SYAHDU (Contract Sleep Friends)
Trust in Syahdu

I chased towards Syahdu walking earlier. Fortunately, I can still find him.

With quick steps, I chased after Syahdu and managed to grab his hand.

"God, Ga!"

Syahdu was silent when he found that I was the one holding his hand.

"Ah, brother. I thought that was.."

He didn't continue his words, was it true that he was keeping something secret?

"Who?" Askaqua.

Syahdu smiled slightly while shaking his head. I was stunned, was he really hiding something?

"Why don't you answer my message?"

"I haven't checked hp, brother. Just got out of class." The answer.

"Come on, lunch." I grabbed Syahdu's hand and took him to a place where we had lunch together.

I took her to a small cafe not far from the campus. There are many variants of food and dessert, let alone there is ice cream, Syahdu favorite.

We sat across from a small table. Syahdu's face was cheerful. He kept holding my hand while telling me many things especially about how his interaction with the lecturer was very good because of its high value.

If it's like this, does it seem that he has betrayed me? Obviously not. Look at the smile and the look in his eyes that keep pointing at my eyes. I can feel the love of Syahdu, I can really feel it.

"I know you must have graduated with perfect grades." My response to the Syahdu story. He smiled widely then carved an abstract carve on my palm with his index finger.

"I want my brother to be next to me. Until whenever." Suddenly revealed.

The words of Shahdu made my heart tremble. I like it if he keeps showing his love, I like it if he wants me to stay next to him. I want Syahdu to continue to need me, I like to see his smile, I love Syahdu.

"I'm not going anywhere, Syahdu. I'll stay by your side."

Not smiling, Syahdu looked at me deeply. His face looks gloomy. Was he not satisfied with my answer?

"Sister, I want a story." He said while folding his hands on the table.

"Wear."

"I have temen, she.." Syahdu seemed hesitant to continue his sentence. "He's having a relationship with another guy."

"What relationship?" I asked who actually understood but wanted Syahdu to clarify it.

"The relationship.."

"What?"

"Aarghs. Brother must know." His answer was a little upset and made me laugh.

"Haha. Okay, then?"

"Em. so, he did that because he needed money for urgent needs, for example." Continue slowly, like a fear of mispronunciation.

"But the guy doesn't know about it. If he knows, how about, yeah. Is the guy gonna be mad?"

"Clear, dong. Is there anyone who is not disappointed if their partner has a relationship with someone else?" Me and Syahdu quietly listened to me. "That's his name he betrayed his partner's feelings."

"But he needs real money, brother."

"So, what if I need money, continue to play with aunty so that dapet money, become one ability? You must be hurt, right, if I do that?" I tried to make an analysis so that Syahdu understood, but the girl was silent.

"So, according to my brother, for example, he has confessed his mistake and wants to stop, would his man accept it again?" Ask Syahdu with a serious face, to make his forehead wrinkled.

"Why are you so, anyway?" Askaqua.

"I'm just curious, brother. Emm. big brother, brother. So, I want to know from my brother's point of view." Answer with a thin smile.

"Hmm. if I'm, yes.heavy."

"Weight?" Ask Syahdu again.

I nodded quickly. "Yes, heavy. No matter how much he needed money, like anything, it was still not his way of selling himself like that."

"There must be another way besides that, right? I hope the guy will accept it again. There must be a man who is willing to accept sincerely and forget the past of his loved ones. Clearly, I'm sure Syahdu wouldn't do anything like that, because he's a hard worker." I was clear to the girl who was now smiling faintly at me.

Our order came, Syahdu took his favorite chocolate ice cream. He began to feed a spoonful into his mouth slowly. And he is usually very greedy when it comes to ice cream.

"Hey, what's up?" I asked by holding his hand. "Is your friend a village?" Ask again. If he thought too much about it, it seemed like it was his close friend. But he shook his head.

"No, huh? So, who?" Ask again.

"Kepo, yeah. If I tell you, my name is open to disgrace." The answer immediately hit me.

"You're immediately so clouded by his face."

Syahdu began to smile widely and took a mouthful of ice cream, handing it to me.

"Yeah.." He said to make me open my mouth. I obeyed and devoured the ice cream that he fed me. We kept joking together. I also forgot what I saw earlier, and did not ask because I trusted Syahdu.

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...PoV Syahdu Larasati's...

Actually my heart was a little bitter, after hearing the answer from Brother Wicak just now. With reasoned friend's story, I asked about what I was going through. I want to hear the opinion of Brother Wicak about my current situation and sad, he is hard to accept even though I have quit this job.

I was so selfish, wanting to stay with him while I was ruining myself.

I stared at the face of my grandmother who was asleep shortly after taking the medicine. I feel like what I'm doing isn't bothering me that much if I see my grandmother alive. But, if you see Brother Wicak, of course guilt arises in my heart.

Actually, what should I do? It occurred to me to leave Brother Wicak so that he could find my replacement. So that he can get a much better woman than me. But just thinking about it, I couldn't.

TRINGS!

My phone rang and I got a message from Cloud.

Need a back up, he said? Cloud, did you know that I am also stressed and need a backrest? Why are you looking for me..

Actually I'm a little lazy to come out tonight, but it seems the clouds are upset and need friends.

I went to meet the Clouds where I told him. He picked me up on his motorcycle.

"Why? Galau?" I asked the Cloud whose face looked dull.

"Riska, he's cheating." He said with a sad look. Cloud handed me his phone, told me to read a message from Riska.

"Why all of a sudden?" I asked her after reading a separate request from Riska.

"It's definitely not him! The one who sent the message, must be that affair!" Clouds chuckle in annoyance.

Kasian too, even though the clouds have been feeling Riska for a long time, but even cheated. Look at his face, it's like a tangled thread. But what can I do. That's how the world works. Not everything we want will always get, right?

Just example me. My desire is so much and so great. But what am I doing??

I couldn't give him any advice because I was stressed too.

"Mending we're looking for a drink first. Let fresh be a little."

The clouds nodded weakly and we looked for a drink that could make both of us better.

We stopped at one of the booths, Awan told me to order anything drinkable while he waited on the bike while playing on his phone.

After getting the order, I stood near the Clouds while holding two drinks.

"Now, cold chocolate makes the mind more seger." I said, handing over the drink.

The clouds took it without looking. He kept looking at Riska's chat on his phone screen.

"Soah, why is it read continuously. Move on, anyway. There are many women too." I said I pretended to win. Even if I was told to leave Mr. Wicakpun, I could not.

"That stress! Less what the hell, me??"

If asked less what, obviously a lot, Wan. In my heart.

Then suddenly, Cloud's phone was pulled by someone from behind on a motorcycle, making him reflectively drop the cold brown he was holding and immediately run after the person who pulled his phone.