Hating Love
Understand

Free, free I wrote all this, because no one read it even though I have been used to being left out when there is a new one but honestly it is very painful for me to take it for granted.

I was sought by you when all was away from you.

You may not understand what I feel but you should know that it hurts when you hope to be understood by someone but that person never understands what you mean.

No longer do not want to work but just want to be appreciated even if only with a short comment, like every episode read, vote with points or coins even added to the list of favorites you do not want.

I'm disappointed, but not you. I am disappointed in myself for not being able to make you as a reader satisfied with my work even though this is just a heart word I want to put out and tell you but with this, I will apologize to you for the mistake I made in writing and telling you my heart.

To be honest, this is just a word from the pain I've been through.

Hating Love is a work I make to vent the contents of my heart that I pour out through words and parables.

If there is any mistake at the beginning or end I really say sorry because I am just an ordinary human being not God or a god let alone an angel.

If there are similar words in the story I also apologize because this not only wants to give you a work but tell you how or make you understand the contents of someone's heart.

I will say here, through this episode I never intentionally made this but I made it when I was motivated by a story and told it through my own eyes.

If there are differences of opinion please express and we can consult to reach a mutual agreement but also appreciate the opinions of others and do not be selfish because it will only make you feel not in good condition.

Whether it's restless, feeling unheard or unappreciated, but that's what you have to accept in order for you to understand what other people need.

I will show you a word that is a debate between myself and a friend that I do not like a little because of selfishness that only wants to win alone and does not pay attention to the opinions and feelings of others.

Do not continue to aggravate the situation because the process for success takes time not only to take into account the comparison of profit and loss ...

He did not know my intentions and thoughts but he said, "Success is calculated from the calculation of profit and loss... What do I think it's because of? From the calculation of profit and loss, we know which name success is obtained from where? From failure or profit we can succeed. If we can be successful from losses make it a lesson to be profitable. The point is to keep going, keep going, keep trying to achieve all that success with formula one; spirit, and full of responsibility and also circumstances can be changed by calculating profit and loss."

Yes, I accept his opinion but I mean; "The process of success needs time not only the calculation of profit and loss because there is already a calculation of profit loss, then we also need time for us to be successful."

Not everyone can be successful just like that, there are people who are successful through connections, descendants or by their own efforts.

People are free to comment and argue but the person must also know the conditions and thoughts of the person who made the opinion.

Like I made it because I was in a state of distress. My mother often compared me to a neighbor's child whose salary was above 5 million/month and whose job she got with her own efforts while she was still at school, whereas I was not allowed to go there, he said, places recommended by schools with a salary of approximately 25 million/month who are abroad or whose salary is 8 million are located outside the province.

So, where's my mistake? When you say that I am, that is blablabla... Exasperated, resentful and even claustrophobic because it continues to be compared but does not have the freedom to choose and even argue.

Then what am I supposed to do?

Aishh, I am getting tired. I will take a break to stretch myself and close my eyes for tomorrow to rearrange the way to get up.

^^^^^^ Thank you,^^^^^^

^^^^SKS...^^^^^