Hating Love
I wasn't wrong

It's been a long time since I last wrote about us being together but ultimately separated because of disagreements. It is undeniable that all of this is true and indeed real.

I once loved someone with all my heart but I was also hurt so deeply that I stuck deep in my heart until I finally made me a vindictive person and had the desire to kill everything hurt me.

I may be selfish, but there is nothing wrong with me before I know you. What's wrong is that you were present and gave me a wound.

Maybe because I was expecting you too much to make myself fall apart, but I'm not wrong because you also gave me hope.

I don't want to be blamed because it's true that I'm never wrong that it's you who give hope to people who hope that let's think that I'm selfish or whatever but I'm actually not like that before there was you in my life.

I was my true self before the pain that came upon me, I was let down by the hope you had given me.

Actually I don't want to be like this but whatever my day, I'm really disappointed the pain that arises because your mistake to me makes me completely destroyed.

I don't want to be too hopeful or think more but this is how it is, I'm disappointed by the wait I've put in for you.

You just leave without thinking about me and my feelings.

I need an explanation but baby you never want to explain

That's what makes it all loose. Either I am selfish or you are lazy to explain it to me.

To be honest, if at that time you still want to explain, I will try to understand your feelings, but until the time I feel tired because of the wait I have been waiting for and I choose to let you go and let you be happy with him.

It may hurt at the beginning but I believe I will eventually find my happiness without you, so I'm sorry if one day if I turn to see I'm no longer behind you.

Because I've been tired of waiting and waiting for an explanation from you even though now you've come to explain everything but I think it's too late,.

Yes there is no more chance for me and you to get back together because I am happy with him which I may not be able to see at first but I try and accept him because I know waiting for you will not produce happiness but pain that I will receive.

Goodbye and good luck with him your choice sorry if I was expecting you too much before but I'm never wrong here because from the beginning you left it wasn't me who left even you left just without giving a clear reason and if you come again based on wanting to explain the misunderstanding that occurred maybe I can only listen to you but can not accept you back in my life as before because enough of the pain you've given me makes me feel that I'm not really needed by you but I'm a selfish person who forces all of that yes even though I know I'm never wrong because the real mistake is not just me but you and me.