When My Bed Shakes Back
43. Elder brother

...Happy Reading's...

Everything ends, people meet and part, but the one that will stay with you in your heart and mind, is a good person who is grateful for what you are.

" Mas...emang why was last night m@buk? peter said all because of me, it's my fault what the hell mas?" Instead of being quiet, Gemintang just looking for a casual chat.

The two of them ended up having breakfast by buying food online, as the Starlings were completely not allowed to leave from there this morning.

" gr... Peter, I just wanted to have a drink last night."

Prestigious is something that Chris has always respected all this time, especially in front of someone who has changed his feelings to be uncertain.

" Are you really like me?" Not Gemintang if it can not make people turn over in front of him even directly.

" Who said it? so confident of you!" Chris was evasive even in another heart of the story.

" Cie.. who doesn't want to say?" Ledek Gemintang while enjoying breakfast in the morning.

" No yes, I was just told by my father to take a woman seriously, but definitely not a wife!" Chris immediately threw a glance in any direction.

" I'm sorry, I should have told you about my status from the beginning, so I wouldn't misunderstand me like this." The star even became sorry himself, he did not think Chris would be in the stage so far with him.

" Not so is Gem." Although he looks arrogant but when he hears a sincere apology from Gemintang, he feels bad for himself.

" If it's not too deep, you should look for other women, who are still single, I'm sure there must be many who hope to be chosen by the mas." The star tried to speak from heart to heart.

" the Gem.." Chris immediately put down his spoon and stared intensely at Gemintang.

" I feel unworthy to be chosen by someone like you, I have failed to maintain my household, am I not afraid if too far related to me will be the same thing later?"

Gemintang did not want to give too high expectations, while at the beginning of what he imagined could age with William alone, finally the relationship must also run aground in the space of five years only.

" What do you mean!" Chris wasn't happy to hear it, it wasn't how he wanted it.

" I hope you don't really like me, let alone put a great taste, or arguably love with a woman like me."

" Why?"

Chris was disappointed with what Gemintang said, even though his words did not sound to hurt his heart.

" I'm afraid that one day I'll disappoint you, or anyone else will be my partner again."

Low self-esteem, that's what the Star feels this time, he is still trying to find weaknesses in himself, and continue to correct himself, why all this can happen with him.

" You said your husband cheated on you behind your back, why are you being inferior now?"

" Hmm.. I was still looking for the cause of my love, all this time I have poured out my love, my attention, my love with him, but it was still not enough to make him stay with me, but it was still not enough to make him stay with me, and maybe there's something less than me, so my husband's gonna have to find a new flower." Everything that happened to him, was still like a nightmare for the Starlings.

" No one is perfect in this world Gem, don't feel inferior like that, maybe your husband doesn't deserve to have someone like you."

" Hehe... mas turned out to be sweet too yes, do not strain so dong face, like another math test?" The starlight instantly slithered as Chris' face looked to turn serious.

" Ckk... You are not clear!" Chris immediately touched the Gemintang forehead, while talking a sad story like this he could still smile even though it looked bitter.

" Try a little smile dong maszeh, let the handsome look?" The star accidentally nudged his foot under the table.

" Don't mess with Gem!" Chris immediately let out his sharp glare.

" Hehe, the story of my life is even like a toy, which when it is tired of being thrown away, is even too bitter mas, and maybe I do need to play a little bit now, he said, because it turns out that married life is not as beautiful as I imagined it to be, and to just heal my wounds, it feels very difficult."

" Life is like this, right? if you fall, get up and get up again, hold on Gem. Is it not the fruit of patience that is said to be sweeter than honey? there will come a time when you realize that your fall today, is a gift that you will be deeply grateful for, someday? maybe your man is not good for you and your future." Somehow his heart is a little trenchant, when he sees the usually-babeled Star can be sad like that.

" I also wish it were like that, but this pain is already too deep, for some reason it's so hard to simply clench."

" Your hands are only two Gem, which can hold everything, said the man, will not be great if not strong, and will not be great if impatient, even though it may be difficult, but we have to keep trying, and I'm still learning about that." Although not good at words, but Chris is often a motivator for employees in his office during company Gathering events.

Tulilut...

Suddenly the mobile phone rang.

" Thank you... Bang Lewis called!" The Gemintang smile finally rose perfectly when the name of Brother Lewis was on the screen of his cellphone.

" Who do you call brother!" Chris immediately looked at the face of the star.

" My brother, I picked up first, because he rarely got a signal because in the middle of the sea, he must be leaning now." Gemintang immediately wanted to move places to lift it.

" Eits... Answer here also does not matter, right? what a special thing is your brother, until you have to hide when you lift it?" Chris was upset himself.

" He's a terrible person to me, more than anyone else in the world." The stars keep going from there.

" Hello deck, how long did he lift it?" Sapa Lewis from the phone.

" Sister..when do you come home?" The Gemintang face instantly turned into a wistful as it heard Lewis's voice.

" Cie.. not very patient, kangen brother what kangen his gift?" As usual, Lewis immediately mocked his beloved adek, who despite being married though still often spoiled with him if he came home.

There are many things that have happened lately without your knowledge, there are many stories of Lara that we have to accept both, hopefully we are strong to deal with it.

" Kangen brother, just brother!" Her tears just flowed down her cheeks without excuse.

" Tumbens? don't want to order what? latest bag? latest phone? or what is it?" There is no suspicion of Lewis at this time.

" Where is my brother now?" The starry tried not to cry at this moment.

" Surprize dong, know that it will be in front of you anyway!"

Because this year he sailed a long time, so when he came home he wanted to give a surprise to his family, especially this time the leave he got long, long, he could not wait to get back together and laugh happily with his extended family.

" Sister, I'm not kidding, bang Lewis is where he is now!"

The stars even panic themselves, he has not told the crazy events in their home now.

" Why the hell deck?" Ask Lewis who even surprised himself, not like the usual expression of the Star when he knew he came home like this, he thought.

" Sister where, quickly say bang!" The starter was a little pushy, he became confused himself, wanted to talk on the phone was also impossible, he was afraid that his brother syock would suddenly be there.

" Tumben you're not that impatient? calm down. brother came home long time this time, so still have a lot of time to be with you, so brother want to be satisfied kangen-kenan used to be the same mbakmu yes, do not disturb brother, brother, you just wait for your turn okay?"

" NO BROTHER!" The starry voice increases the intonation of his voice.

" Not what?"

Lewis even became amused there, usually also Gemintang not as envious, because in the past every day also usually she often show off affection with her husband, even in front of both eyes.

" Don't go home now, please!" The Pinta Gemintang is getting more agitated.

" Cie... Do you want to surprise your brother?" Lewis thought something else.

Surprize bang, a surprise that will never be forgotten throughout our lives, will even continue to make Lara, without knowing the cure!

" When you meet, now where is your brother?" The star immediately ran to pick up his bag in Chris' room, without caring about Chris who was gawking at him.

" Nearly to your sister-in-law's room, brother already misses him, you say it late anyway, sorry brother can not wait for a surprise from you, bye.."

" BROTHER STOP!" Shouted the hysterical Starlings, he could not imagine if the two hell experts were crazy both back, because they seemed to have no shame at all.

Tut. tut's...

The phone call was cut off just like that, before Gemintang continued his words.

" Good brother!"

Bang enough I suffered from seeing the incident directly, brother do not get hurt badly, later who comforted me, I just have a brother.

Gemintang immediately rushed to run and took the keys of his car, he did not want to hide the rottenness of his brother's wife, but Gemintang did not want his brother to see the inappropriate events like yesterday, as he did, because it will be a deep wound, enough he who slumped with the situation, his brother do not.

" Stars..Where are you going!" Shouted Chris when he saw the stars in a hurry to leave.

" Meet the brother!" Reply Gemintang while running.

" DON'T GO!" Chris was not willing to take it off.

" I'm sorry, this time I can't keep up with you!" Reply Gemintang while continuing to run out of Chris's luxurious apartment that is very spacious.

" STUPID!" Shouted Chris with muscles in his neck that looks hardened because it is too angry, when his speech is not ignored by the Star.

" Aish.where my head still hurts like this again!"

He wanted to chase after her, but it turned out that the effect of the drink he had drunk last night was still felt, so to bring his own car was also impossible, because he still did not feel strong for now.

Chris did not know that the brother who was forced by the Gemintang was his own brother, not someone else.

No one is wrong in creating destiny. It is never wrong to choose whose shoulder the Exam will give.

Just believe you can get through it, so don't give up just because someone who doesn't necessarily deserve you to hold on to right now in your life.