Hating Love
Heaven and Earth

Heaven and earth bear witness to the evil I have committed...

God, god,

My request is not so much just take care of my mother, father, brothers and my little family...

God, god,

You are the ruler of heaven and earth,

You saw what I did and what kind of place I wanted to go.

God, god,

I want what's best for me but I know what's best is what you give me...

You leave me this body and soul.

To always obey and obey your teachings.

I'm sorry I still make mistakes.

Help me to be what you want me to be and also keep me away from your ban.

Allah is my God

And Muhammad was his messenger.

Brass, 28 March 2022

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The sky covered the earth like me covering my body.

If the sky is you, the earth is me.

I you see with your eyes there is nothing I cover except that which you cannot see because of the distance between you and me, like the disgrace which my Lord covers from you.

I may not deserve you to hold tight because the more you hold me the more I will hurt you like a rope you hold when you play a kite there is happiness when you fly it away there but it gets tighter you clasped it, the more hurt your hand.

I'm like a broken kite that you'll chase without you thinking about how tired it is to chase it as long as you're happy but once you have you fly back and when I'm out of your grasp you'll come after me unfortunately, I was in someone else's hands.

The principle found in the pursuit of kites is who first gets it is the owner and the kite will change owners. But if you get it at the same time you'll destroy it because the kite is indivisible.

I feel that principle is like love or I mean that love is a game of play.

The love I know has been broken, the love I have is gone, all because the pain you have given leaves behind a wound and a trauma in this deepest heart.

Goodbye to the love that has hurt me all along. See you next time hopefully if tomorrow we get to know each other again there will be no more pain like when in the beginning we met hopefully you are okay with him now and hopefully me finding something better than yourself.

^^^^Kuningan, 20 August 2022^^^^^

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I used to love someone who had fallen into the same hole at one time whether it was my stupidity or the sky had created an opportunity for me to realize that what I chose was not necessarily the best for me. I realized that not everything I choose is the best for me Maybe God will give better than I hope and and the best for me to make I don't know maybe this introduction and meeting this is the end of the grief that has been happening all along I don't know I'm also dizzy with everything hopefully we will not come back again will not be met in difficult circumstances and will be reunited in terms of blissful.

see you in another story in another dimension and world.