Hating Love
Riddles

The deep sadness came again. Yes again suddenly and disappear by leaving pain.

I don't understand when I'm gonna have to be like this. Is this my punishment for my past mistakes ? Or the punishment of the shameless me?

I want clarity from this sudden sense of coming. I want to know the reason for the pain that made my spirit less and sometimes lost control of my own feelings.

Until now I don't even understand the real reason I'm here. I may know that my presence is destiny but I do not understand the reason for my present destiny.

I live by order and I take orders but I will oppose everything that goes beyond my feelings.

Sometimes I wonder about how I'm going to run all this with those who even I don't know well.?

I even sometimes get confused why there are times when I have to feel pain for no apparent reason, but I have to admit that the pain sometimes makes me realize that I am only present for a while and not forever anyway he will not forever accompany me.

There will be a time when he will go and be the beginning where I have to start again after all the feelings called sadness for the loss of something.

I hold on or give up all depends on how important he is to me? How much influence has he had on me? And how much I want to survive.

Life has indeed been set by destiny but destiny is not completely set by God because there are some destinies that can be changed and changed according to what I choose and I live.

Whether or not I walk to the end of my success and hope depends on how strong I am able to survive and withstand forging on myself.

Once again succeeding or failing does not depend on destiny but depends on the seriousness of self in placing and taking the time to accept the challenges that must be run with seriousness then success will come in accordance with what you make efforts.

In fact success is already in destiny but the way to get it is not mentioned in fate and how long it will last all depends on how hard you try to maintain and renew what has been there in order to be something better and interesting for something worthy.

Going or settling down is just an option and choosing one of them might be a child because adults will get it all that people out there say.

But not all adults have the opportunity to have fun in one or more options.

Those who choose and have more must be able to keep and maintain it so that it is not easily lost or captured by someone who has stronger strength.

Keep in mind that losing something will not realize that it is valuable just because you do not know other functions of it.

Everything is a puzzle that is still a mystery among many people who are fighting for something.

Good night to you connoisseurs staying up late don't forget sleep is what the human body needs...

...^^^Warm salam,^^...

......Sks~---......