Hating Love
Resistance

There are some things that are getting delayed the better and the worse the faster the worse but all things gradually must be faced. So believe that His destiny will not betray...

Sometimes we are not allowed to go and are expected to settle down while wanting to free ourselves from the shackles of uncertain bonds.

Escape is not a way to solve problems but give yourself a break for a moment and it is not denied that it may make things worse.

Much happens and is heard through the right ear and issued through the left ear because it does not care but in fact to distance itself and begin to isolate themselves in endless loneliness.

There is always a problem to be faced even if initially it continues to be avoided. Like a river that is dry in the dry season and full of water during the rainy season. Although there is garbage as an obstacle or barrier but the water in it still flows although little by little because there is still a little gap if the greater the use.

Being forced may not be a good thing but I don't know when the heart won't accept anymore what is this self-power that has been hurt to speak?

Disappointed, because they are forced.

Crying, when you are unable to accept.

To whom should this self complain?

To whom do the eyes shed every tear?

To whom...? To WHOM...?

My heart is hurt.

My body and soul have been broken into pieces.

From one to thousands, from units to tens, from tens to hundreds, from hundreds to thousands, from thousands to millions and so on.

Many words want to be expressed but the mouth is difficult to say.

Can't!

I can't talk about things that hurt other people's hearts.

I don't want anyone to get hurt because of the words that come out of my mouth.

I don't want to hurt more people because of a few simple things.

Yes, simple because only a few things I don't accept.

It's true because I can't accept it.

I have my heart that I'm guarding.

My eyes are holding back from shedding tears.

It's totally unacceptable. The people I've been guarding all this time are the ones who are hurting me right now.

Being hurt by someone I trust.

Betrayed again and again.

But remain silent and smile accepting his attitude in the crowd but cry even scream in solitude because of the pain that creeps into the depths of the heart.

Undeniably my stubbornness in the crowd is my sadness in solitude.

It is like wisdom alone, while the crowd is like a curse.

There is a lot of unseen hatred in the crowd.

A lot of ridicule shot out from the mouths of irresponsible people who were reluctant to bear what he said from the mouth of his tiger.

Not infrequently...

Many like to secretly protect from the darkness of the crowd.

There is a lot of love that is without reward, there is love and affection without being loved.

Ironically, I don't know what's wrong with me.

Blasphemed, insulted, reviled and even scolded for his mistakes.

Who me?

Where'sme?

How'this?

What am I supposed to do?

Where should I ask?

When does this end?

Humm...

Can't keep going like this!

I have to put up a fight.

Defend yourself and establish position.