Hating Love
The Beginning of Hate

Hate is not a good start nor is it a bad end.

Every hate has an origin.

There can be no hate without a cause, for every thing has a cause-and-effect relationship.

I hate love not without reason. I hate love for being betrayed by a lover who cheated on me with my underclassman.

It's funny not being cheated on by the underclassmen. I understand it because the new one is more interesting.

Honestly, I refuse to have a relationship with him again even to just meet him I don't want to.

It is not selfish that pain and tightness enveloped my heart when I met him. Please just say my words.

Even if you say I'm immature I will accept it because I don't have a great tolerance for treason whatever the reason.

You probably don't know how much betrayal I've received since I was a kid, I was once left out on the last day of collecting assignments when I already had friends in the task but they easily replaced me with others while I was left alone even they did not think about my feelings.

I was once pitted against by a man who said he was a friend.

I was once betrayed by what they said was my best friend.

I've been hurt by what's called a good friend.

So what reason should I accept to have a high sense of tolerance?

If you ask about romance I'd say I've never met anything good about it.

If you ask about friendship I'd say I'm reluctant to talk about it "all is not as beautiful as you think."

They came to say good things to get what they wanted from me because they knew that I was easy to lie to, maybe even they thought that I was naive. But they don't know how kind I've been all this time just don't want to disappoint the people who raised me and I don't want to let them down on me.

That's all it really is. I just hope and pray that one day I can make them happy and make them understand the real me.

I know what it feels like to be disappointed, I also understand what it feels like to be betrayed so that I am kind because I do not want any heart that I hurt.

I don't want to suffer from being hurt by him again and again.

I just want to be happy in my own way and not make people who support me from behind disappointed because of the behavior they have taught me.

I'm the real me, though maybe I'll be quieter with those who don't understand me and more active if I've interacted with me a lot.

If I ask them to ignore then why am I acting when they only come because they need my help?

I say I'm not arrogant but I act the way you treat me.

Don't think of yourself highly only you know one or two insiders because not necessarily they will come when you make them trouble constantly.

There is a limit to it because it fights as if you have no one but the Creator.

It wasn't me who was lecturing but I was just reminding you that everything will come back to you.

Good morning readers thank you for being present in a word I wrote without caring about what aspect I was looking for.

You and him are pretty much the same. I never understood myself. See you later, I hope you understand me after this. Don't be selfish because I just want you to appreciate it.

You're not an Odait who comes and goes as you please.

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