When My Bed Shakes Back
60. The Greatest Regret

...Happy Reading's...

Maybe this is the feeling that the Gemintang had felt, after swearing him all the way, without her guessing, the person was waiting in front of his house, he was William, the husband who was still valid status for him.

" What's the fuck in here?" Gemintang asked curiously, because William's condition looked tangled and apprehensive.

" Wait for you, baby." Answer William who immediately stood up and approached the Gemintang.

Cih.... Can he still smoothly call me dear?

" When do you smoke?" The star immediately shook his hand towards the smoke that billowed from the smoke.

" I'm sorry, you're distracted, I was just a prankster, so don't get cold." Answer William who immediately threw away and stepped on his cigarette butts earlier.

" Hachim... Hachim.. idly how many traces, how many packs?" The starfish sneezed right away because of it.

" Just two." Answer it lightly.

" It wasn't a heavy smoker, was it? how come it runs out of two packs, when was Mas here?"

During the Gemintang became his wife he never saw William smoke, indeed Gemintang never said that he did not like if mencivm smell of cigarette smoke, because he would sneeze afterwards.

" Since last night." He answered back while rubbing his face violently.

" huh? why don't you just go in?" Gemintang asked in wonder, why did he even sit crouching outside like a lost person from another city.

" I've been in, but I've been kicked out with Bang Lewis." William seemed to complain to him.

Thank goodness!

" Oh yeah, he must still be mad at you!"

" If you? is your anger gone?"

" What's the point, no business is the same."

" Where are you from, at this hour, when did you just get home? where else did you sleep?"

" It's none of your business anymore, why would you come here?"

" Working for you, what else?"

" Now that I'm here, just tell me, I don't have much time for you." The star was even lazy to look at her husband.

" Your mother is sick, she asked you from yesterday." William lowered his tone of voice.

" Continue?" The stars even sat next to him.

" Well, come on, baby. Meet our Mom, she misses you so much." William wanted to hold his wife's arm but was immediately pushed aside.

We were?

" I can't mas, I should be able to give you reasons what cake, go out of town that, mamah must also understand."

Actually, he did not want to meet William's mother, only he was afraid that his mother was sad because of it.

" Are you not willing to see her anymore?" William's gaze was so sad, making the Gemintang feel sorry to see him.

" It's not so, I just..."

" He's seriously ill, Gemintang, his heart is weak, do you really not want to see how he is, he's in the hospital right now."

" Why can it be so? it used to be not still a symptom and has improved, why can it recur?"

" Because of you?" William just blames his wife.

" Why me again, what am I doing? met you so long ago."

" He's the one who received the divorce papers from you."

Degh's!

Letter g*dissolution? I haven't even taken care of it? why did he get to his house, is this Bang Lewis's job? gee... Bang Lewis is always ahead, sat. set really him if it is hurt.

" Ooh." Gemintang only have ria, because sooner or later it will happen, he thought.

" Oh just? that easy as it is you want to part with me?" William stared intently at the star.

It's good that he cheated on me because he thought I was weak at ranj@ng, woo!

" Who says you're weak, I love you with all your flaws, right, and I told you that until then, I'd never want to divorce you, baby?" William still stands for various reasons.

Anjirrr.

" I don't care anymore with the words dear to you mas, my decision has been unanimous, I still want a divorce from you, no matter how!"

" STUPID!" William raised his tone loudly.

" Don't yell at me, ever since you've cursed me, you've no longer had the right to own me completely, let alone scold me!" The stars just went straight against him.

" Dear.I have my own reasons for doing that!"

" Whatever your reason, want hypers€xs or hypertension though, is not the way mas! what do you know, that mas laspin is wrong and it's fatal for our relationship."

" Dear.. Do you know where that came from?"

" Wherever it does not affect the slightest of my decision to remain separated from you mas."

" Gem... You know I love you so much, right? I just don't want you to feel the pain of Gem, don't you want to give me one more chance? please Gem, don't do this."

" Well, what can you expect from me? if it is according to mas, mbak Farah is best for mas, okay fine, because if someone is greedy and wants to have everything at the same time, even one will not get it, cam it's in the mind mesvm mas it."

" Gem... I am not a mesvm, nor do I want to be like this, but my disorder is really driving me crazy, I am often uncontrolled if I want and must be realized at that time."

" Why do you give your mouth when it is not used to talk, how difficult is it to talk and talk from heart to heart about it? in a husband and wife relationship is the most important communication mas, if there is something hidden, yes already."

" Gem. I really don't want to hurt you."

" Thus by having an affair what mas can make me happy, it does not mas. it breaks my heart and all my feelings with you mas, my race is tasteless with you mas, mas, the love and affection that used to be only for you, now it's broken into pieces mas."

" Gem.. please, I'm sorry."

" And you know, even those pieces wanted me to bury deeply, until my race was no longer ingrained in this heart."

" Gem..must be like that, every human must have made a mistake Gem, can you not give a little apology to me, you can hate me, but please do not go away from me."

" If you knew how much I hurt when I heard you sigh@h and bathed in sweat with your crazy woman? until it doesn't feel any longer, it's like my heart's frozen and numb to you."

" Star, please give me a chance to make amends for my mistakes, whatever I accept as long as we don't part."

" Of course you are. Whatever you are doing now is useless, you are just the biggest regret of my life."

" Stars.. baby..."

William wanted to try to persuade but was immediately rejected outright by the Gemintang.

" Don't touch me back, even to shake hands isn't necessary, because soon we won't be mahram."

" Gem.. I'm not willing, until whenever I don't want us to part."

" It's up to you, accept it or not accept it, it won't be the same, because right now it's just a hate word created for you."

" You have the heart with me Gem. You can make me like this."

" What I'm doing is not worth your betrayal, and for your mother's problems, I don't have to worry, tomorrow I will visit her in the hospital, even if we can no longer be together, but mamah still I consider as my parents who will continue to love me and I respect until whenever it is mas."

" Gem. I still love you, I really don't want to lose you."

" Go home, I am no longer home for you to return to and you are no longer the most comfortable place for me to lean on, since you touched another woman besides your mahram."

" STUPID!" Shouted William hysterically.

" Please don't make a fuss in this house again, or the mas will be ashamed of itself later, excuse me."

Gemintang immediately closed the gate of his house assisted by security which turned out to have been a loyal audience there.

The sound of William's cry outside the gate, no longer making a Gemintang change his mind, he tried his hardest not to look back, even though when away from there, his tears immediately flowed with a rush, because after all William was once the highest throne in his kingdom of love.

Life is a struggle, which is not as beautiful as motivational words and not as easy as words of pearl.

Reason for what you have planted and one way to avoid disappointment is not to put too high expectations on humans.