for him this is not a serious problem. Different from me who clearly felt anxious.
"Did Agatha have a boyfriend? Or are you the one who already has a girlfriend?" tanya Papi looked back at us alternately. I swear to whatever I'm really nervous about tonight.
"Nobody has a girlfriend, Mi, Pi. We are both the same as before. We'd better start eating now I'm so hungry." said Gara next to me.
Papi and Mami look to nod. Now I'm starting to think about finding a way out before things get any further and get caught by Mami and Papi. We also eat quietly.
"How are you guys today at Grandma's?" mami asked back to voice. I stopped eating and looked at Mami.
"Grandma's happy, Mi. I made him a snack too." said me who suddenly smiled considering today was quite fun at Grandma's house.
"Gar, your face is pale darling. Agatha, take your sister to her room? Mami has to take care of your Papi first. It must be because his body's fatigue has not recovered properly." For a moment I was silent gulping down my salivary rough. I look at Mami as if asking in my heart is not serious right? But I couldn't resist at all other than nodding my head.
"Come." invite me to reach Gara's body to the room.
Tonight was a horror to me. Where I have to go back into Gara's room. And it's true that things I didn't expect happened again. My eyes widened when I felt my face suddenly held by Gara.
"Gar, what the hell?" I was about to pull that hand off. Precisely Gara first tightened his one hand on the back of my neck. Her lips moved so quickly against my forehead.
"Good nights. Come out I'll rest alone tonight." he said without sinning at all.
I was silent when the door of the room was closed from the inside. Because I was standing in front of his room. Slowly my hand moved to hold the chest which now felt pulsing very strongly. My heart feels like it's gymnastics in there.
"Did I want this too? Nnnnope. This can't be. I'm your brother, Gara. I'm your brother, though not blood." I repeatedly said that and shook my head.
Until finally my body stiffened when moving around to leave the room.
"Agatha?"
