A Piece of the Past In White Grey
Candour
My body that felt tired was forced to stop resting. I don't want to waste time lazing around. My college has to be over quickly. The first thing I did was take my phone and see what notifications were there. I just sighed looking at the group of friends who were never quiet. However, I have very rarely joined them because of my busy life.
“Mikael,” murmured me when I saw the message the man sent. I get the same message every morning.
“Good morning, Agatha. I'm ready to pick you up!” I was in a hurry to get ready for college. Even with a lack of spirit.
I feel so hateful about myself. Why is it so hard to have feelings with the man I chose.
One thing that made me feel excited about meeting Mikael this morning. “I hope my decision is correct this time. Mikael needs to know who I am and where I come from. Whatever the decision I hope this is the path of destiny both of us.”
We got into the car with Mikael who opened the car door for me. During the trip there was no interesting conversation of course. This is a very ordinary thing for me.
“Mikael, I want to be honest with you.” I said opening the conversation.
“Honest what, Agatha? By the way.” Mikael replied.
For a moment I looked to the side looking at him. Handsome face polite speech and good behavior. There is no shortage of Mikael.
“Are you going to still choose me even though I am from a family unclear?” I asked by looking at him.
He seemed to be trying to focus on driving while laughing. “What are you talking about, Agatha? Family not clear how? Mami Papi you still have, right?”
I'm not surprised because I expected this before. I'm sure Mikael will have a hard time accepting me after this.
“I don't care about it, Agatha. I love you not your family. But, my duty is to regard your family as my family. We'll stick together, Agatha.” I saw Mikael's hand holding my hand at this moment.
For the first time we spoke seriously and romantically. I was touched to hear Mikael's heartfelt words that he rarely spoke.
“But what about your parents? Are you sure you can accept my origin? I'm not the woman you'd expect, Mik.” Mikael just shook his head smiling.
That warm smile was so rare I saw. Mikael is a perfect guy. My heart is still closed to him.
“Crust with me. I'll take care of everything and whoever you are it's not a problem, Agatha. I can support you without your family's wealth.” I just kept quiet to hear Mikael's words.
His achievements on campus and in the company need not be doubted. Mikael is smart even I admit he is almost as perfect as my sister Gara.
The car that had stopped was back on the road. Until we finally arrived at the class walking together. Many pairs of eyes saw the movement of me and Mikael.
While my mind feels so fucked up right now. One problem I've opened up to Mikael. Now just think about how I talked to Mami and Papi. I don't want them to be disappointed in me.
