When My Bed Shakes Back
38. I'm already tired

...Happy Reading's...

Tiredness mixed with guilt makes the fatigue in the Gemintang as if piled into one like a mountain, especially after seeing the fire of anger Chris who emanated from his face was still perfectly recorded in his mind.

From the deepest corner of his heart, Gemintang can understand when Chris was angry, but somehow he seemed disappointed when Chris did not want to listen to his more detailed explanation of all that.

Though he wanted to explain all his matters tonight to the point of being clear, yet he could do nothing, there was no way he was whining in a public place as well, either, and it is not good to have to beg for time with a man just because he wants to explain his own problems.

" Have...do not think too much, do you also put your taste with it?" Sabrina asked while chewing boiled beans under a shady tree, near a city square, because Sabrina whined to just fill her stomach which was empty yet filled with nothing.

" Ckk..why your mind always goes there, I'm still in the trauma and deterrent phase you know." Reply Gemintang who immediately throw the direction of his view straight ahead.

" But not all men on this earth are like your husband, lest your life fall apart just because of one man, hang on any minute, we'll get it all done." Sabrina clasped her best friend's fingers tightly, just to give her a little strength.

" What I'm afraid of is that, when I open my heart again, in the end I'm disappointed and hurt again." Gemintang seems to have been frustrated with the name of a man.

" Well, I can't guarantee anything about it either."

Because Sabrina also does not have a lot of experience about romance, because all this time working and making money is her top priority.

" That's why not everyone understands the difficulty of falling back in love after a great heartbreak." The starter again sighed harshly.

" Why am I so horrified to fall in love again?" Sabrina rubbed her arm which suddenly became goosebumps.

" No need, single until old, so as not to feel hurt because of a breakup." Said the Starling who looked hurt so deeply.

" But Singles are also heavy Tsay!" Sabrina immediately nudged the arm of her best friend.

" Yeah.how the hell are you!" Umbat Gemintang who immediately snorted annoyed.

" I would also like to feel loved, spoiled, invited on a date together with a friendly, it's my dream maszeh!" Sabrina grumbled as she chewed the coarsely boiled beans in her mouth.

" Aish.. otw my widow sob, then live the Widow!" Shouted the Starry while raising one of his hands into the air.

" Bas wong crazy, so the widow is even proud, are you ready to enjoy it, amid the flurry of netizen mothers in your complex area?" Ledek Sabrina directly raised both eyebrows.

" Huft...how do you, enjoy the bitter taste better, rather than imagining the sweet taste that never materialized right man?" The wise words from the Starlings suddenly appeared there.

" It's so heavy for your words!" Sabrina shook her head.

" How my nadip after this Na, I feel like the most failed woman in the whole world." The star immediately began to realize all the shortcomings that existed in him.

" Can't do that, it's called you being one of those people who aren't very grateful, it's okay to be imperfect Gem." Sabrina doesn't like her best friend looking weak like that.

" Maybe I was wrong in making a decision in my life."

The coldness around the square seemed to sweep all over him, not just outside, but the heart of the Starling was cold and began to freeze.

" You have the right to make mistakes, make mistakes, get lost on the way, or even fall on footing, all you need to do is get up and continue the Gem fight, you can definitely, right?" Sabrina tried to smile even though her heart also hurt to see her best friend down like this.

" What if I still feel down Na, I'm also an ordinary woman instead of a wonder woman?" The Gemintang leaned its head on Sabrina's shoulder in a doldrums.

" It's okay, take your times, restore yourself until nothing can bring you down again buddy." Sabrina rubbed her best friend's hair, as if the sadness she could feel as well.

" Thanks Na, I don't know what it would be like without you by my side, thank you for always accompanying me in every step of my age." Gemintang tightened the hug on Sabrina's waist.

" That's why Gem friends, you have to be able to encourage each other, never feel alone because I will always be with you and there is also a God who is always with us, okay?"

That was all Sabrina could give to the Gemintang to repay her bud who had always helped herself secretly in matters of matter.

Even once when he was confused to want to pay a poor tuition fee for several semesters, until he was embarrassed to leave for campus afraid of being billed by the campus, he said, suddenly you can notice that all the shortcomings have been paid off even for the next few semesters, and even the Star does not want to admit that he paid for it. Though there is clearly proof of payment on behalf of the Gemintang there.

" A... wait a minute, there's an incoming call!" Sabrina instantly shifted her phone screen to answer.

" What's wrong Na? what's going on?" The star looked at his best friend's face questioningly.

" Dad slipped from the bathroom, and had symptoms of a stroke, sorry Gem." Sabrina immediately stood up, her mind fixed on her father.

" I'm taking you?" Gemintang also worried.

" No, your mood is not okay either, let me take the night bus." Sabrina was more afraid that the Gemintang would drive her alone tonight.

" But I want to take you Na, I also want to see your father's condition." Gemintang has returned home several times his best friend, and he also knows Sabrina's parents.

" The next time you can go there, you also have not rested now, my village is far away, I'm afraid you why-why later on the road, just take me to the bus terminal now huh?" Sabrina immediately took the middle course when her friend was insistent like that.

" Okay.. Let me buy you a bus ticket online." Gemintang immediately took his phone and bought Sabrina a VIP ticket to be more comfortable on the bus later.

" Thank you Gem." Sabrina was grateful to have a friend as good as the Gemintang who always knew what he needed without having to ask for it first.

" Together, hurry up to the car, don't forget to give my greetings to your parents, tomorrow I'll be there with the driver." The two of them rushed into the car.

" You're the strong one here, don't be the weak one, and don't let me down, okay?"

Sabrina also actually did not want to leave Gemintang at a time like this alone, let alone the problem is not finished but her parents now need her more, let alone her mother, especially her mother, I could only cry if my dad was sick like this.

" Yes." Yeah."

I wish I could Na..

After the Stargazer made sure Sabrina had boarded the bus, she immediately returned home, because it was late at night, she was afraid William was looking for her and making a noise night after night, his body was tired if he had to deal with the madness of the husband later.

" Why so quiet?" The star walked slowly into his luxurious house.

" It's still nine o'clock at night, is William overtime?"

He circulated his gaze to every corner of the lower floor, but there was no trace of anyone there, not even his housekeeper was seen there.

" I took a bath, I took a bath all, uh, but I'm thirsty, warm milk is good." I guess."

Gemintang finally choose to go to the kitchen first, his throat feels dry, his body feels cold, and warm milk is the best solution according to him, but when passing through his sister-in-law's room he heard a giggling sound there although vague.

" Has bang Lewis gone home yet?" Somehow Gemintang was curious this time, he accidentally stuck an ear in the hole of the door of his sister-in-law's room, so that he could more clearly hear the sound inside.

Degh's!

Astagfirulloh.. That's William's voice, huh.. I can't stand it anymore now!

Gemintang instantly steadied his determination, he already did not care about anything anymore this time, his heart had already been too sore to hold it all this time, he wanted to be released from all this burden.

Dugh!

Asial...the door is in the lock!

" Bang Lewis, are you home yet?" Shouted the Starry while banging on the door, wanted to go also for free, because he had moved the door leaf earlier, they would have known it.

" Dear.. have you gone home?" Before long the door opened, her husband appeared from inside with a panicked face.

" WHAT ARE YOU DOING!"

As much as possible Gemintang held back his anger and crying, even though his eyes had turned red, his nose was already clogged with lumps of suffering and his hands and feet were trembling.

Although not the first time he caught it, but when his condition was falling like this made him so weak helpless.

..."Patience, strength, gapapa, persevere yes, do not think, there must be the best. It feels like even though it is maxain to yourself to always look weak, but actually yourself it takes time to cry, complain and a place to lean."...