SYAHDU (Contract Sleep Friends)
Between Shame and Stupid

I stood in front of the closet, picking out the clothes Arga bought for me. Nothing I've ever worn because it looks too expensive and classy to me.

I picked a peach-colored knee-length dress. My skin is white so it looks cleaner with this color. Plus this dress is plain, so it does not look expensive.

Then my hair, I tie a little left and right ends to the back, with matching ribbons that make my face more fresh. Don't forget I put on thin and tada make up..

I turned in front of the mirror while smiling brightly. About how yes, the response of Brother Wicak when looking at me like this?

I came out of the walk in closet and saw Arga still struggling with her laptop.

"This is yours." I handed him the Atm Arga card I had held yesterday.

"Take it." He said without looking at me.

"Huh."

"Make lo. I'll send 15 million a month for your snacks."

I bengong. He mean he gave me 15 million dollars a month??

"Why? Less?"

"Eng. no. Why did it come to that?" Ask wonder. You see, this is not in the contract.

"Ga papa's. Take aja. The pin remembers, doesn't it."

I'm nodding. I saw the card in my hand. How, yeah. How do I feel now that I'm actually rich in night butterflies?

I also put the bag on the table. He glanced at the bag and took out the contents.

Arga's face looked surprised to see the clothesline inside. He looked up, looking at me who was still standing in front of him.

"How do you know?"

"The perfume in the closet is exactly the same as you." My answer.

He put down his teak and the look on his face was unpredictable.

"Well, I'm not angry. Mistake too. What matters is that my grandmother is still alive today." I said and went straight away, out of Arga's apartment which was even dumbstruck in his chair.

...🍁...

I approached Mr. Wicak on campus, as promised. Brother Wicak was talking to his friend, the older sister at the time, when I first came here and met. Who is it, his name. I forget.

"Sir Wicak." Sapaku and join them.

The brother saw me and immediately ended their conversation.

"If so, I'll go back, yeah. Bye." The brother waved at Brother Wicak who was instead looking at me without a blink. I smiled at her, but she didn't look at me anymore and left. How strange.

"Where are you from?" Asked Brother Wicak who looked at me with admiration.

"From home, let's." Answer lies. Lately I have been lying a lot.

"I went to the hospital this afternoon, and my grandmother ate a lot. Hope you get home soon, brother." I said while wearing the helmet given by Brother Wicak.

"Where are we going, brother?" Ask again.

Brother Wicak still kept looking at me. "Are we taking a taxi, yeah. You're so pretty, if you ride the bike you get dust." He said with a serious face and I laughed.

"Not what."

I went up and wrapped my hands around her waist. Motor runs towards the city center. Before long, Mr. Wicak stopped at a karaoke place.

"Here, brother?" I asked while staring at the big building.

"Yes, you want to sing. Yuk." yuk."

Brother Wicak took my hand in. After ordering, we went into a large room.

I put my bag close to Brother Wicak. Then take the mic while Brother Wicak sits waiting for me to find a song.

"What song do you want?" I asked from the mic until my voice echoed in the room.

"What aja. I'll listen to you."

I nodded, it seems that Brother Wicak did miss my voice because he just smiled since there.

I stood in front, facing the screen. While Brother Wicak sat quietly looking at me.

🎶Must I repeat my love for you

Convince yourself

Has it crossed your chest of doubt

Trouble your heart🎶

I sang with passion, occasionally looking up to her, so that she would know that this song was true, from my heart to her.

🎶... There will be no other love

Make sure my love is only for you

Have ever been bersit by you

I'm afraid of losing you too

Throw away all your grandiose thoughts of believing in our destiny

I love you🎶

I looked at her as I said that word of love. Really, I was seriously singing it from the bottom of my heart.

I sat down next to him and handed him the mic.

"Singing, over." My voice and she with her little smile accepted the mic and chose the song.

He stood up to me, and began to sing.

🎶If you are not the one, why is my soul happy today?

If you're not the one, why do my hands fit with you like this?

If you weren't mine, would I have the strength to stand?🎶

I looked at Brother Wicak who could not escape my eyes. I don't know why his facial expression makes me feel different. And that song, he did sing it. But unlike now, his look looked at me full of earnestness with meaningful lyrics in speech from his mouth.

🎶I never know what will happen in the future

But I know you're here with me now

We're gonna make it happen

And I hope you are a place to share my life

If I am not created for you, then why does my heart say that you are your partner?🎶

Brother Wicak approached me, but the song was not over. He sat down and gave me a box that I knew was a jewelry box.

"What is this, brother?"

"Open up."

I opened it slowly and was surprised to see it.

"Sister.." I can't speak. Brother Wicak gave me a gold necklace with a small heart. Real pretty.

Brother Wicak put it on my neck. I am unable to speak. It's gold, right? Brother Wicak why buy me this? I think it's expensive and a gift that's too big of a value.

"Sister, this is. isn't it too big?" I asked him who was looking at me with a smile.

"Suitable, pretty." Praise him without caring what I say.

I felt sad and guilty again. The sweet treatment and love of Sis Wicak increasingly felt I. He wasn't like this before. Now, I can feel that he loves me very much.

"Actually I want to give this to you on your birthday. But I'm not patient. So, I'll give it to you now." He said while stroking my hair.

I cried, I could not deny, I again remembered my crimes. Moreover, I could have enjoyed the game Arga.

Brother Wicak wiped my tears. Then cupped both my cheeks. "I love you. Don't even think about leaving, huh?"

I hugged Brother Wicak. I really love him. His words asking me not to leave him, I will definitely grant them.

"I hope you'll wait a few more years. I'll finish college, after I get a regular job, I'll marry you." Stab it again while gently stroking my back.

I take off my arms, "I've fallen too deep. Where can I leave you." Saying to him.

She smiled happily, cupping both of my cheeks with a loving look.

I felt my whole body rustle as Brother Wicak slowly brought his lips closer to mine. I know, he wanted to kiss me.

I closed my eyes, waiting for the kiss to land on my lips.

I thumped as the touch of her soft lips touched my lips, making me feel as if I was floating. My blood flow feels so tight. Brother Wicak kissed me lovingly.

Ah, this is completely different from Arga's rough kiss. Brother Wicak did it very gently and really hooked me.

Then, I felt something at the core of my body. He's pulsing. I don't know why at first glance I can feel the pleasure of making love and the throbbing is increasingly felt when Brother Wicak deepens his kiss.

What might this be the effect of me already feeling the pleasure of the world, makes me want to do it with Brother Wicak.

Slowly my hand went up, palpating the chest of Brother Wicak's field. Then touch his nape. At that moment I felt Brother Wicak starting to heat up. He put his tongue in.

I groaned, then boldly my hand touched something that had hardened down there.

Brother Wicak, I can feel his body responding well and..

"Shahdu."

I realized, my hand had touched her bottom pants.

"Ah, sorry brother. Sorry." I was shaking, I was embarrassed and stupid. How could I dare to do that. Stupid, stupid, stupid. My meaning in my heart.

"Haha." Brother Wicak even laughed seeing my reddened face.

"Prophey, Syahdu. I can still hold it, huh." He said and I covered my face because I was really embarrassed. He hugged me laughing, for some reason.

But I'm really embarrassed. Aaaaaa.. How's this...

Seriate...