SYAHDU (Contract Sleep Friends)
Warm Night for the First Time

** This Episode Contains Plusplus. Please be wise, if not skip aja bisakali, yaa..**

...PoV Syahdu Larasati's....

The opening speech from Soraya's father received a warm welcome. He smiled proudly at Arga and Soraya standing in front of the guests.

Arga and I looked at each other at a considerable distance. Not one bit he listened to what was said by his father, who now got a turn to take turns giving speeches.

I also gave my best smile to Arga who was still looking at me without blinking. I don't know what debt I owe him, why he came to like to prey me like that.

Someone came with a beautiful tray in which there were two boxes of rings.

Soraya with a big smile, grabbed Arga's hand and placed the ring in the man's hand.

Now it's his turn, but Arga hasn't moved yet. Julia helped him, giving a ring to pin on Soraya who had been waiting for him since.

Arga. Along with the wind that hit my face, I gave a small nod to Arga, assuring that what he was doing was right.

Yeah, correct. What's he staying with me for? I'm not as good as he thinks, and I don't want to be in a relationship with him, which will definitely trouble me.

Arga is still staring at me. After Soraya clasped her fingers to wake her up, she pinned the ring on the girl's finger.

A loud applause filled the open space. Now, they have become lovers who have officially engaged.

Music with syahdu. The guests were also asked to dance.

I can see that. How Arga with his stiff and flat face followed Soraya who invited him to dance.

I raised a glass to Arga, as my congratulations to him. But he threw away a face, probably pissed at me.

It's okay, I can't take it. Because I am still confused about my feelings. All I could feel was a huge sense of guilt towards Wicak. Especially if until I accept Arga, is not an insult to Wicak who has sincerely accepted me?

I put down the drink I hadn't touched before, then walked down the stairs. I want to go home after making sure the show goes well. For what linger, all is according to plan. Arga's engaged and I'm just living my life back. Opening a new page to become a better shahdu.

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Now I walk alone in a hallway. Look, in the end I got nothing. Only a painful path full of thorns, which may be more painful in the future without anyone beside me.

I entered Arga's apartment with my fingerprints, threw my body on the sofa and opened the high heels that had made my feet hurt.

Tired, I leaned my back on the soft sofa. My place and Arga often do the work.

Suddenly I remembered everything that had happened between me and Arga. I spread my eyes, watching every corner of the room. This whole place, Arga and I used to wear it.

I got up, opened the balcony door, and the wind instantly made the white curtain fly and it felt very cold.

For some reason, suddenly there was sadness in my heart when I was leaving this place. Long before Grandma and Wicak died, I was excited to move. Shitty, now I feel hard to go.

But, I did have to leave this place because Arga, that man is about to get married and live here with his wife, maybe?

Sweet words and promises Arga, I consider all the sheets of tissue that fly in the wind.

Why am I listening to another promise. Because many times the promise was reneged on, by Brother Wicak, grandmother, and now Arga.

I closed my eyes. Aahs.. Whether the wind tonight is colder than usual, or indeed because of my gray feelings, I don't know.

Arga, I've been wanting to tell him something ever since. I haven't told you that I'm leaving. I wanted to say thank you, but it felt impossible. He's busy right now.

So, should I leave a piece of paper here, or type words on a cell phone and send for her?

"Shahdu."

Slowly I opened my eyes. It was like hearing Arga's voice in my eardrum. Maybe this is a habit that should be removed later. Arga's voice is sometimes cold...

"Shahdu."

A cold finger touched my arm. I turned around, and indeed found Arga now in front of me, still dressed the same when I last saw him dancing with his future wife.

"Arga, why..."

Why is he here? Isn't this her engagement party?

"I'm looking for you, it turns out to be here." he said. His eyes looked at me so deeply, I was swept away because I knew he loved me.

"Why come here?"

"You want to go?" Arga answered me with a new question. Then I nodded, answering that stupid question. Obviously I have to go, because you already have my replacement.

"Can you stay here longer, Syahdu?" Arga clasped both of my arms tightly. "I beg you here, don't go anywhere. I need you."

I'm stunned. This guy seems to be depending on me.

"Here it is, Syahdu. Can, right?"

I approached. Staring at a bead that can now be likened to a sign of love. Yeah, Arga's gaze later felt different.

I put my hand to his neck. I pecked her lips which taught me a lot about how to kiss.

All this time I kept quiet, but I understood what Arga had explained and now, somehow I want to give this to him.

Arga returned my kiss. He gently cut my lips. This time I saw him close his eyes, then tightly hug my waist.

We kissed long enough. Even that cold wind that night I didn't care, because I got another warmth from Arga.

He let go of his kiss. Then hold my chin.

"I'm collecting a gift I asked for when I got engaged." He said to me in a heavy voice.

Arga again told me my lips were more lusty. And this feels even more delicious. Really am..

He took me in without letting go of his kiss.

Arga pushed and threw me on the bed. He kept silent for a while looking at me as if I was his prey. He opened his suit and tie with eyes that kept staring at me. He unbuttoned the entire shirt without removing it from his body. Then he climbed into the bed, right above me.

Arga kissed me on my forehead long enough.

"I love you, Syahdu. I love you so much. And I'll wait until you're ready to accept me."

My blood rippled at the words coming out of Arga's lips. Whether it is true, or just a beautiful word on the bed. I don't know, but I want to finish this.

I pulled her and kissed Arga's lips again, giving off a sensation that Arga had never felt from me.

But Arga's not his name, if he's not proficient. For the first time, I felt that the kiss Arga gave me burned me deeply.

I wanted to stop Arga when I felt like what we did was wrong. Arga got engaged two hours ago, but I did this to her instead.

But just as I wanted to say it, the man fiercely kissed me. Lips, necks, until he violently tore the cloth that covered my chest.

Arga devoured something that made me crumble even more. Next to his hand played the peak of pleasure that I used to hold. I bit my lips because of a sensation I had never felt before until I finally got sad..

I squeezed Arga's hair, the guy got me so excited. He lowered his kiss down, making me groan as he managed to make something down there completely wet.

"Aahs.. Arga.." I squeezed his hair. I can't help it, Arga makes me feel like I'm going to explode.

The man quickly opened his pants. I'm pounding. I couldn't help it when Arga started swiping his hard stuff at the core of my pleasure.

Arga, he silently looked at me who was still trying to catch his hunting breath.

"Promise me, Syahdu. Don't leave me."

I stared at both eyeballs with a mist of passion. I can't think right now, in my eyes Arga is very fierce and makes me unable to hold it anymore.

"Arga. can..." I bit my lip as I felt Arga slowly stuffing hers.

"Promise, Syahdu." He said with a heavy voice. But I cannot speak. What I feel is pleasure in my whole body, but Arga has not moved his.

"Arga. please." I asked her, for the first time, I asked Arga to do it for me.

Arga kissed my lips, soaked with his saliva. I can feel the sweet breath of mint that controls my nose.

"I need your promise, Syahdu." He said again, right in front of my face.

"Yes. I promise." I said without thinking.

"Say it clearly.."

"I promise, I won't leave you." I answered in haste.

I opened my mouth as I felt all of Arga's belongings enter my center.

"Shahdu.." Arga whispered in my ear. I opened my eyes, now his face was only three cent in front of me.

"I love you."

Arga's confession stunned me. I already know, but when I hear it like this, it feels..

"I love you so much." His whisper again while gently stroking my cheek with his nose.

"Arga."

"Ssttt.." he kissed my cheek gently, then kissed my ear lobe, making my whole body now bristle and feel fierce as Arga stomped her hip, giving off a very overwhelming sensation.

My breath is hunting. I want Arga to quickly do that for me. But he hung me.

"Argha.."

Arga again jerked his hips, making me close my eyes and open my mouth feeling great pleasure.

"Shahdu.." whispered gently.

I'm holding this half-dead, Arga's really playing me.

"I. no. aahh.." one more jolt, I was at the end of my power to resist the desire that was held Arga.

"I won't leave you.." I said with hunting breath.

Arga silent. He looked into my eyes with a mist of passion again in my eyes, Arga was very gallant.

"Promise, Syahdu. Don't leave me."

"I. ngghhh. I will not leave you, Arga." Now I'm stroking both of his cheeks. "I promise. I'm not gonna leave you." I said again, making sure that I didn't lie so that this would end quickly.

Arga smiled obliquely, then he******* my lips while jerking his hips with a gentle swing, making me feel like I want to float, until he accelerated the rhythm that made me sigh even more.

Arga and I, did that many times just that night. Until finally she got tired and fell asleep on my chest.

Arga's hug, I pecked his sweaty shoulder from that night's activity. I am grateful that there are still men who love me...

TB

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