When My Bed Shakes Back
127. Broken to Grow

...Happy Reading's...

A white dress decorated with flickering sequins adds a luxurious impression to the Gemintang self that is proportional body posture, namely tall and slim even the angel spec.

They are fitting a wedding dress in one of the famous boutiques, which they will use tomorrow.

" Woah.you are so beautiful, miss, the dress looks perfect!" Said the Designer who seemed satisfied when he saw the results of his work was perfect in the body of his customers.

" It's not because of her shirt, but because my future wife is special." Chris immediately hugged the starry body from behind in front of a large glass in the room.

" Yes, you are indeed a matching couple, beautiful and handsome, the results of my dress design look more luxurious in your body, I am very grateful to have customers like you both, hehe.." The designer complimented from the heart.

" Thank you, I'm ashamed of myself." Said Gemintang who met immediately, because Chris often praised himself without caring where and with whom.

" In that case, please change your clothes again, let me finish this dress and can be sent immediately tonight too, okay?" After being satisfied to observe and measure what is lacking, the designer immediately ended the fittings.

" Dear we change clothes, do you want me to do anything?" Both of Chris' eyes even from that moment only focused on the stars, although some female assistant designers there all stole his attention towards Chris.

" Don't cook, change clothes?" The stars immediately pinched Chris' waist in anxiety.

" Why the hell yank, tomorrow morning we are also difficult legitimate? why not, right?" Say Chris with a smile that adds to his good looks.

" That's another story, tomorrow it's legal, but if it's still illegal now, let me help you take off the shirt, okay."

" hhhh.. stingy!" Bump Chris who makes some women there hold a smile each.

" Daddy?" The starlight instantly pushed Chris' arm as he seemed to be slightly pushy.

Cup

" Geez, what are you ashamed of?" The more forbidden, Chris even more determined, he was just sambar his prospective aunt even though only a glance.

" A little bit yank." Chris just chuckled without feeling guilty at all.

" Hawuh.. haduh.. seems to be a ride deh I'm here, then let me help, rather than mbak mupeng himself later, but the lakinya not exist, then let me help, can't bother looking for his opponent where."

Finally the wedding dress fitting session is finished, all preparations are almost one hundred percent ready, luxury hotels and thousands of invitations have been spread in the place of relatives and their clients.

" Well, I'm going straight home?" On the way home, Gemintang immediately asked to be delivered back to his home.

" Dantay yank, we go for a walk first?" Chris immediately asked with his face slashed.

" Next time, tomorrow is also the show all day, right? if the deceased mother is still alive, we must have been frowned upon by now, maybe even from two days ago."

" Cooking to meet the candidate yourself, why not?" Chris protested afterwards.

" Emang kek is so if you use Javanese customs, but yes, that's important now anter I go home, we're much-much rest let tomorrow our bodies fit, okay?"

" Fuh...the weight of holding back the longing?" Chris grumbled like a little boy.

" Lost what? people just lapse last night doang mas, huhelah?" Ledek Gemintang while bobbing head.

" I can't separate myself from you, even for a second!"

" Dih..kok can ya refrigerator seven doors like gini mas can be smoother gini, wonder me?"

" Because you're hot on me every day, you melt!"

" Great dong I'm not mas, emm, but actually I'm embarrassed mas, made a massive wedding like this."

" Why the hell, is there a problem?"

" She, I'm a widow, actually do not need to wear all fancy dresses, we make a simple thanksgiving event is how?"

The sense of insecure is certainly there, because of the failure of her first marriage.

" What the hell is it about widows? all Peter has prepared dear, we just leave tomorrow, why the hell are you always insecure with the status of your widow, so it doesn't matter what?"

" So, you don't know!"

" How would you like to know if you didn't talk?"

" Dude.. actually I want us to marry simply, I feel a little embarrassed by it?"

" Why should I be ashamed, dear?"

" Yes. later there will be many people who blaspheme me, married twice in gede-gedein, should be embarrassed, should be ashamed, he said, here and there are many more negative comments from the netizens of course."

" As long as you are afraid of the status and negative assumptions of a divorce, then you agree to that assumption. What you need to do when you face this, try to think calmly. Convince yourself, are you really worthy of being called a bad widow?"

" Yes, I know for myself what my story is, right?"

" Be wise, don't waste your energy thinking negatively. Your life isn't as bad as you imagine, is it?" Chris always provides constructive motivation for his future wife.

" It's not that easy."

" Wake up the motivation in you baby, what happened to you should not hinder the potential you have, right?"

" If that's for sure, I'm not that weak either."

" Baby.. listen to me, you deserve to live a happy life baby, then do what you believe, okay?"

" Umm.. thanks Bee kuh dearest, you are indeed the best encouragement in my life, em. so more jubilant deh."

If it has been called this darling, Chris must be immediately wrong behavior, because Gemintang is more often called by the name of mas only.

" Okey... has arrived, can you stop by?" When Chris' car has stopped in front of the Gemintang house, Chris again whined like an ABG child who again uwuw-uwnya.

" Don't find a reason, let's go home, we have to rest a lot."

Because she can make sure that her future husband stopped by, can be full day later he taped continuously by Chris.

" Yes, I'm going home first, but you can call later, right?"

" May, be careful on the road?"

" Dear.."

" What else do I love my love?"

" Ask kiss?"

" Ck...can't you wait until tomorrow morning?"

" Once again, we'll find him in twenty-one hours?" He even counted until tomorrow morning.

" Oh my goodness, twenty-one hours instead of twenty-one centuries, we're home now!"

" Geez, look out for you yank, I won't forgive you tomorrow!"

" Bye!"

Gemintang finally chose to immediately enter into his luxury home, rather than having to serve the whining of her future husband who was badly bruised with it.

He had just propped his feet that felt pegel for a moment on the sofa of his room, but the door had been knocked back.

" Mrs, looking for the mas?" Said the Gemintang household assistant who immediately passed.

" Gosh, why is he back? really, really, ask to be tipped*k until blue like, so you can rest in peace." The starter immediately came back down while cursing his lover along the stairs.

" Why else? I want to get divided in which part, here I make it red if necessary, let's not go back and forth again, I want to rest first."

Haven't seen his face, but Gemintang has been chattering first because it is too anxious with the struggle.

" Is it that easy for you to give your civman that now?"

Degh's!

" Good God, William?"

And it turns out that the mas who is said to be her domestic assistant is William, her ex-husband first, not Chris her future candidate.

" It used to be that civman was just for you, right?" The disappointed and shattered face was very visible on William's current handsome face.

" Mommy, stop! why do we always bring up our past? it's over now, we open a new leaf each dong."

" It's too hard to open a new page, when all those wonderful memories are still vividly recorded in Gem's mind."

" Fuh... Whatever, what's the need here? if bang Lewis sees, it's up now." Gemintang inexhaustible, even though he had been expelled repeatedly when he came to his house, but still came without the slightest fear.

" I heard tomorrow you want to get married, it's just a rumor, right Gem? you don't really want to get married, do you? that's hoak news, right yank?"

" Don't do this, I'm getting married tomorrow morning."

" Why so fast, dear?"

" Don't call me baby anymore, can you?"

" Because I still love you so much Gem, as sincere as my heart, I can't get rid of this feeling, please understand my situation Gem?"

" Mas... I understand, but this heart is already filled with other people mas, it is not fit for mas, so please understand, okay?"

" Gem... I've done various ways to prove that I've been converted now Gem, mas is not like before, mas promise will not betray you Gem, we refer again huh?"

" Can't be."

" Why Gem, I do not believe in this fast period of time your love for the lost mas is not left, you still save the taste for the Gem, right? please don't lie to yourself Gem, please baby, we'll talk back, I'll take care of everything, okay?"

" William, we can't be together anymore."

" I can't believe you immediately forget all the abundant feelings and affection from the old time."

" So, if you do, it still exists, but there is another heart to guard!"

" I also have the heart of Gem, will you not be able to forgive mas, have long you tortured mas in the solitude of Gem, do you know, that every day I am always tormented because I miss you? especially when you hear you want to get married tomorrow morning, sick know Gem." William even hit his chest that felt tight.

" Somewherever I have a new partner or my marriage problems tomorrow, or even if I don't have a partner, I can't refer you anymore."

" Why Gem, mas can change, why don't you, what's your love for me so far?"

It was as if the emotions and love for William that he had been nurturing all this time were mixed and gushed out all, coupled with the flood of William's tears.

" Well, it wasn't me who started this, why did it look like I was just blaming myself?"

" I don't want to blame you Gem, but I can't without you baby, please understand."

" Mad, not only should I understand, but I should know, even if I'm not alone now I'll never come back with mas."

" Yes, but why?"

" Who did you forget who you were cheating with? my brother's own wife is a mas, so even if I beg a thousand times I will never be able to come back with a mas again, bang Lewis is my only family, he said, if I go back with a mas, there's only a wound in Lewis's heart because I see the existence of a mas in our family, and I won't let that happen."

" Gem, but?"

" Well, if you want to do something, think carefully, do not just rely on nafsv mas not how much it is."

" But it's Gem disease, mas can't control it."

" Everything that we have is centered on the brain and mind, if you want to busy yourself and think of positive things, certainly will not be focused on that one thing alone."

" Gem.. Can't you just forgive me a little bit about it."

" I can forgive you, but to come back let alone to refer to you, I'm sorry, I can't and never will."

" I still don't think with you Gem, you're not what you used to be."

" So please, just this once, let me be happy, don't hurt me a second time."

" I want to make you happy Gem?"

" really? then please get out of my life mas, I just want to feel a quiet life with my future, please mas, because until then I will never open my heart again with mas."

" the Gem."

" She, I'm running out of words for you, so I beg you one last time, please leave this house."

" You evil Gem."

" I'm sorry, but try to open your heart to new people, but my advice is to look for good people and their behavior, because a woman is a husband's dress, if your woman is bad, and if your woman is bad, mas will be affected, and vice versa."

" You really don't want to see me again gem?"

" I'm sorry, I can't turn back to the wound that has been embedded, even though it has passed."

" Gem, if you're used to the Storm why shiver just because of the drizzle?"

" Because my strength is used up against the storm, I never know, how much pain I hid my tears behind the drizzle?"

" Stellar."

" One thing to remember, the wind blows not to shake the trees, but it tests the strength of its Roots."

Checkmate!

Tears that dripped from both of William's beautiful eyes, now seemed no longer able to shake the heart of the Gemintang, because his heart was completely filled with the figure of Chris Arthur in his life.

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Sometimes God's way of maturing someone seems very difficult, maybe even unable to get through it all.

But one thing you must remember is that what God does always has a purpose and purpose.

The thing that broke your heart today, it taught us to be a better person in the future.

BROKEN TO GROW...

Growing into a better person, growing into a wiser and wider person.

So, never be afraid to break, because God will never let you down, just walk with sincerity, accept with airy chest and believe, that there will be a rainbow after the rain.