Hating Love
Story in story
Sen, november 15, 2021
I began to feel strange things about myself, and I gradually began to understand the condition of my own body.
My increasingly old behavior made myself start to be afraid to tell many people that I was worth fighting for.
My breath was so long that someone made me feel emotional and disappointed that I wanted to hurt him let him feel like killing him was easy and if it's done there's no problem, it's just that my body trembles with fear of not being able to hurt someone while my mind goes on to hurt a lot of people so that he feels what I feel.
The impulse came more and more day to make me disturbed, my mindset became misled even if only for a moment but I was afraid it really happened.
You know not to me killing you is an easy thing if I want to do it. Don't take yourself high if you can't make your supporters really happy. Catch this! Never play with small fires because no one will know what kind of wind will come and hit you in the future.
Salt, 16 nov 2021
It's true that I'm no longer important. Even my words have easily forgotten, maybe when I speak he never really listens to me.
Aish felt disappointed in this...
Maybe all this time I was too confident or I was too much hope...
Aish is so annoying!
Akhh! I was so upset when I found out that in my heart I was no longer someone special...
Although I know that she has a lover but I don't know everything feels uncomfortable.
Thursday, 18 nov 2021
Perish!
Your life is in my hands.
Holding you down is as easy as dropping a glass.
Letting you get hurt is my wish.
Seeing you cry for me is my hunger.
Getting you to do something stupid for me is my goal.
From the beginning to the end of my arrival only for your downfall.
My love for you has been consumed by the pain you have given me.
I didn't go to avoid you, I did,,
But...
To make up your mind "DESTROY YOU!"
Haha...
Writer, writer,
SK
Wednesday, 24 nov 2021
Leave all these mistakes to me...
Just let me get hurt so deep that I finally decided to drop myself from a tall building...
Haha...
Crazy, it's crazy I got to get entangled with every knife stab you gave me!
Should I accept all this?
Can I continue to torture you with thousands of scorn and insinuations?!
I can only afford that I'm a little tired too...
So can you understand me for a moment not to destroy my hopes and dreams?
Not for long. 1week does not matter really...
Thanks,
City Ks...
Thursday, 2 December 2021
Now his gaze is empty
His soul is not in the body
His heart has been broken
By thousands of wounds
*The wound is already in effect
Not a scratch anymore
But it has become a big hole*
His body is no longer the same
His mind is no longer in the world
Death was like a blessing that he kept waiting for
Life is like the torture he receives
I don't know what sins were committed
A past life that is a mystery
The future is still unpredictable
Happy fighting fellow different goals...
Writer, writer,
Sks...
