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Peter looked at Damia from a distance, it was clear that there was a look of sadness on his father's face, although his father and mother always invited him to chat, but sometimes he just stared blankly at the front view.
" Damia, you can come with Aa for a while outside, we haven't talked together in a long time, have we?" Peter tried to look like he always does.
" Good Aa." Damia greeted him with great joy.
" Well, Ma, Chris says talk first."
Anyway Peter wants to get everything done today, he does not want his wife constantly getting pressure from his family.
" Yes, if you want to go for a walk, you don't want to." Mama Peter is still trying to hope even though it has been seen that his expectations are thin.
" No, I just want to have a casual conversation in front of you." Peter answered quickly and immediately walked out ahead of Damia.
" Take Damia for a walk, it's been a long time since she didn't come back here, right?" Mama Peter said expectantly.
" I can't leave my wife at home, and I go for a walk." Taking care of his wife's heart was his priority this time, because now he was already the head of the family, if he faltered, his household could be destroyed at any time.
" Oh, that's up to you."
Damia's feeling was getting worse, all her dreams before coming here were gone and maybe not even a second again, after she saw there was a woman beside Peter earlier.
Ever since Damia found out, that it turns out that the cousin can marry us, Damia did put more flavor on Peter.
But at that time he was still in school, and Peter was already in college, Damia often looked at him secretly, and hoped that someday he could be with her.
Damia really did not know if Peter who seemed anti-woman had experienced trauma, after him, Peter behaved like that because he did not want to date when he was young.
And that's when Damia's hopes for him soared, he tried to write all the info about Peter, about his habits and so on, he tried to write all the info about Peter, about his habits and so on, until he knew that Peter aspired to become a successful young entrepreneur.
Finally since then Damia studied earnestly, so that her achievements also soared, and could take the attention of Peter.
Sure enough, because of his stunning achievements, he can be close to Peter, even though he has just become a sharing friend in terms of studies, and among dozens of girls who want to try to get close to Peter, he said, damia was the only one he responded to.
Until Damia promised herself in heart, will continue to college until college and get a satisfactory value to again captivate Peter, if necessary to a more serious level again.
But apparently Fate said another, when Peter's parents also agreed if he was close to him, but it turns out that now Peter already has, even without any news or invitation letter that comes to his house.
" Dek...how was your GPA worth yesterday?"
Peter immediately opened the conversation, when they were sitting next to each other in a chair in front of his Apartment.
" Thank God the value is very satisfying Aa." Mia answered with a sweet smile.
" Thank God, then, Aa is sure you can be the best graduate on any campus deck, from the past you have always been persistent in trying and learning and now surely you just reap the rewards, right?" Peter tried to melt the atmosphere first.
" I want Aa to be proud of me, so I'm always diligent in studying and not playing around in terms of study."
" Sister must be proud of your intelligence."
I want Aa to be proud of her too.
" Yes, yes, Aa."
From Damia's attitude alone, it was clear that he was so admiring Peter's figure, from his eyes, body, good looks and all things about him.
" Where do you want to work after this, still stay here or go back abroad?"
" Would it be here A, if at work Aa there are no vacancies?"
" Hmm.. don't know, but if you want Aa can set everything up." He did not want just because of the problem of likes, finally the relationship of his brotherhood cracked just like that, so as Peter tried to find the best way.
" Really?"
" Em... But can I ask you a little?"
" Of course you can dong, want to ask what the hell A?"
" But you don't get angry, let's just say we flashback in adolescence, you often confide too with Aa?" Peter went straight to the point, because it seemed like the awkwardness between them had melted a little.
" Duh... I'm so excited about A?" Damia said that was immediately wrong.
" Em.. Is that the guy you're waiting for who the hell is the deck?"
Degh's!
" Fuh.had A, don't talk about it anymore." The elderly damia melengos to hide her sadness.
" Aa ain't the deck?" Peter tried to take a look, but it seemed that his guess did not miss, because Damia seemed to be silent for a moment.
Aa is the one.
" Emm... Mia is so thirsty yes, I go in first yes A, want to drink a minute." Damia tried to avoid this harsh reality.
" Damia, wait for the deck?" Peter became increasingly convinced, that his wife's guess was not wrong, because women are often more sensitive.
" I... I. em it?" Damia is confused himself to answer what first, on the one hand he does not want to burden Peter's heart, but on the other hand he also wants to have Peter, although maybe it will be very difficult to happen.
" Be honest with Aa, let's talk to Mia for a minute." Peter repeatedly sighed, he really did not expect that Damia put a sense with him, even though they had not met for a long time, even through chat or social media never, he thought.
" I'm sorry A, I have indeed fallen in love with Aa, even since adolescence again." Eventually Damia's tears trickled down at that moment, at least she would not regret never revealing, though she might have to accept a rejection.
Because Damia had indeed harbored that feeling for a long time, and when she was ready to make proud of all the achievements she achieved, so that Peter glanced at her, he said, but now Peter has one.
Not even just a girlfriend, but already have the status of a husband of people, although still Siri, but they have lived together.
If asked how Damia felt, maybe his heart had been broken since Peter introduced the woman next to him as a wife, he actually still wanted to hope before, but when he witnessed firsthand the intimacy between them in the kitchen earlier, he said, moreover, they blatantly did it in front of his own two eyes, finally Damia began to realize himself was not so meaningful to the man of his heart since then.
" Damia, you're not wrong, indeed we never know, with whom our hearts will dock, we never even thought we would fall with whom, it's already the nature of the Ones." Peter tries to find a word that doesn't hurt Damia's feelings.
" I'm sorry Aa, I'm sorry Mia." Damia answered with a chest that began to feel tight.
" So also with Aa dek, I did not expect to be able to lean Aa's heart completely on your neighbor, please do not misunderstand, yes, Aa said this so that you do not expect much with Aa, because it will certainly only be useless later." Peter rubbed Damia's arm which started to tremble as it held back her cries.
" Mia is self-conscious A, Mia is indeed not anyone who dares to protest with Aa, Mia also does not dare to continue Aunty's will as well, but Mia also needs A time, A, because it's been a long time this taste is embedded in Mia's heart." He even used his hijab as a face cover that might not be careless.
" Aa understands Mia, Aa does not blame you, you are a beautiful girl, good, good again, must be many out there that can make you happy deck, and, because Aa's heart is fully owned by your neighbor, it is no longer left."
" Don't be mad at Aa, please don't hate Aa too, okay?" Peter actually could not make a girl cry because of it, but he could not do anything for her either.
" Where can I hate Aa, I'm just amazed at Sabrina's tea, she can have Aa completely, even Aa looks very fond of her and does not want to lose her."
" She's a special woman to Aa, without her presence maybe Aa will continue to hate all the women who try to get close to Aa, except you, because you never showed that, hehe..." Peter tried to make a joke, even though it felt crisp.
" So if I had a chance to express my heart, Aa would also stay away from me, right?" Damia asked with her own face.
" Hmm. maybe yes, maybe no!"
" I understand A, I also have no intention to destroy Aa's household, if Mia knows Aa is married, surely Mia will not want to be invited here."
I have given up A, I realize that this heart is no longer able to miss the figure of you, which now belongs to others, but somehow this heart hurts so much... so poignant..
" I'm sorry Aa's parents, they don't know that Aa is married, they must have accidentally done this, Aa believes you will definitely get the best, okay."
" Yes Aa, Mia understands." He looked down while continuing to wipe his tears that kept dripping down his cheeks.
" Forced things will not be good either, find someone who truly loves you, so that your household will be able to grow old and glow together."
" Glowing off? where's the older the more glowing the hell A?" Damia can smile at last even though her heart is hurt.
" Not her skin is glowing, but her hair, hehe..."
" dh... Aa can deh, emm. doain adek yes A, so that the duk can find a man like Aa outside there, I also want to like Sabrina's teteh that is so in the queen is the same Aa." That was Damia's current hope, as trying to toughen up was the thing she could do now.
" Amin, it does not have to be the same, which is important to be loyal and be able to accept each other's shortcomings, okay?"
" Hm."
" Then we go in again yuk, Aa's wife is flirting again see I'm together with you right?" Peter looked straight at the entrance.
"Eherm. eherm!"
And it turns out that Sabrina was already standing behind the two of them while holding her side and leaning her head on the door goal, she accidentally listened to the conversation between them.
What if I know Peter? sins are not? but let's be more friendly, so just continue the time yes, let's act, hehe...
" Well good, the wife cooks in the kitchen husband giggles outside with another woman?" Ledek Sabrina with a face that pretended to be sour.
" hey? no, baby, my goodness! he was really just a cousin, I didn't say anything, there was no other intention, we just had a casual conversation!" Peter immediately got up and approached Sabrina instantly, leaving Damia who could only smile bitterly.
" I hate Peter!" Sabrina pretended to sulk in order to be persuaded.
" Don't do that, I'm sorry, but I swear, I'm just talking, I'm not cheating yank, I might as well double up, because you're the only woman in my heart, don't hate dong yank, please."
" So much hate!" Sabrina's lyrics while walking back into her house.
" Dear Nana, please don't do this.." Peter immediately pulled his wife's body to hug him.
When she saw Peter's face panicked, she immediately smiled and whispered beside her husband's ear.
" Hate, really love."
" Allohuakbar, glad you made the heart of the mas want to be dislodged ya!" Finally Peter tickled his wife's waist with anxiety.
" Haha, my gosh."
" You know, it's a special time for noon." Peter did it in front of his family.
" Want to eat my cooking?"
" No!"
" Huh?"
" I want to eat you!"
" Oh!"
" Yank.. sin reject husband know!"
" Tuh.. wanted Mr. Chris, tell her to be the bridesmaid of the bride!" Sabrina who saw the gaze of Peter's parents immediately tried to escape from her husband's embrace.
" What's really, cook, wear a dress?"
" What a cool thing, it looks like you fit in a dress!" The starry walked right up to them.
" When do you want to get married?" Mama Peter immediately joined the voice.
" Just aunty's prayer, maybe next month." Reply Gemintang with a face that looks sparkling.
" Who do you want to marry next month?" Chris immediately sharpened his gaze towards the Gemintang.
" hey? oh, who else?" Reply Gemintang who even become embarrassed himself.
" Dh... man I want to marry you next Saturday!" Chris spoke to his floor.
" She's... But next Saturday is only a few days away?"
" Let's let it be, the one who wants to marry you, all that matters is fine!"
" Aish.. finally, come out also your original nature that used to be mas, if you are determined, nothing can hinder, gaaaasslah then!"
Finally, they all laughed at the keges of the bride-to-be's colleagues.
And Damia could only stare at him from the corner of the room, seeing the figure of Peter who was always attached to his wife, he knew his position right now.
O Lord, if your servant does not have his heart, may you strengthen your servant's faith to remain in Your Path, for I believe, mate, sustenance, death is in Your Hands, Thy Heart, and I'm sure that your scenario must be more beautiful than we thought and we thought, amen
He did admire the figure of Peter a long time ago, but he also realized, that awe alone is not enough to make someone happy and also to guarantee a household can last forever.
Don't use other people's lives as a measure of your life. Because human shoes do not have to be the same.
If your size is 40, enjoy and thank the number 40. Do not ask for number 43, later the relaxation, used was not comfortable, there you can even fall. Do not also ask for the number 38, too narrow later your legs can be blisters and then hurt.
Look with gratitude, that 'This is Your Size', because God knows what is best for you.