SYAHDU (Contract Sleep Friends)
Conscious

Not only is the moon dimmed in black clouds, but also a heart that was once happy because he thought, maybe his life will be perfect after a woman who suddenly dominated his heart revealed love. Then he must squeeze happiness because the love said is not for him.

One thing Arga realized was that he was not the winner.

All this time, by opening the first seal, it meant that he had already become one of the important people in the woman's life. But in fact, it doesn't happen. Syahdu didn't even look at him. In the eyes of Syahdu there is only Wicak. Even in the mind of the woman there is only Wicak, even in his sleep, the man continues to dominate the life of Syahdu. Isn't that the guy the winner?

Arga did not feel the cold as the wind blew into his body. He could feel nothing but pain in his heart. Arga's self-esteem seems to collapse when it turns out that the woman only imagines herself as a Wicak. All this time, did Syahdu imagine the man while playing with him?

Arga kicking strong iron balcony divider. He squeezed the iron. There was nothing he could do but feel deeply disappointed. Arga chose to enter again. His eyes looked at the woman on his bed. Syahdu, his innocent face even smiled in sleep. Who is he dreaming about? Wh who? That made Arga even more upset.

It was already 9am, Syahdu blinked as Arga opened the wide window curtain that made the sunlight radiate to his face.

Syahdu held his head when it started to wake up. It felt heavy, Syahdu closed his eyes again, he still wanted to sleep.

"Related. Not going to college?" Arga walked towards the kitchen, brought a bowl of porridge and placed it on the nightstand.

"Eat tuh. I made porridge."

Syahdu opened his eyes, finding Arga standing looking at him. A glimpse of Syahdu's memory appears, Brother Wicak and himself had intercourse last night.

Syahdu's eyes immediately opened wide as he recalled the hot night with Wicak. But, why is he even in Arga's apartment? Ah, it seems like it was just a dream. But, it feels very real.

"I was. last night.."

"Drunken up! Oh, nyusahin, lo. Because you're drunk, I have to drive you home and get penalized for my unfinished job last night!" Grumpily Arga was annoyed. His eyebrows were linked, indicating that he was angry.

Arga did run away from her job last night because she saw Syahdu who was drunk. Therefore, Arga must pay a fine for what he did because it ended his performance that was not on the contract schedule.

"I don't remember, Ga. Sorry, yes. But my head is dizzy." he said in a hoarse voice.

Arga looked at him in annoyance. Shit, Syahdu forgot that night.

"Thank you, yes, the porridge. I'll eat it later because my stomach's not good either." He then grabbed and activated his phone.

"Next time, don't bother me if you want to mabok!" Grutter Arga again and walk away from Syahdu.

"Eh, Ga." Syahdu pointed at Arga's neck. "That's why.."

Arga folded his hands on his chest. "Lo, aren't you inget or pretending to be inget? This is what you do." Clearly pointing at his neck which was full of red patches.

"Whatdoes? Why me??"

Syahdu's question even made Arga even more upset. In fact, the girl who continued to kiss him until Arga himself was surprised to be mixed with pleasure.

Syahdu tried to sit down, but his naked body made him frown.

"I'm..." Syahdu looked at Arga who was still standing next to each other. Seeing the relationship between his body which was only covered in blankets and the kissmark-filled Arga neck made Syahdu begin to understand.

"Jeez, i-it's. Did I actually make it?" Syahdu shut his mouth. He himself was confused as to why he could do that to Arga. Though he only remembers his friendship with Wicak. Was last night really not Wicak but Arga??

Arga came out and changed clothes. He wears a turtle neck shirt to cover the bluish red around his neck when the weather outside is hot.

"Ga, where are you going?" Ask Syahdu who is still sitting on the bed.

"Lecture." Answer and exit the apartment.

Syahdu leaned back, staring at the ceiling uneasily. What exactly is going on? Why did he not remember Arga and instead saw Wicak's face in his memory?

Indeed in retrospect, he came with the Clouds and there was Arga there as well. Then, he accidentally drank the alcohol Naya had thrust on him. Since then, she remembers nothing but Wicak who picked her up in the car park.

Parking cars? Syahdu began to close his eyes while twitching his dizzy forehead. Errghs.. It turns out that Arga. Not Wicak, because his girlfriend did not have a car.

Aah. means the dream while he sleeps with Wicak is actually a reality that he did to Arga. Arrgh. Maybe that's why Arga was so angry, right? Syahdu chose to lay down his body, he will apologize to Arga later. Now, he wanted to sleep because his head still felt heavy. He will be going to college later.

Drrt..

Syahdu's phone shook, he grabbed it on the nightstand and picked up the phone from Wicak.

"Yes, brother?" Answer Syahdu with eyes closed.

'Shahdu, are you all right?'

Syahdu opened his eyes, it seemed like something was missing.

'Last night I called but it was switched off. You didn't go to college either. Are you really all right?'

"Lt's.." Syahdu breathed heavily. He quickly thought of making a new statement. "I'm fine, brother. Today was a little dizzy so no college." Say Syahdu with his hoarse voice.

'You sick? You where? I'm there, yes, anterin you to the hospital.'

"Oh, don't do it, brother. I'm coming in, it's noon. It's also a bit dry.' Answer Syahdu quickly.

'That right? If you are still sick, rest first. Oh yeah, what time was it last night? Cloud Dianter, right??'

"eeee.. Yes, sis. Dianter Clouds around 11 p.m."

'great. You're really nothing, aren't you? What do you want to eat, I'll bring it.'

Syahdu. This man, really loves his heart.

"I'm nothing, brother, right. I'll go to college in the afternoon, we'll see you, okay?" The piece of memory doing just that with Wicak made him miss.

'yes. Yes, that is it. You take a break, yeah.'

Syahdu hung up. He closed his eyes. It feels like constantly lying to Arga has become a habit. She feels like a bad woman now. But this won't continue for long. Because Syahdu will think of a way so that he can be released from Wicak after his grandmother is healed and return home later.

TB