
Everyone is born at different times, endowed by parents, family and close relatives is often considered a blessing for the family and everyone.
Not everyone whose presence is expected. Not infrequently many people who consider your presence is a curse. Make everyone hate you.
There may be those who when he was born and his mother died after he was born his father hated himself because it was considered a carrier of bad luck and many other bad events that happened after he was born.
Most people say "The Shit Carrier".
Being hated by family, relatives, neighbors and friends in the neighborhood is a pretty hard ordeal. The one who survives and tries his luck until success he is considered the winner. While he who could not bear it and finally gave up until his suicide he was considered to lose in the game of destiny.
Destiny there are 2 kinds of one destiny that can be changed and another is a destiny that can not be changed (already determined by the creator).
To change the existing destiny must change itself for the better, releasing the thought that he is the unlucky carrier, not expected and others.
Your birth has been established, so your destiny and path are determined.
Giving up or continuing to fight bad conversations makes you better and proves with your success that is in an environment that makes you considered worthless.
Go find a place where you are appreciated.
Look for a new place so you can start a new life better than before, maybe in that place you are considered a pesky carrier because that place and environment does not fit you.
Go find your true self, do not hesitate, do not worry, and do not be afraid to believe that the creator and his messenger are always with you wherever you are.
Don't give up before you get what's best for you and the people who support you right now.
Believe that no matter how hard your parents attitude still has you in their heart. Not infrequently they secretly pray for you in his prostration hope for the best of you.
His attitude may be indifferent, his anger overflowing, and his rude attitude may be to protect yourself and take care of yourself so that you can adapt to the outside world when you are far away from him.
Because there will be a time when you are separated from him to go overseas to find a dime to prolong life.
A speck of change to prolong life...
Recep or money can not extend life but with a dime collected we can meet personal needs and a little help parents at home and in their hometown.
Believe it or not with the little money we send our parents home will be happy and very grateful for your kindness.
Do not be discouraged if the money you give to him is not comparable to what your brothers give to your parents, do not be angry because compared to those whose income is greater than you but thank you for the gift that your creator has given you because not everyone has the same or better opportunity than you out there many people who do not have money even to beg in front of many people just for the sake of getting money as a lifeline.