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When Gemintang and Lewis came home, William was already on the living room sofa, with his eyes still closed and his forehead patched with bandages and arms that were still slightly blue.
" Huh.why else is this him."
Gemintang walked closer and saw the condition of the person who is still legitimate as her husband.
" Is he still alive on deck?" Lewis asked casually without wanting to see what William's condition was like.
" It looks like he's still breathing!" Reply Gemintang who immediately checked her husband's nose.
" Let me ask the driver and mamang to lift his body into the room, make him sick eyes only he looked like bangk@i there!"
Lewis immediately walked out looking for the gardener and the driver, actually he could lift it himself, but he did not want to dirty his hands with the body of the man who destroyed the household.
" Hmm..."
The Stargazer actually hated to see it as well, but when he saw William lying helpless with such a mysterious state, his soul of gentleness appeared as well, too, especially so far William has never been rude and always pours affection and attention with her, only one mistake her husband in his life, namely an affair.
" We just sleep in the guest room deck, the bed will be two, tomorrow we change all the beds in your room and brother, so that there is no remnants of their adultery@@n." Lewis is no longer sleeping in his room.
" Okay bang, I changed the bandages, the blood's still seeping out of it."
" Let it go, don't take care of him, the important thing is he's still breathing, that's more than enough."
" Don't be so bad, no matter how bad he is, he always takes good care of me when my brother goes sailing." Answer Gemintang as it is, because it is the truth.
" Huft..that's the weakness of a woman, flabby you, yes already you, after you finish quickly go to the guest room, brother wants a break also there."
Lewis immediately left the room, his body was also tired, let alone his mind, so he also wanted to rest to just relax the muscles, although it might be difficult to close his eyes, because he had just seen the harsh reality that had been unexpected all this time.
With remnants of affection, Gemintang brought a clean towel, a basin of warm water and also a P3K box and sat on the bed next to William.
" Fuuh...why did you become like this?"
Gemintang clean William's face that looks shabby because it did not bathe from yesterday.
" You used to be the perfect man for me, as if there were no flaws in you, but why do you now have this much to do with me."
Gemintang change clothes William who still smelled of alcohol there with his nightshirt.
" I guess I'm the only woman in your heart, because you always look good, loving and tender when serving all my will every day, what that means is all mas, is it just a mask from you to stay with me?"
Slowly the Gemintang opened and replaced the bandage on her husband's forehead very carefully.
" Jeez... until sewn his forehead, did he rampage when m@buk earlier?"
" Ckk... I haven't even had a chance to touch his forehead, why have bonyok first, karmas you must be mas, dih. gemesss me!" The star pressed his hand against William's stitch wound and the wound bled again.
" Ckk.. This wound is afflicted by you, not as severe as the wound in my heart that you have inflicted a mas, so this is nothing!" Gemintang back to clean the dar@h and again give the drops so that the wound dries quickly.
" May you be quick in the future insyaf yes mas, you are actually good, loving, only your birds are naughty!"
" It feels like I want to circumcise a second time, if you need to cut it to the end, so you can not cheat again!"
" Having Eggplant is immoral and ethical, I Sambel Balado also nih Eggplant!"
Plaque!
The star again touched her with strength, but this time she dropped to the right target, the heirloom sword belonging to her husband, until William's body slightly squirms because of it.
" Heh... is he conscious? he'll be the one." Let the Gemintang slowly.
" Yes.. mas. wake up mas." The star shook William's body, but there was no reaction, his eyes were still closed.
" Hmm.. It turns out he's still passed out!"
The star chose to pull a chair and put his head on the bed while looking at the face of a man he once loved so much, loved so much, even always he was proud in front of everyone, he said, but now he destroyed it all in the blink of an eye.
The star spoke to himself slowly, as he continued to look at the handsome face of William whom he had longed for at all times.
" From the beginning, every day, we always go through the words love and smile from you that never subsides for me, you always make me feel special even though I am disappointed in the end..."
" It's not the separation that makes my regrets so deep, but why I had to love you so much, loving you now finally makes my heart hurt and my biggest regret is why I had to meet you first..."
" Whatever it is, thank you for being in my life, thank you for all the wonderful memories we've been through, at least I've been happy with you, even though I can't accompany you to Heaven any day..."
" My struggle as a wife is enough to get here mas, go. look for your happiness, even if not with me."
Without feeling the tears of the Melt Starling soaked her two thin cheeks, for her a William was too beautiful to forget, yet too sad to remember, until finally both eyes closed still with the position of his head he put on the bed.
Time without feeling quickly passed, until that afternoon began to change the night, the housekeeper there was no one who dared to wake them, because all slept with their respective fatigue.
When there was no movement from the Gemintang, William immediately opened his eyes and turned to his wife who was still sleeping sitting next to him.
Actually he has been aware since the Gemintang still issued a tear in his heart, even when the Gemintang flicked his torpedo, as hard as he tried not to scream, even though it was actually painful and painful, but for the sake of hearing his wife's curses he was willing to hold her.
And when Gemintang said goodbye, actually he wanted to cry and plead to his wife, but he was sure, if he woke up at that time, Gemintang would have gone from him at that time.
" I'm sorry baby.. I was wrong, but can I still ask forgiveness with you Gem?"
William rubbed the dangling Gemintang hair covering his beautiful face.
" Do you know darling, mas has long suffered from hypers€xual addiction disorder or often called compulsive s€xual behavior, it was realized after you had a miscarriage at that time, it was not known, I felt so guilty at that moment."
Finally came the tears of a William, he missed the woman next to him who was now away from his side, maybe even if he was not lying like this, he said, the woman may not have wanted another room with her.
Sometimes he also felt guilty when he wanted to have an illegal relationship with his brother-in-law, but the disturbance in his body seemed to force himself to continue doing that crazy thing again.
He is not able to limit himself in fulfilling the urge of s€ksual to continuously relate ¡nt¡m.
Often he feels guilty and self-loathing for obsessing over s€ksual activities, but still cannot stop doing them.
He also tried to escape from the obsession s€ksual, but often failed and relapsed in the process.
" And since then, I have not dared to invite you to play too often, and as a result hasr@tku is getting more passionate but do not dare to channel it with you."
" I'm afraid that if I tell you all this, you'll hate me and even be disgusted with me or you'll be overwhelmed by my circumstances."
" Until I choose to hide everything from you."
" One day, however, when my passion was out of control, my sister-in-law came to see me, and it turned out that she was also thirsty for buying@n from a man, because Bang Lewis rarely came home."
" At first I was accidentally yank. But over time I was hooked, because my sister-in-law always wanted the same thing every day."
" I knew I was wrong, but my disorder was getting out of control, I also went to the doctor and was given medication, but it didn't last long, still I feel pain if not related with someone every day Gem..."
" Dear.. Please don't leave me, I still love you so much Gem. I don't want to part with you, no matter what happens later."
" I'm sorry baby, I can't just take you off."
Finally William woke up, gathering his remaining energy, to carry the body of the Gemintang and put him to sleep in the bed that used to be every day where the two of them fought des@h@n, where they both died, although William once brought Farah in and related to it, but they did do so.
" I miss you so much my wife, I miss spending my beautiful nights together with you yank."
Only a day ago he did not see his wife's face at all, as if something was empty of him, something was pinching in his heart, let alone having to part for good.
" Dear star.. Can we go back to what we used to be?"
With tears and hoarseness, William also lay beside the Gemintang body and memelvk it tightly.
Some sweet tears full of tears came to adorn the face of the Star who fell asleep like a fainting person, because too tired to face the reality of life that hit him and his family now.
..."Above love there is still a higher, which is a Belief, as the way, the truth will show its identity."...