A Piece of the Past In White Grey
Continuing the Moment

Time goes by very quickly, it does not feel Tasha's energy begins to drain with the work that piles up. There is a sense of happiness to see so many who believe in his services this time. However, Tasha herself felt guilty towards her little boy. Gara often spent time with one of the servants who had been trusted in the house.

The papah who is busy working and Mamah who helps him in the boutique. Because of loneliness, when he met the child only at night that Tasha was not able to play with his son. He's so exhausted. Until one night he was seen sitting on the balcony of his room thinking of a way out. His eyes stared several times in the child's shady face.

Routines that used to sleep in their own room, now it seems like Gara forget. Because Tasha herself told the child to sleep in her room. Hugging Gara's body while sleeping makes it able to release longs all day work.

"I can't go on like this, sooner or later things will improve and I need extra power" he muttered, thinking long enough.

Working with the mother is not enough to help from day to day. Working with the company Bu Dewi and working for yourself is very time and energy consuming for Tasha. Adding energy is the only way he has to take.

"Mama" called Tasha to Indri who had not slept. The middle-aged woman had just finished painting every door and window and making sure the guard in front of her house did not sleep.

The woman's routine always happens every night when all are asleep in their respective rooms. For him believing in the worker is a good thing but making sure by himself it will be much more soothing.

"Sha, haven't slept?" tanya Indri approached the child.

"Tasha can talk, Mah?" ask him who feels guilty. Because Tasha knew the mama must also be very tired and want to rest.

"Speak, what's bothering you?" tanya Indri brought Tasha to sit on the sofa.

"Well, Tasha is thinking of adding to the workforce. Poor Gara, Mah. Tasha and Mamah's time is cut off for Gara. Tasha doesn't want to be like this, Mah. As important as any job, Gara is the main one for Tasha" he said making Indri smile proudly.

Living with a child without marriage does not make Tasha forget her identity as a mother. She remains a gentle and loving woman.

"Are you ready to meet an outsider?" ask Indri who saw the doubt on the child's face.

The confidence that had long since disappeared still remained clearly visible on Tasha's face. For a moment Tasha was silent she lowered her head not knowing what to take.

"It's all for Gara, Mah. Tasha will fight that shame. Tasha won't care what anyone thinks of Tasha. Most importantly Gara is happy to have a lot of time with Tasha and also mamah" he said making Indri nod his head in agreement.

All that becomes unrest in his mind is always solved with the idea of the mama.

"Thank you, Mah." he said.

***

True to the idea and agreement, this was the third day after the talks that night. Tasha this morning was ready to give time to select the people he would recruit to work in his shop. With good work results and many people know, making vacancies that Tasha advertise on social media get a lot of responses from people who have the ability in the same field.

Even Tasha was enthusiastic about choosing carefully. Because not only the history that he had to see, Tasha gave several test tests to make him sure to use the services of that person. First from his skills and second from his neatness in work. Tasha's bead jellies looked at the hand results of some of the people she tested today.

One by one they go out to return home. Where the first day of the test will not be immediately stated in the received. Tasha will give an email to those who will be accepted or rejected.

"Here let Mamah help. You have been waiting for a lot of work anyway." said Indri saw the child dizzy thinking about the best choice.

"Sister, I'd like a bribe." Gara came whining to Tasha. Running from the pursuit of the aunt refused to eat her lunch.

"Why don't you want to eat with your aunt?" tasha rubbed the child's pouting cheeks.

"How bored, because you want to bribe Brother" he said kekeuh asked Tasha. The tight embrace of the tiny hands that coiled at Tasha's feet made the woman smile and carry the child's body.

"Come on, big brother's feeding her well? After that because of the nap." obediently Gara also nodded happily.

Indri chose to continue the work, sorting out some names that he thought were best from others let Tasha the rest check and choose among the ones he chose.

A wide smile expands on the middle-aged woman's face when she sees some of the work of the child in the spacious room.

"Mamah's ideals turned out to be you, Sha? Mamah is proud even though Mamah did not realize the dream of Mamah, but now Mamah can see it from you. Mamah managed to make the mama child a creative and proud woman." Indri is very happy. Tasha's success could even erase the bad past in her parents' current eyes.