A Piece of the Past In White Grey
Profound Disappointment

"We'll talk about it carefully, Papah. Mamah call Tasha first. Everything should be talked about immediately." Indria seemed to talk while gently rubbing the husband's arm. Slowly though still upset, Firman nodded his head.

The man took a few breaths and exhaled him. Suaha set the calm before Tasha came to face him.Indri right they have to talk well.

While waiting, suddenly a panicked scream sounded from outside the room. Word ran quickly to the source of the sound.

"Fuck! Papahs!" Word ran as hard as he could until he found the wife in Tasha's room. Face panicked.

"What's up, Mah? Why yell?" His eyes stared at where the wife was pointing at the cupboard that had no suitcases and some items that looked empty from the child's closet.

Both are staring at each other. "Tasha must be gone, Papah. How'this?" Word fell silent.

For a moment he felt guilty and worried about the child. "You call him let Papah find Tasha." he'll be approved by his wife.

While in a different place, here Tasha was. A room consisting of only a few rooms. Simple yet very well maintained. The woman, who is no longer a girl, was sitting on the bed.

"Excite, don't cry. We'll be fine." Exhausting his flat stomach. Tasha smiled sincerely looking at the stomach he was holding at the moment.

There was already a child in there who would be ready to accompany him wherever he went. A source of strength for her, and Tasha was happy to be able to get a child in this state. At least he will not be alone, and there is a spirit for him to stay.

Not wanting to waste time, the woman got out of bed, Tasha wiped her tears and smiled. He began to arrange some of the items he had brought in the wardrobe. Not only did he get there after finishing his room business, he walked towards a kitchen that was very small in size and looked simple. Slowly his two beads of eyes paid attention to the place. He thought about cooking every day.

"Eh mba the new cost next to my room yeah?" Suddenly he was surprised by a woman who smiled at him.

Kaku Tasha smiled in shock and nodded. "Em yes" he answered briefly.

"I'm Fani, I'm Fani."

"Tasha." both of them seemed to chat stale until Tasha also got instructions to usually buy ingredients near their boarding house.

"Thank you, but I need to learn to cook first because I've never cooked before except cut-up onions." chuckled Fani heard that. He wanted to teach Tasha how to cook.

"On learning is easy. I will cook with me. I also cook every day before work." he said to make Tasha happy. He nodded in agreement.

On the first night sleeping in a boarding house with a fan for cooling Tasha is very difficult to sleep. Several times his body seemed to turn around here and there because of the sultry. Sweat slowly began to show on his forehead. Without him knowing if at home the papah and mamah are sitting on the sofa of the family room.

Both thought about what happened to their son who never once slept outside the house. Anxiety so struck both.

"May sleep, Papah will try to order people to help find Tasha." the Word did not bear to see the wife who continues to shed tears in front of him at this time.

Indri shook his head in disagreement. How can Mamah rest in the room, Pah? Our son is out there how fate alone we don't know. What if Tasha gets to anything with the bad guys? Mama is worried." He lowered his head which was getting dizzy. Even his forehead felt throbbing as he continued to cry incessantly.

Firman breathed a rough sigh.

"Papah will ask the help of Papah people first" he said contacting someone.

He wanted to call the police to report the boy's departure, but given Tasha's problems he didn't want more people to know about her family's problems. Even the Word also has a name that is quite familiar among the upper people.

After convincing his wife if he asks people to look for Tasha, Firman intends to take his wife to the room. He led Indri to walk limply towards the room and lay his wife down. Slowly his hand pulled the blanket while hugging the wife.

The harmony between the two has always been like that during the marriage to date. Even Tasha really craved the figure of his papa who was so good at treating the mama.

"Tomorrow we'll find Tasha again, hopefully we can find her soon, Mah. Because a night like this Papah is sure he must be looking for shelter. We're gonna have a hard time finding him tonight." Gentle rubbing and speech that Word hurled softly made Indri's eyes closed.

At exactly twelve o'clock in the night, Firman rose from his sleeping position. The middle-aged man left the wife deep asleep in front of him at this moment. He stepped into the work space. It was there that the middle-aged man shouted out his anger and pain.

"Why my son, God? Why should it be my son? Why Tasha!" He cried beating on the wall of the workspace which was the room in a soundproof design so as not to disturb his focus while working.

Word came to his face, failing to be a father. He didn't care how much blood came out of his spine. Even the walls painted white were heavily stained with blood. It hurts so much to imagine her only daughter should be a family disgrace. Verily the Word still felt this was the worst nightmare he wanted to wake up from his sleep.

"Tasha, why are you doing that, son? Why did you hurt Papah?" So unfortunately he was on the child to be angry for a long time at Tasha was not able to do.

Word decided to leave the house that night looking for the whereabouts of the child.