When My Bed Shakes Back
56. Just take care of your happiness!

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Sabrina POVs

When the trials of life come and feel so heavy, I believe that it is a sign of God's love for his servant, to reduce all our sins and become a field of charity for us.

But as an ordinary human being, who has many weaknesses, not to complain is still very difficult for me.

How not, a father who became my role model, really had to leave me in this world and now, I will not see a sincere smile from him again.

When I grant my father's wish to get married at that time, I think the condition of the father will improve as before, but in reality, I am currently sitting limp with tears beside the pusara pak.

He had truly left me for all eternity and also left my mother who could not even deliver him to his final resting place, having passed out repeatedly, he said, and still could not accept this bitter reality.

" Sir..."

No other words were spoken from my mouth, only my father's name was thought of by me.

" Sabrina. I know you're sad, but try to take your father away even if it's still hard to feel."

At that time there was still me, Gemintang, Mr. Chris and someone who was legal to become my priest, although still in the eyes of religion alone.

" I'm sincere, but it's still like a dream to me Gem, I feel like I want to wake up from this harsh reality."

My voice was even raspy irregular, because after Sah said from the witnesses and found my father was no longer breathing, my tears seemed not to just flow.

" If you continue to cry for your father, pity the late Na, he must be very sad, let your father calm down at His side, do not burden him, he said, he must not feel his pain anymore."

Gemintanglah person who memelvk me at this time, although I have married but still awkward to lean my head on his shoulders.

How not?

Mr. Peter was my boss first, as far as I'm concerned he's a firm and cold man like Mr. Chris. Never minded at all to be close to him, let alone close, before while still working in his company, he said, if the employees meet him there must be a work problem and after that we will definitely be fired by him.

Therefore, being his wife at this time is something that seems impossible to feel, but as His creature, nothing is impossible for Him if it is willing.

I still can't believe it, today is really a day that seems to slam my heart and feelings, broken into pieces without a soul, lost a father and married without feeling, let alone love, let alone love, but I kept trying to accept it, because even resisting was futile.

" We go home yuk Na, it's getting dark, let your late father calm down there."

" You go home first, I can go home by myself. I still want to accompany my father, he was alone there, but during his life he could at least if left alone at home, would prefer to accompany his mother to go even if only to the RMA."

" Na.. lose one of our parents is indeed very heavy, I have also felt it, even my parents at once and you still have a mother that you have to take care of, life must go on Na, whatever it is you must not dissolve in sadness. You can pray your father's peace there."

The star embraced me even tighter, as if she was channeling her energy for me, so that I might be stronger in living out all of His provisions.

" We go home yes, pity later if your mother is alone at home, she was still weak, because she fainted many times."

" Oh, that's it."

It's also true what the Starling said, I still have a mother now.

" Mom needs you more now, your father is happy there, without having to feel the pain."

" Hm... Father, I go home yes, do not be sad, even though we can no longer be together to joke and laugh again, but our hearts are always close, my mother and I will always pray for the good of your father there, we all love you, father."

Finally the four of us left the pusara pak, although actually in my heart, I was not willing to lose the figure of the father in my life.

" Patient Na, there we are all here with you and remember, you are married to Peter now, you are legal in the eyes of Religion."

Although I do not know what to do with Mr. Peter, but I also do not deny it, that he is a man who has meritorious and berapang chest would marry me just because of my father's wishes.

" He's a bad guy and he sucks a lot, but I'm sure he's the right guy for you." Umpat Gemintang is back.

I already knew that they met would always argue, even if it was just a small matter.

" It's good of you to say! I'm not so, you like to fish things with me." Peter seemed to want to pin the head of the Gemintang who was still holding my arm, but Mr. Chris immediately prevented it, he immediately grabbed Peter's arm to protect the woman he was targeting.

The night is getting late, and repeatedly Mr. Chris raised his phone, maybe there is business or something important I don't know, because his face looks a little riled up.

" You guys just go home, I'm fine here, Mr. Chris isn't an ordinary person either, where he can leave his job too long later." I immediately told the Gemintang to just go home, because my condition had also improved by then, calmer and not as tightly as before.

" Then I'm the same star coming home now, right?" Mr. Chris who had heard it immediately rushed up to us.

" Of course, sir, thank you for helping me so much as well as our extended family, sorry for so much trouble."

I know, without Mr. Chris maybe Mr. Peter would not necessarily want to marry me, and he also helped us a lot in my father's funeral.

" Don't hesitate, Peter is my closest man, so when you're legally married to him, you're my brother, see you in town, I'll help you talk to Peter's family there."

Indeed, beyond imagination, it turns out Mr. Chris was actually kind-hearted if he had known him, when in the past he passed by me and other employees no one dared to look at his face, only able to bow respectfully while cursing behind him for sure.

" I'll be ready for a minute, too."

Mr. Peter rushed over immediately, it seemed like he wanted to come back to the city as well.

" Where are you ready?" Mr. Chris was immediately seen pulling Mr. Peter's arm with one hand.

" Come home, where else?" He replied lightly, because it seems like my husband's life was always made to be light, as if without burden.

" but?"

I had expected him to hesitate, but I couldn't blame him either, because it was too soon for him to accept me.

" hey... Sumarno, even you have not touched your wife, already want to leave her, split duren first there Tong!" Umpat Gemintang also chimed.

" Bottling duren what? we just married siri huh!" Peter was immediately seen protesting.

" Let only your series also have Halal labels for incantations, understand not luu Tong!" Only the Starlings dared to speak bluntly without such brakes with him.

" gr..."

Just a swipe came out of Mr. Peter's mouth, it didn't seem like he would touch me, or maybe he was even disgusted with a poor man like me, because maybe I didn't fit the standard of a rich businessman's wife like that, but good thing, it doesn't matter to me, if after this he asks to part, I have no reason to refuse him.

" You've been here with your wife for a few days, and then you take her to town."

" Well what Luu Tong, capital twenty-nine more bamboo can be dapet angel kayak Sabrina, you are less complaining, more grateful, later God angry new know your taste!" The starry instantly smiled obliquely as it managed to sneak up on Peter.

" No papa, let Mr. Peter come with you, he has helped me a lot too, Mr. Peter must have a lot of work and business too, so please come with them." Even to stare at his eyes I can't stand it right now.

" Tuh.he's just relaxed." Answer it lightly.

" Who, Peter, who leaves his wife when it is difficult, will his fortune be narrow, will you cake?" I don't know where the Starling came from, I don't know, but that's him, willing to invite him to argue even though my body still feels weak.

" Dh... don't just talk to you!"

" Of course, eat him, don't need much of your excuses!"

" Then we're both saying goodbye, see you in town." Chris started to prepare.

" I say yes Na, sorry can not be here to accompany you for a long time, because there are still many things that I have to finish with William mas as soon as possible, you also understand what my condition is like?"

" Yes, you've come here I'm very happy."

" You must be strong, we're tough and great women, everyone must have a lot of problems, which certainly do not give up, yes, we have to strengthen each other okay?"

He is my best friend throughout the masses, he whose problems are heavier than mine can strengthen me now.

" Okay, be careful on the road?"

Finally the two of them left, me and Mr. Peter still mute each other while staring at the departure of the car out of my yard.

" Sir.. let's go in and rest, does Mr. Peter need anything, let me prepare."

Although not experienced, but I often see a mother who always prioritizes the needs of the father before than himself, so I learned from him.

" No need, I can be alone, owh yeah, I want to talk to you."

" Of course sir, please." I asked with my head still continuing to look down without daring to look at him.

" Even if we're married, but don't try to touch me, and I don't want to sleep with you, I still need time to adjust to you, can you understand?"

Instantly my head looked up at him, I don't know what he was thinking and I don't know which words from me required him to sleep alone with me, which would have been inappropriate words coming out of his mouth at this time.

If indeed he did not want to sleep with me no problem, without the need for him to say I was self-conscious. I don't know why I hurt to hear it, even in a situation like this he can think up to it.

" Are you afraid that I'm going to rape○s@your father later?" Because I'm upset, I'm just talking about origin.

" Heh... What do you mean?" Maybe he was surprised I dared to ask that.

" You don't have to worry, I know myself."

" I just don't want you to be with the people closest to us, if you're not happy to marry me, I know you're sad, but I can't have a husband-and-wife relationship with you."

Indeed, but it does not have to say that as well, or maybe he thought the words of the Gemintang was about duren, I don't know...

" What do you really think?"

But Mr. Peter just kept quiet, he just threw away his gaze and sighed repeatedly.

" So, sir, don't think about my sadness, don't think about my happiness, it's my business! I know best about myself, just take care of your happiness." It was as if my heart was back in tightness because of all of his words.

" It's not what I mean by Sabrina."

" Please follow you back to the city, do not make me a burden in your life, in this relationship is indeed me and my family is wrong, he said, for dragging my father into our family by force."

" Sabrina."

I don't know what he wants to say, I'm not interested in hearing it anymore either. His once famous cold-hearted figure now I feel it too.

" I'll have my brother buy me a bus ticket back to town, sorry we don't have a car to drive Mr. Peter back, that's all I can give you as a sign of my gratitude for Mr. Peter, excuse me sir."

I just left her with a thousand questions, it was not her fault to marry me, but it was also inappropriate for her to speak like that in this situation.

POV End's

..."All the problems in life, not to test your strength, but to test how serious you are, in asking for help from Allah SWT."...