SYAHDU (Contract Sleep Friends)
A New Reality for Arga

"Hey, why daydream."

Syahdu blinked several times as Arga flicked his hand in front of Syahdu.

"You crying?" Arga hurriedly cupped Syahdu's face with both hands. Then wipe away the girl's tears.

"Why?"

"Ngga. I'm flickering." He said evasively, lowering Arga's hand from his cheek.

"You sure?"

Both of Syahdu's eyes looked at Arga's clear eyeballs. Then I am sure.

"If you need anything, tell me quickly, okay?" Arga said again with eyes that could not be separated from Syahdu.

"You want me to thwart this fiancee? If you say 'yes', I'll do it for you." Tukas Arga suddenly, making Syahdu beat.

'Really?' Syahdu smiled bitterly. Anyway, he wouldn't do that. He would not do something that his own heart wanted Arga for it was just a habit. Not because I like. He's sure of it. He did not want to ruin the happiness of the Arga family. She didn't want Mom and Ima Arga to be disappointed.

"What are you talking about.." Syahdu even shed her tears. Why does his heart hurt, he himself does not understand.

"I know you're sad when I leave."

"No."

"You can't lie about that. I know." Said Arga again. He was certain about what he heard and felt last night from Syahdu.

Shahdu looked at him again. Is he really what Arga described him as?

"You're just confused now, I'm sure of it."

"No, Ga. I'm.." Syahdu stopped, he did not know what to answer.

Arga held back the hair that covered Syahdu's face because of the wind. They stared at each other for quite a while. .

Arga tilted his face. He kissed Syahdu's lips. Long enough, until the girl closed her eyes. Arga wanted Syahdu to realize that his heart had turned to him. After all, if Syahdu only needs it because he is currently empty, Arga does not matter.

Arga could feel, Syahdu enjoying what he was doing on the lips of the girl. Syahdu's hand clasped Arga's shirt tightly, but a few seconds later, Syahdu let go of his kiss. He threw away the face.

"Shahdu.."

"Can we go home?" Take Syahdu suddenly.

"We've just arrived." Arga clasped Syahdu's hand. "Didn't you want to spend the same time I was here?"

The warm grip made Syahdu spontaneously release his hand from Arga.

"I want to go home." Syahdu just passed by, walking towards the car.

Arga looked at him confusedly. What happened to Shahdu's change of attitude towards her? It was strange, but he could feel that Syahdu had received his kiss. Even so, Arga continued to follow the will of Syahdu.

"Something, huh?" Ask Arga behind the wheel. Views split. Sometimes he turned to Syahdu who only looked out the window. "I was wrong? You still mad at me for making my clothes last night? Or because I kissed you all of a sudden?"

Syahdu sighed. No, not at all. But because of the dream, his feelings became erratic. Moreover, just now Arga showed a very real resemblance to his dream, and of course the kiss frustrated him.

"I'm sorry if you're still angry. But I really don't mean to hurt or hurt you."

"Engga, really. I just want to make a promise to your mom. We're going to your engagement location, yeah. My mom was there." He answered without looking at Arga.

The man stared in disbelief. Though clearly, Arga could feel last night Syahdu crying because of it. Also the kiss that Syahdu received with tranquility. But now, the attitude of the girl changed.

Arga no longer replied. Syahdu's attitude really confused him.

Arriving at the location, Syahdu got off the car followed by Arga. The girl climbed several steps to reach the Arga engagement site. A beautiful garden was up there and Julia was waiting for her.

"Ah, it's finally coming too." Julia hugged Syahdu for a while, then stared intently at Arga.

"Where are you from, huh? My mom's phone never picked up!"

"Busy." He answered lazily, then went somewhere.

Syahdu looked around. The outdoor location is very beautiful it is very suitable as a place to tie the promise. The air is cold too. May it not rain, prayer Syahdu in heart.

"Well, why are you here?" The loud voice made Syahdu look over. Soraya came with wide steps.

"You want to ruin my show??"

"Soraya, don't do it. Syahdu came to help you." Julia Bela.

"Help what, auntie? Help destroy the show??"

Julia took a breath. "Raya, you know, that makes Arga finally want your same fiancee, Syahdu."

"What?!"

"Syahdu has helped persuade Arga. He is also the one who helped choose the decorations that you have been praising."

"Shahdu, you came at last. Come on, help me out here." A man with the head of the plontos gurgled at Syahdu's hand.

"Om Neno?" Soraya looked strange to see the designer also the owner of the Wo was familiar with Syahdu.

"Hey, don't be rude. Syahdu this is a great pinterrr. I'll take it first, Grandma." He immediately took Syahdu away.

While Soraya was still staring at the wonder and did not like the woman there.

"Soraya, that Syahdu doesn't have the same feelings Arga. You know, her boyfriend just died and she's very sad about it. So, don't be rude, her son is nice. Trust me, aunt."

Soraya snorted with her eyes still pointed sharply at Syahdu.

A few minutes later, Syahdu managed to compose the name Arga and Soraya, then gave him a little decoration so that it looks beautiful and lit at night.

Why does Syahdu feel strange about his mood today. Suddenly he didn't want to do anything.

"Why is it looked at?"

Syahdu looked back, Arga standing with both hands in his pants pocket.

"Good, right? I made it."

"Absolutely not. I even want to burn this place down."

Syahdu shook his head. Then take some flowers to put in a big vase.

"What time do you want to go home? Let me take you."

"Ne go home."

"Huh? You want to stay here?"

"You're not coming home. Because tomorrow's your show. So, mommy asked you not to go to the apartment first."

"Arga, baby. You're here apparently." Soraya came and immediately hugged Arga's arm. At once Arga took it off with a piss, then left from there.

Soraya looked upset, then she looked at Syahdu who was seriously arranging flowers.

"Awas lo, yes. If you dare ruin my show, I'll-"

"Those interests. I don't like Arga. So don't think of the distance." Syahdu replied quickly, then stepped away leaving Soraya who was stomping her feet in annoyance.

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Syahdu gasped when he heard the sound of the door slamming. Arga came with a furious face because last night Syahdu left him at that location.

"Why don't you go home and say something?"

Syahdu sighed. She sat down and brushed her hair on the edge of the bed.

"Last night what was the show? Excited, no?" Ask Syahdu, ignoring Arga's question. The man last night was deliberately framed by Syahdu to stay there. Syahdu quietly went home and slept in the apartment.

"Say you don't want me engaged!" Suddenly strike Arga.

"It has nothing to do with it. I came home tired."

"Don't lie. You're jealous and don't like it, am I fiancee?!"

Syahdu looked in wonder. Why is Arga suddenly like this?

"Why are you suddenly angry, Ga? You're engaged tonight. Don't be weird."

"I'm not weird. You are weird. I know you don't want to lose me. Yeah, right?" Arga was upset that Syahdu had deceived him. Last night the girl said she would wait until her family event was over. Shahdu went and Arga could not get out of there. Of course Arga was angry, especially there was no shahdu on his side.

"You misunderstood. I'm still very sad about Mr. Wicak. Don't add to my burden, Ga." Syahdu wants to leave.

"Shahdu!" Arga clasped the hand of Syahdu who wanted to leave him.

"I can stay by your side. If you want, I'll cancel-"

"Udahlah, Ga. Why the hell, all of a sudden like this?"

"Because I know, you like me. But you don't want to admit how you feel."

"I don't like you, Ga. I like it just the same, Mr. Wicak. Please don't get me wrong." Answer Syahdu. He did not want the event that had been arranged to finally fail because of him.

"Huh, why? I love you too."

"I can't be with you, Ga. I am committed to not opening my heart to anyone. Anyway, I just want to be with Wicak, a guy like Wicak's sister. And you can't be like him." Shahdu again.

"Indeed right! But I have my own way to please you, Syahdu." His screams were unacceptable, compared to that man.

"But the only way Wicak loves me that I want!" Screeched Syahdu while looking intently at Arga who looked frustrated. "Get my hand off!"

"Shahdu, please. Give me a chance. Once a time!"

"I don't know why you suddenly feel this way. But then again, I just want a lizard, nothing else." Syahdu's eyes glazed over while trying to take his hand off Arga.

"Didn't you feel the same way about me?" Asked Arga in a tone that started to drop. "Even when we have sex for months. Are you not even printed?"

Syahdu. He threw away his face, not wanting to look at Arga.

"Take me, Syahdu. All this time, has there not been the slightest taste of your love for me??!"

"There certainly is. I-i know. There's gotta!" Tukas Arga again, then grasped the hands of Shahdu.

"Look at me, Syahdu. Tell me you have a little of that feeling."

Syahdu did not look at him.

"You like me, don't you? I-i know. There's no way you haven't felt for me in the least."

"I don't have that kind of feeling for anyone but the same Wicak!" Syahdu returned Arga's gaze with a loud voice.

"No way, our relationship is special in bed even you enjoy it."

Syahdu immediately gripped tightly onto Arga's collar and looked at her deeply with watery eyes. "Look, yeah. I don't have the same feeling as you. Although it has been connected a hundred or even a thousand times. Nothing makes me flutter because our relationship is just a bedmate. Not more!"

Arga lost control. His body softened after hearing that remark from Syahdu's mouth. How can Syahdu not like it with the relationship they have been doing all this time? The words of Shahdu hurt him.

"Why??" Syahdu stared cynically at Arga who was sitting languidly on the edge of the bed.

"When it's clear in the contract that you only think of me as a bedmate. Aye, right? Now get out, Arga. There's a big event waiting for you tonight." Tukas Syahdu then went into the bathroom, leaving Arga who still did not believe what he had just heard from Syahdu.