
The love...
Love and passionate lust become a wound in the heart.
Love that gives wounds, like vinegar that becomes a thorn in a wound.
This love that makes you disappointed.
The love that they make excuses for the impingement of lust.
Love that makes the reproductive apparatus stiffen, the wand hardens, the mountain explodes and takes out its larvae.
The betrayal that occurred due to dissatisfaction became a deep wound.
The self refuses to accept new things and becomes entangled in disappointment.
It is undeniable that when meeting him this body still stiffens and trembles between yearning and not accepting betrayal.
It is hard to deny that this betrayal became a deep and imprinted trauma to the heart.
The heart refuses to attend, while the body misses it.
Tears spilled at the same time.
The body misses him, the heart refuses his presence.
My presence here is like a substitute for her inability to have the one she craved.
Like an outburst of his lust, giving him access to myself. Without me realizing I accepted this harsh reality.
But God made me realize that he did not deserve this precious me. God made me realize that I was actually just a substitute.
I'm just his replacement, I'm just his escape. She doesn't want me, she just thinks of me as her.
Ask yourself if he ever gave you what you wanted? Did he ever try to impress you? or do you want yourself to be happy with a simple thing that she does other than venting her lust ?
If not then realize you are only a substitute and the impingement of his lust is not really wanting you as his companion.
Remember there is still hope to turn around and look for better before you die. But keep in mind after leaving never turn around again or it's like saying that there's still hope for him in your heart.
If you have found a good one for you, do not be too greedy and ask for more because many people are injured and cannot return because of the greed that dominates him.
Regret does not occur at the beginning because it is not registration, nor will registration occur twice with equal opportunities and benefits.
The one who leaves may come back but not the one who has left something for the sake of greed if his desires and passions of his world are not fulfilled then he will continue to look for more and more.
Everyone has their own eyes and judgment about you. Let them express themselves as they please about you and you are enough to be yourself to make yourself happy.
A thousand words, hundreds of sentences, dozens of complaints, units of taste are stored and quoted in a beautiful story about the life between hate and love, love and hate and hate love because of the wound that was drenched in the chest initially by love so passionate in the chest that it made wounds without blood and medicine but left a deep trauma about love.
The love that he initially believed was medicine now left him helpless on a wound without the usual medicine concocted by doctors or ordinary specialists.
His healer was a love that made him hurt in such a way. Wh why? Because at first he chose to love the wrong person and hurt the meaning of love in his heart.
Want to get back from hating love just by being with the person who also hates love, or he who really knows love and is willing to turn yourself into a love lover again.
There will be two endings between him being a lover of love or him really hating love. It all depends on the process he goes through and on what fate will give him.
The end of the story is his own destiny. If at this time he has not met with good things maybe it is a karma or punishment or even a curse because of his mistakes in his past life.
If it is true that the punishment may be there will be a time when he is given good things for having accepted everything.
Whereas if it is not punishment it may be a replica of love itself. Replicas, duplicates or imitations will never be the same as real love.
It should be reminded that love has various other meanings in each individual.
Love itself is like a thought about love in your heart. Your thoughts on love are the meaning of love that you apply in your brain, which if it's against reality your brain can't possibly accept reality and still have to adapt to what you think of love itself.
Taken from a snippet in Alodokter about how the brain works: "With the spinal cord, the brain acts as the control center of the body and composes the central nervous system (CNS). It is this nervous system that then works together with the peripheral nervous system to give humans the ability to perform various activities, such as walking, talking, breathing, to eat and drink.3 Feb 2020"
Until here at least it is known that the brain is the control center of the body which if in our brain has applied a thought then that is what we will do.
And for what you've done.
Apologies don't change what you've done.
Suppose an apology can make the ocean recede to the bottom without having to sacrifice anything maybe your apology could be a consideration for me.
In fact, there is only 0.1% will happen because the end of the day is not because of your apology or because of the tsunami but keep in mind the tsunami never makes the ocean dry or recede to the bottom.
There's one other possibility that you're moving the ocean into the desert. It is obvious that it is impossible for an ordinary man without miracles or gifts like Moses who can split the sea so that his followers can avoid the pursuit of Pharaoh in the teachings of Islam.
You may have been created by your Lord for your own duty not to interfere in the affairs of others despite helping each other's living beings but there are times when you are not allowed to interfere in the affairs of others, that is when the person himself does not accept or want help from you.
In Indonesia they have Human Rights (Human Rights) that can protect themselves from birth into this world.
The HAM itself is...
" Human rights is a legal and normative concept that states that a human being has inherent rights to himself because he is a human being. Human rights apply anytime, anywhere, and to anyone, so they are universal. HAM is in principle inalienable. Wikipedia"
The purpose of HAM...
The goal of Human Rights is to protect the right of human beings to live with dignity, which includes the right to life, the right to freedom, and the right to security. ...Human Rights encourages actions based on awareness and responsibility to ensure that the rights of others are not violated.11 Nov 2020
(https://m.merdeka.com › rations › me..)
And about HAM...
Human rights are set out in article 27 to article 34 of the Constitution 1945. Human rights to employment and decent living, in which this verse reads “Every citizen is entitled to a decent job and livelihood on welfare”.14 Mar 2020
(https://redlineindonesia.org › shells..)
That is the review related to Human Rights or Human Rights.