When My Bed Shakes Back
44. Adult because of circumstances

...Happy Reading's...

Every destiny of God is a beautiful story that has been written for us. Allaah makes plans for every meeting we have with someone, but it can also separate us with the twinkling of an eye on His will.

Because there will certainly be meaning behind the veil of life that we often consider cruel, because we are only ordinary humans who can only see with the eyes. But everything has been outlined, even I seem to be able to become a more mature person because of circumstances.

After hearing that Bang Lewis had come home, I immediately drove my car at full speed, hoping that Bang Lewis had not been able to enter the luxurious house that was like Hell because of the two occupants. And I didn't even care about William who might have been emotional because I just stayed.

" Alahay.why use the event jammed everything!"

I put my head that feels heavy on my round handlebar, it deserves to be jammed because this is the clock workers start activities in the morning to make a living his family.

" Hopefully Bang Lewis hasn't met the woman, aish..why did you come now anyway?"

My feelings are getting less and less, between fear and anxiety, I really don't want Bang Lewis to fall like me or even be an anarchist when I see the two Hell experts making out in front of my brother's eyes, because the loss must also be his own brother.

When the traffic jam began to break, I immediately drove my car back, so it took me almost an hour to get back into my house.

" Sister!"

I ran back into the house and immediately shouted to call Bang Lewis, even the aunt who was in the kitchen immediately ran to greet me, because maybe my voice had echoed to the kitchen room.

" Mistress Gemintang, finally the mistress came home as well." The smile of the middle-aged woman instantly rose upon seeing this myself.

" Where's Lewis brother bik?" I ask with a heartbeat that has been erratic, especially lately I have rarely exercised because it is too busy taking care of feelings, especially lately, and it makes my body easily tired and bored even though I just ran for a while.

" So the aunt saw Mr. Lewis coming home and not long after she left with Miss Farah out." Said the aunt who was not suspicious at all, because it must be natural according to the aunt, long time did not meet and just want to be alone without anyone bothering her thought.

But this will be a boomerang, or the increase in pain that Lewis will receive later, because the more beautiful memories created, it will be more difficult to forget just like that.

I learned so much in my own story, crying out for loss, disappointed at being disrespected and hurt for being betrayed.

All of that was enough to give me a look, where I could see that not everyone who looks good, will do good, even the closest people in our lives though.

" Gosh, where did they go bik?"

" I don't know madam, I don't dare ask if Master didn't say it himself." The aunt answered with her questioning face, because she doesn't usually see me like this, but I can't blame her either, because that's not her authority.

" The phone uses the event is not active anymore, brother went where the hell?" I called Lewis' bang number again but it's not active.

" Maybe on a walk, madam?"

" Aish.yeahlah, later if brother has come home, immediately call me ya bik." I don't know why I don't feel at home anymore when I'm in my own home.

" When Mr. William comes home how's the lady?" Asked the aunt who immediately made my head turn to her.

" Where did he go bik?" Between curious and also a little relieved, it means that his brother had not seen a scene that was not worth the eye, but I was also worried that Farah would affect the Lewis bang later.

" I remember aunt tuh ya. when last night aunty just came home to buy a snack that mistress Farah ordered, then, Lord William and Lady Farah had a quarrel and after that Mr. William went out and up until now Mr. has not come home Madam." Auntie seemed to remember yesterday's incident.

Owh huh? they quarrel? so... I have to laugh or how this, hmm. because cheating is not always beautiful cok.

" Let's help me find something in the room!"

I immediately ran to my room full of memories in a hurry and was overtaken by aunt.

" What is the madam?"

" Marriage book bi, please search anywhere, quickly help me find it bik."

I remembered the precious book, I opened the five-door closet in my room, I did not remember where it was, either, because it was never thought there was a divorce in the dictionary of my life, because indeed we both love each other.

But the way of God no one knows, and after I look for information, it turns out that the marriage book is also an important thing when wanting to take care of divorce, because it is one of the conditions that must be met.

" No mistress."

" Hope.. where ya bik, it was William who kept it."

I've checked all the documents that are glued, but not tucked in two marriage books there, it's my fault that used to often not care about things like this.

" What do you do non, marriage book?" Ask Aunt who started kepo.

" No papa, I want to dance, then aunt will finish again yes, and if you find a wedding book quickly contact me, but do not say the same Mr. William yes bik, please.."

" Is the madam in trouble with the Master?"

" That's kind of like a bik, so please help me out, I have to go now."

" Will the madam leave again?"

" Yes bik, take care of the house, and remember my message yes bik, if bang Lewis come home quickly call me."

" Well, ma'am, if Mr. William comes home do I need to call the madam too?"

" No need to bik!"

" Would he go home or not be up to him, like him, even if he was lost in the earth though, I don't care anymore."

" Good mistress."

Maybe aunt is still curious about my story, but she doesn't seem to dare to ask more about it and I'm lazy to talk about the male Hell expert at the moment.

" I'm going bi."

I immediately rushed back out of the house where the air felt very hot to me, even though the house had some AC, but the heat of the heart seemed to have been able to burn this weak body.

Lord...

Not that I am cruel and evil, but may I ask, that the person who once hurt me come to apologize while giving me a piece of MONEY, or even a lump of gold diamonds as well as the mine if necessary, he said, because the word SORRY will not be enough, to buy wound medicine in Pharmacy or in any Clinic or Hospital, huh.

" God...what am I thinking, how should I do this? I should what? where is Bang Lewis and that woman? lest they are being. argh.

" Bang Lewis, please hold your nafsv as a husband and quickly activate your number, huft."

I know how the habit of bang Lewis when he went home sailing, he always invited his wife to take a vacation for several days, so that he could alone channel the longing of the husband to the wife after a long time did not meet.

Bang Lewis is a romantic husband, he always knows how to make his wife happy at his side, but one of the problems in his household, he can not give more time to his wife, he said, even for just a pregnant program sometimes the time is not right, so until now they have not been blessed with a child.

And that may be what makes Farah feel less affection and seek an outlet for her crazy hasr@tnya.

When I drove back my car through a shady garden, suddenly my heart was moved to just sit looking for the wind and see the laughter of children who were playing cheerfully there.

The breeze that blows softly feels soothing, even though the sun has begun to rise up there. I chose to sit on a wooden bench under a large banyan tree with a foresight, though the brain still revolves around the heart.

Sometimes I feel, not disappointed at the breakup, not disappointed at the way I parted, but disappointed at the fact of a betrayal my husband committed behind my back, and disappointed because the person I was proud of in front of everyone was not as good as I said.

Suddenly while I was still swept away in my long daydream, a little girl came with a small guitar and a bouquet of red roses in her hand.

" Beautiful sister, can I sit there too?" Speak in plain language.

" Of course sweet, come here." I smiled at her, her face was indeed sweet, though it was filled with sweat and dust on the road, because maybe she was a busker on the highway.

" Is my sister sad?"

" Hmm, not really." I pretended to smile, though it was painful, but I wondered if my face looked so apprehensive, that the little girl could guess my current mood.

" Want me to sing a song?"

" Can." Reply with a smile.

" So brother." He immediately plucked a small guitar that looked worn out.

" We must have had a hard ordeal, as if life were, meaningless... Thank you for what is, life is a gift, keep living this life, do your best..."

His voice sounded melodious, from here I began to realize the meaning of gratitude, no matter how big the problems of life that I live today, not comparable to the problems of life out there, like this little busker for example, this little busker, he no longer thinks about the name of love from parents, who are usually the same age he only knows to play, even he just thinks how to make money to survive.

" Want you buy me a meal at the restaurant up there on deck?"

" No, I ate earlier."

" Oh yeah.. If you buy ice cream?"

" Already, I've been treated to eating ice cream one big bucket earlier."

" Well, it's money to eat you!" I immediately slipped some red money on his shirt.

" No, I have also been given the pocket money." He refused it back.

" Please accept the deck, sustenance should not be refused, if you can not later buy food also for your other friends, okay."

" Woah..then thank you, my friends will be very happy later." He said happily.

This little girl is really kind-hearted, she is not greedy in this kind of thing, can always feel enough, I am even ashamed of myself when I remember my life that continued to flirt before.

" It's for sister." The little girl who did not want me to buy food and drink gave me a bouquet of roses that she had brought.

" Who... Is this for my sister?"

Although surprised, but still I accept the gift, because he looks enthusiastic when giving it, I just don't want to see him disappointed.

" From the big brother at the end of there." Said later.

When I was just imagining the price of a bouquet of flowers that are not cheap, suddenly the little girl pointed to someone who was leaning in front of the car with a charming style, and the, also his cool expression with black glass perched in the nose of his nose.

Who is that brother?

Patience is bitter, honesty is bitter, and sincerity is also bitter. But all that is bitter can sometimes cure all kinds of diseases.

Likewise with coffee, he is bitter, but after being given sugar and milk, it will taste different. So will life, all will be beautiful when the time has come.