When My Bed Shakes Back
70. Not me, baby, but...

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Lewis POV

The beautiful nature painting in the present day is so amazing, the natural work of the Creator of Nature is indeed incomparable with any famous painter.

I sat alone on a small, simple bench, made of woven bamboo but very comfortable and left many memories for me.

In a mini reservoir that is not so crowded, I pensively myself, just remembering the past events that are difficult to forget, but too sick to remember, because it will only leave deep wounds.

It was there that I first met the figure of Farah Amelia, my wife who could betray my loyalty, a smiley girl who said beautiful, beautiful and simple at that time.

At that time Farah sat on this small bench, with tears in her eyes, she cried bitterly, I don't know what happened to her, but at that time my heart also seemed to turn to hear her crying voice.

Slowly I sat down on the bench beside him, neither asking nor saying hello, I pretended not to see him, until his crying subsided and I offered him a drink I had not had time to drink, to give him.

From there I began to meet him, and it turns out that she is a friendly girl figure when we know each other, we talked for quite a long time, he said, strangely though the first time I met but I feel our chat can be connected when discussing anything, even when discussing trivial things, he can compensate.

Click or match in my opinion, especially when I was single, and I think he can be used as a mate option I thought, and there was an exchange of our mobile numbers there.

The relationship continued, we often met and dined together, until I finally offered a job as a model for my company that time, because at that time I got the news that my company needed a model, and then I got a model, although I am not in the business world, but I still update in the development of the company.

Because the body and face of Farah is already good, so stay polished and in make over alone, Farah already looks like a top-class model.

The company immediately accepted an offer from me, because Farah looks very charming and the picture is sold in the market.

The model search problem was completed, as well as the problem that Farah had apparently experienced, her cries that day in the mini reservoir, turned out to be due to material problems, the, he was rejected several times while looking for a job because he only graduated from High School, while his family was many, and his father had run out of PHK, and now became a bully, there was no income at all, he said, even though his younger brother is still in school and requires a lot of costs.

Farah as the first child they finally relied on to find a job in the city, at that time there were many vacancies that he entered, but none of them called for him, but there was no call for him, while he also needed food and shelter in the city, the money he brought was only mediocre, whether to survive how long he was in the city, if not get a job.

Because of his persistent efforts, and supported by my company, Farah's name immediately skyrocketed, photos of him plastered everywhere, the payment he received was more than enough for himself and his family.

And finally, I decided to propose to her, unexpectedly at all, she accepted me immediately, without fear that her career would dim if a model was married.

However, without him being a model was not a problem for me, for the matter of material I was able to finance it even with his family though.

Our marriage was filled with happiness and always friendly, like other brides, every day we combined love, as if the world was only ours.

Until finally, the offer to become a Nahkoda Cruise Ship came to me and it was my biggest dream since long ago, to be able to travel the world using a cruise ship.

Farah knew about it, and my good wife at the time, she willingly allowed me to take the offer, despite the risk that we had to LDR for a long time, for not wanting to take away my dreams long ago.

My love at that time doubled to him, but when I asked him to come with him he refused, on the grounds of his family, and also his work.

And it turns out, that was the beginning of the destruction of my household, although I always kept my eyes on it, but it turned out that the test came to my wife's side.

Injured?

Of course, I who admired him a long time ago because of his simplicity, his kindness, his smile and everything about him, had to disappear when he had an affair with my own sister-in-law.

The pain I was experiencing may have been immeasurable, and perhaps this is where I began to realize that, do not put the taste to someone excessively other than Him, he said, because he would be hurt so much when he lost it.

And we need to remember, when we go forever later also only alone, only charity and kindness will accompany us.

Something that is not destined for us, no matter how strong we keep it, will definitely be missed.

People who look at me from the outside may think I am fine, strong and strong to face the problems that befall, even though at this time, my heart has been broken into pieces, but to cry for the woman who is now a heartless Fox, feels very futile in my opinion.

So that wound I will try to keep it deep, as much as I can bury it forever, although it still often causes injuries, but it is natural, his name is also ordinary man.

It's not that I don't love you, but when our kindness is reciprocated with a betrayal it hurts too much and it sticks in the heart of the heart.

If anyone asks, do I still love him now?

YEP!

I still love and love him very much, but it turns out that love and love alone is not enough to bind someone's heart to still choose to be with us and only to us.

Be patient and sincere, two words that are easy to say but it turns out to be difficult to realize, but I keep trying, as long as I don't keep looking at it, maybe everything will be fine.

Because Allah must have its own reasons that we do not know, what is not destined for us forever, one day will definitely go and disappear just like that, but just believe in the promise of God, He will definitely replace it with something better.

Although Farah was just a layover, but at least she ever gave a beautiful impression in our relationship, even though her behavior this time I can not forgive at all.

Every family, household, has had its own tests, such as sustenance, soul mate, all have their own dose and will not be exchanged.

Therefore, I remain grateful, Alloh shows who Farah really is now, rather than being stored for too long, will only cause deeper injuries and suffering, he said, the point is I try to keep positive thingking alone in living the twists and turns of life.

One day you will realize that there is nothing that Allah keeps away, but for good.

There is nothing to be put off except for good.

Because everything that God gives us, that is the Best.

TO BE CONTINUE'S...